I want to fuck the brains out of an old schoolmate. Whenever

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I want to fuck the brains out of an old schoolmate. Whenever I masturbate I start thinking about her talking dirty or some shit. It's driving me crazy.

She's cute and shy, and rejected me about going on a casual date politely once, but it's been 2 years since that and I wanna try again.

How do I approach her without creeping her away? I was never too much of a friend of hers in school and only started to notice her in my last year of highschool and all I could think about by then was the uni exams, so talking to her out of the blue would be weird desu.

The roads of our life have been really different but we have a circle of friends in common. Circumstantial and convenience friends, but it's the only bond I have to her right now.

I was thinking about arranging a meetup of this group of circumstantial friends that honestly have nothing in common and have no interest in seeing each other again just to try my luck with her. Good or bad idea?

Am I acting like a stupid teenager again?