I lost all my friends and can't cope with my loneliness

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So I had my ex-girlfriend as my best friend for a while, and for a long time she was the only true person and friend that I could actually talk to personally and trust with my various secrets. I've very recently told her some very bad things (I told her to kill herself because I was feeling empty and anxious and I do very bad things whenever I feel that way). She took a long time to forgive me, but until an hour ago she's been my only source of support. She's recently told me that she no longer wishes to be friends, even though we've done so much for each other, in so little time. We were on an orchestra period last friday, and I started feeling incredibly lonely. I could only come to her, and she couldn't help. In fact, she took advantage of the situation and acted as if she was the one with the problem. I tried to tell her about it but she retaliated by saying she no longer wants to be my friend, and I'm pretty much alone as of now. I have no friends, no one to talk to, no one to trust with my deepest feelings. I am alone. I am no one. I am nothing.