I have multiple degenerate fetishes and want to be rid of them entirely. I'm 20 and have been offered sex 3 separate times by the same girl who I find sexually attractive by my self-set standards but failed to get hard all three times and am still a virgin. My guess is that I've become so desensitized by porn, 2D, and other fetishes that I've slowly developed over time that real life fails to satisfy, its driven me as far to not even bother with dating (an activity I genuinely enjoy) for fear of not being able to perform when its time for sex.
As it stands, I'm into fat chicks, weight gain and feeding, inflation, and male pregnancy. I've recently acquired a minor taste for muscle girls, but I'm honestly not that bothered by that one, the rest I feel great shame for finding pleasure in. Fat and weight gain are by far my most ingrained desires and I want all of them to be gone from my psyche entirely, I just want to be able to enjoy normal women and have vanilla taste.
How would I go about purging myself of my degenerate tastes?
>>17908158
Stop watching porn and take up no fap. Star doing productive/healthy things for yourself. Meditation, reading books (start with some classic literature imo, Don Quixote, Dorian Gray, Candide, etc.) and exercise. You will become a new person, and slowly but surely your old degenerate self will be completely replaced. I've been there but my fetishes were beastiality porn, IR, and hardcore BDSM type stuff. K am absolutely disgusted by porn and weird fetishes now. It is possible to change yourself, but omly through discipline and determination.
The Beatles in Within You Without You wrote "Try to realize it's all within yourself, no one else can make you change"
These behaviors have become part of you because you allowed them to. You can get rid of them if you allow yourself to by following my advice and picking up better habits and hobbies.
Why contain it?
>>17908158
You lost me at male pregnancy.
Inflation is pretty meh as well.
Actually, hell, I don't even like most of your shit.
Just be yourself man. We can't all have the patrician fetish.
>>17908501
>>17908739
I just want to be able to go out and fuck regular women without requiring my deviant tastes to be able to get off
Some fat chicks are cute and cool to hang with. But it shouldnt be a fetish I agree. Now male pregnancy is too much. But at least it isnt gay.
My kinks are white male/black woman, rape, lesbian gang.