>just turned 18 im asking you losers now What do I do? I

>>17974040
cont.
>they were literally bullying my mom, even though she was doing everything
>without her we'd definitely be dead, or in an orphanage
>we have rich family but they're all fucking jews
>by rich I mean billionaires
>they stole my grandmother's land in Iran, sold it for millions, didn't give her a dime
>mom becomes depressed
>she still tries super hard to give us a good life
She was really pushing this. We would've been much better disciplined. It's the only thing I'd agree with my dad on.
>slowly, yet surely, she fails
>skip to 2016
>we're in ruins
>thanks to trudeaufag, Hydro bills are rising by like 50-100$ every year
>i became super depressed
>grades dropped from a mediocre B to C+/C-
>failed science by 1%, mostly thanks to an asshole teacher who kept me beside the autistic kid in the corner of the room, apparently hated all the persians in the school
>luckily I got the credits for science anyways
>I'd ask for help, he'd literally just chuckle and move along, never answering a single question I asked
>Of course, through these years of struggle I barely ever got to focus on my musical talents
>My singing got cut out thanks to the braces and expanders I got in 2015, couldn't practice much
>My piano skills were at a flatline thanks to inability to afford classes
>My little bit of artistic still also got cut out because couldn't afford classes
And I was left talentless.
I can still sing, but I only really do it in the shower. It sounds good, everyone I know says it's good too, but I don't think it'll get me there.
I'm barely motivated enough to actually get a job either. I don't have many friends, and I live in what is possibly the shittiest place to actually make decent caring friends.

I have only one other talent; Writing. Every poetry unit I have done ended with me getting 100% A's on my assignments. I'm a really good writer. Should I into writing? Or suck it up, get a shit job, and live a shit life?

>>17974040

Okay, everything that happened in your past doesn't. fucking. matter. Time is linear, you only move in one direction, forward.

Second, ask yourself what you want out of life. Really ask yourself. Then come up with a plan to get there.

And you keep talking about "talents." Talent doesn't exist. Hard work exists. If your "talent" was cut short by not being able to get lessons, how can you say you're more talented than some schmuck who did get lessons? You can't. It comes down to skill and hard work.

>>17974040

And, let me give you a REAL big piece of advice, referring to someone that you're trying to get something from as a "loser" isn't going to get yourself very far in life.

Which, it apparently looks like despite your privileges you haven't gotten very far. So there is that also.

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>>17974058
This sums it up. OP.

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>>17974065
Here's the thing; I'd kill myself, but first off, I want to at least wait until I'm 25.
Second, I'd rather not kill myself at all. I don't know if there's an afterlife, and there's no possible way to prove it, so just in case there isn't, I'll just live this life as long as I can. I'd rather be moving around and doing something, even if it's basically nothing, than doing quite literally nothing for eternity.
>>17974058
I don't have many privileges. I can sing good, play piano decently, and write very well, but I don't know if that's all too useful. If it is, please tell me, because I need to know, these stupid online guides just say "ahaheu uoeh yea hman like you cud idunno email some famus publisshr 'n get yer buk famus xdd" without giving any extra information
>>17974054
Because even without the "Lessons", I still do very good, and much more than above average.
I don't know which life you're living in, but talent DOES exist. Everyone is born with something; a skill, of some sort, and it's up to them to pursue it.
I like to call everything an art; even something that would seem business related. Someone could be born a master in baking, knowing how to make what we'd call intricate recipes rather simply without before-hand knowledge. Someone could be born a master in playing the piano and know how to play Mozart's songs without listening to them maybe more than once; or maybe, as some have said, in their dreams. Someone could be born a master in painting, and they paint their emotions out onto the canvas, rather than say it with words.
So yes, Talent does exist, and to say it doesn't is to lead and live a fucking miserable, shitty life, where everything is automated by work, which is so, so fucking far from the truth it just angers me to even hear about that shit.
I'm no master in anything, save for my writing ability.
And thank you, because I think you just gave me my solution.