Fir the past few weeks I've noticed something: when I got upset at my gf, I thought to myself "I could say I hope she gets raped, but won't," I thought to myself what am I doing. Now for the past month not only am I scared that I may want her to be raped (this only happens when I'm upset at her or thinking in a jealous way of her) but also that I'm less afraid of her being assaulted than last year. I don't actually visualize it when I say these things to myself too. Not baiting, I just don't want to think these weird obsessive horrible thoughts, it'd tearing Me apart
I think you're just overthinking things. You really just need to calm down. Just go for a walk in the park. As lame as it sounds it will actually be enriching on your life. Bring your girlfriend. Buy her an ice cream treat.
People with OCD often have intrusive, horrible thoughts. They might not want to murder their mother, but they won't be able to stop thinking about it. The guilt is awful, etc etc.
I'm not saying you have OCD, I'm just saying that violent, intrusive thoughts are a well-documented phenomenon. Should you talk to a shrink? Depends on how much it bothers you and how bad it is. Do some reading on it and see if you can reign it in yourself. If not, maybe try some therapy.
>>18028404
good god, there are a lot of fucked up people masquerading as normal
Sounds like you're spending too much time on 4chan
>>18028691
I'm on it 24/7
>>18028529
I know I'm fucked up. But I'm trying to at least be good and address my issues
>>18028469
>>18028455
I'm pretty sure you may be right about me having ocd. Ironically I repeat certain actions like walking back and forth in the same place for fear my mom may be attacked and raped due to a butterfly effect of me walking a certain way. I gate My fucking mind. Deep down I don't want anything bad to happen to my girlfriend or anyone else I care about
>>18028709
wow yeah that's OCD
>>18028455
you kill yourself
>>18028404
you, dumb the whore
>>18028776
What treatment can I get for it?
>>18028815
What did the clash of clans guy do wrong?
>>18029089
You can see a therapist for coping techniques, or you can see a doctor for medication that will make you not feel that way. For best results, do both.
>>18028404
>tearing Me apart
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>>18029776
Hahaha. What a story anon.