I might have borderline personality disorder:
>already diagnosed with major depression
>became extremely attached to a girl online
>bothered her and got insecure that she ignores me
>threaten with suicide if she ignores me
>she ignores me, write that I love her
>get major headache
>after a day everything is normal, write her that I'm okay and that I go on
>now I'm not attached anymore
Except talking to my psych about that who will probably only give me other meds like antipsychotics.
What should I do? I know there's no cure for bpd, so I want to know if there are things that I can do by myself to contain my emotional instability.
>>18018501
seppuku
>>18018508
that's not funny I'm really pissed since it's hard to control when writing with other people now. I feel like a mix of self-hate, self-love, optimism, pessimism, no emotions, too much emotions, extrem anger.
>>18018516
Maybe you should get your delicate fragile feels to a doctor and fuck off of 4chan
>>18018528
This is adv not r9k, fuck off you shitposters I didn't ask for your dumb comments. I know how funny you find it to make fun about borderliners, because I was here long enough and tried to help other people. You should fuck off of 4chan and stop wasting your time.
>>18018537
>>18018540
thanks for that rare pepe btw, I didn't have that one
>>18018501
that's not what bpd is.
>>18018545
Then what is it?
I'm not sure myself, but when I threatened with suicide I was really extremely insecure and planned on how to do it and when I wrote about love I felt like I love her. And now there is nothing.