I don't know what to do anymore

maybe go back to work for awhile.

you could always work for a temp agency.......

>>17916815

you've lived a very cushy existence, one where 'i didn't feel like it' is a perfectly okay excuse to waste thousands upon thousands of dollars.

hopefully your parents have the balls to give you the kick in the ass you need.

being an adult means doing a lot of things simply because they have to be done and they are whats best for you. this isn't to say that everyone must become some cuck to a job they hate, but rather that when you're handed a fucking free education you pick something that doesn't kill your soul as opposed to dropping it because 'i didnt like this career' based off of a cuople classes you never studied for.

>talking about girls at a time like this

no wonder your life is so out of whack.

>>17916849

that is what think too. i dont need a girl right now, i dont even know what i would do with a girl, i want to do things by myself, want to play games, want to watch anime or movies or do whatever i think any time of the day

that's why i think this is stupid but even if I think that i dont do anything

maybe im just a fat lazy ass or something...

>>17916815
(1/2)The first thing you need to do is go to a therapist. You obviously have depression, just looking at your symptoms:
1) lack of caring
2) not enjoying things you used to enjoy
3) staying in bed all day
4) always unhappy
The list goes on. To reiterate: The first thing you need to do is to see a therapist. I had my bout with depression and I know how it feels. This is what is preventing you from doing ask the things you want to, such as getting a girl or just enjoying your line of work.

After you start visiting a therapist you need to dedicate yourself to something to keep yourself busy. I know it's gonna be hard, but depression is only worsened by being inert.

Not liking your career path is hard. I'm only on high school so I don't really have any advice in relation to that. I do share the feelings of uncertainty in relation to a job path though, and I think everyone does and you might just need to work through it and go from there.

If you need advice for talking to women, I do have a girl and there's a lot that goes into it. The first and foremost thing is that you can't always force someone to love you- I loved a girl and built up the image of her in my mind, I was obsessed. But nothing I could do would have been able to win her love. You will simply not be compatible with some, and you need to accept that sometimes and move on. When I met my girl, I wasn't looking for her. In fact, I never really noticed her before that. We were in AP US History, and we only met because of a mutual loneliness in that class. You can't always be looking for a relationship, sometimes you gotta just let it happen. Hang out around them and talk to them- if the conversation flows well then that's a good thing. You just need to be confident and not obsessively pursue her but not ignore her either. If you obsessively pursue her you'll scare her away, if you ignore her she won't talk to you as much.

>>17916903
(2/2)
It's a balancing act that takes time to get to the point where you can ask her out. Just stay dedicated and you'll be good to go. If you need anything else, just ask! Hope I helped!

>>17916898
And I do agree that there is two ways to go about your career:
1) finish your degree and go from there, see where it takes you, if you don't enjoy it work for a year or two and go back to do something else.
2) try working temp and work to figure out what you like

>>17916913

obviously i wont finish my degree and what if working dont lead me to something i like ? what i would do ? work shittiest job all my life ??

when i think things like that i just wanna curl up in bed and sleep forever...

>>17916815
Do you live at your parents' ?

>>17916977

yes, i live with them

>>17916987
Go see a therapist to help you with your depression
Move out,find a job and go live on your own
As long as you stay in your comfort zone under your parent's care nothing will change

Good luck anon