Went to a party of friends last night, girl I really like even borderline love because we have so much in common and talk about the same shit is there. I sit next to her all night, we talk a little, this and that. She gets a text and I see outta the corner of my eye the name, its a guys name. Start to understand why she texts me less and less, starts to understand why she wants to hangout less and less, starts to understand I lost, starts to hurt alot inside. I'm still kinda fucked up from it just sitting here alone thinking about it. I miss talking to her but all of her responses are short now to end conversation to obviously go back and text that guy. I think I miss talking and hanging out with her the most honestly its not even a romantic thing at this point its just her company is something I loved alot and now I will never get it again.
>>17912456
I didn't really ask a question for advice it seems, but mainly I wanna know how to fill the void she left in my life. We were texting each other everyday and its hard that it just stopped outta nowhere. I don't blame her though hell if I had a girlfriend then i'd talk to them mainly also but I am not near that point yet to be ready for one, and she was honestly the closest girl i've ever cared and connected with in my life that I thought about having a relationship with, but sadly she is my best friends ex so no matter what I have no chance with her.
>>17912456
One more thing, like to be 100% honest I don't know if the guy she said anything to was a boyfriend or someone she is interested in and talking with or whatever so I have no idea if I should just ask her if she has a boyfriend to get this off my mind. My other thought was to just cut contact with her and give up chasing a dead end dream
>>17912456
>we have so much in common
Your relationship would be boring as fuck.
>>17912479
Its stuff in common like video games, anime, tv shows, meme's. We have enough to keep each other entertained but thats besides the point honestly.
>>17912456
Honestly I think to break it down right now I am feeling very very lonely and I hate it.
>>17912456
Dude forget this girl you have one-itis, you say you almost love her. Which is ridiculous as you don't even have a sexual relationship with her.
Forget about her and don't message her again until she messages you. Get on with your life.
>>17912633
Its alot easier said then done, she was my favorite person to talk with and now I have nothing, just sitting in my room all alone and no one to talk with.