go for second date or don't bother?

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So I have chronic social anxiety and I went on a date with a girl from Tinder last night. While it could have gone worse, it was bad. There were lots of awkward moments that keep making me flinch when I recall them. Basically here's what happened

>meet girl at pub
>buy drink, chat for 1.5-2h
>conversation is quite fucking awkward a lot of the time
>several bad awkward silences that she kinda rescued
>no sexual tension or flirting
>after a while she asks to go for a joint (of my weed) and suggests her place simply cos it was closer
>go back to hers and watch some show and smoke up and colour for an hour and a bit until she declares she's kicking me out cos she has work in morning

But before I left she asked me what I was doing the next day and what time I was free, then says (words to the effect of) we can maybe continue where we left off. Then after telling her she say something like "I have work till 7.... I might be free afterwards.... *brief pause* actually naah may well be busy. We'll see" (with a tone of reluctance in her voice)

Trying to work out whether her offer was genuine or whether she was just trying to let me down as nicely as possible. It feels more like the latter but I don't fucking understand why a chick would offer to hang out again if she explicitly didn't want to. Thoughts? Obviously I haven't contacted her today but considering it on the weekend.