Im really depressed,sad and angry. Long story short, ive been alone alot. I literally have no friends, im living at my gmoms house because a tree destroyed our home from a tornado and im failing in a private school (because im 17 and i would be in the 8th grade) the only people i can say i talked to are on xbox, i made a kik to text them yet they never respond - i get left on r - and they just stop talking to me and i cant talk to any in the class because most of them are 30yr+. At this point i just want to give up on everything, im always getting talked down by everyone including my family because i do bad in school and because im not religious. My doctor prescribed me antidepressants but my mom wont let me take them because "I dont need them" im 17 and I only came here because I literally have no where else to go. My panic attacks have been intense and i can feel my heart racing and breathing fast for this weird sad feeling i have often. I just wanted to vent so sorry for this long story.
That's how it feels to be a 17 yr old. Literally I could have typed this when I was 17. Don't take the meds drugs will make you crazy. And you should try to get know your grandma and mom they probably care about you more than they should.
As for making friends its hard but your in the best position to do it. Start calling people by their name when you see them and things will work out.
Sucks to be sad
>>18025297
Thank you, I'll definitely try. Im sorta shy but ill find a way to work pass it
>>18025309
It's ok to be shy. I sucked at making friends in high school, but if your open to it people will find you. And if your lonely 4chan is always here although it's half of what it used to be.
>>18025311
I definitely noticed, I've also noticed that theres alot of trolls here too so im being careful with it. But thank you two :)
>>18025309
Yes, avoid even headache tabs. Sticking pills down your throat will age you prematurely as well as screw with your mind.