Cousin Touching

>>18054301
Happened to me when I was young, I did it to others when I was older, then you grow up and feel horrible about it and just push the bad thoughts away

>>18054305
Sucks. Yeah, I'm doing alright most of the time. I know it was dumb and that my cousin thought I was tickling her. She's doing fine in life but every once in a while I remember and I just feel absolutely worthless.

Everyone does it as kids.
You are guilty for touching a boob as a kid.
As a kid m8

>>18054311
That's kind of what I'm asking. It feels really easy to say that everyone does it when they're young. I just don't want to feel like I'm generalizing and coping out. But from what I keep hearing, it's generally a normalish thing.

I got groped like at least 4 times by random guy friends when I was little because of shit like that.
It's not really a big deal, you don't think about it when you're a little girl because you don't know what it means.

11-12 probably isn't that bad I doubt it was traumatizing or anything since you were just curious and didn't like fondle her for a prolonged period of time

When you get in to the 13-14 age where it can have an effect on sexual development.
Like when I was 13 I was sleeping over at a friend's house and in the middle of the night her older brother who was like... 17 I guess? came into my room and fondled me and dry humped my leg until he came. I pretended to be asleep because I felt really awkward and also because it felt good when he touched my breast, but I kind of developed a fetish for that shit and I now I realize how fucked up the sitatuon was so it kinda just feels shitty in retrospect.
I think most people have experiences like the one you described. You realize that's it was wrong so you're obviously not a bad dude or a rapist- don't allow it to haunt you. I doubt you did serious damage

>>18054336
Thanks. That helps. I appreciate it.