I have always struggled with visioning something in my mind from the very beginning tilll the end. Evrything is blurry and I can't see faces; movements are slow ,something like I try to see someone running but I can't see the process only where it stopped running And it's like that with everything.Everything that I do comes somehow instinctively and when trying to tell myself what i did or what i want to do , i just can't finish a sentance withouth blocking and having black inside my mind. Whenever someone is explaining something to me , I have to retell everything after it has been said until my mind process it all (even simple things) and when trying to see what I remember it's like I don't even know what has been talked about the entire time. I talked to a psychologist about it and before going , I tried to put everything in order so she can undestand what i'm struggling with but everything came out wrong , picturing myself as a lazy person who's not trying enough in anything. This affects everything. Help.
And why would anyone give a flying fuck.
>>17977824
Same here. Instead I got the superior "understands multistep and complex mathematical calculations" mind gene. Mathematics will make you a lot more money than art will
>>17977945
But is there a problem? Do you know what's going on?
>>17977952
I'm 100% in the same boat as OP. It's a massive advantage. I don't remember the stupid little crap like if the color of a stop sign was slightly off color, or what my house looks like. I have a general picture of the layout of my house and that's it. I know a stop sign is red and that's it. Not having mental clarity to the exact detail on this stuff frees up my thinking massively. I can focus on the most complex things in a system, since I am not bogged down in the small details.
OP, there are two types of minds in this world: Micro-oriented and Macro-oriented. Micro can heavily understand the visible components of a small system, and Macro (like myself) can heavily understand the (often invisible or difficult to observe) components of a complex system
>>17977824
I am guessing you live most of your time/day with your own? Do you have any close friends?
>>17978006
I'm in collage. I have only one close friend but can't understand this, has her own strict way of doing things and thinks than i have to work on my mind , lern more and be more observant but i just can't. my mind slips or blocks most of the time.
>>17978002
You said you can focus on the most complex things but i can't do that.