I feel like I'm a fucking irredeemable failure. I finished college a few months ago, lost contact with all the friends I made, can't get a job, but not that it matters since I'm gonna have to help out in the family business for a variety of reasons. So most likely I'm gonna get through 2017 getting paid fuck all, in a job I don't really like, having no significant people in my life, still unable to get a girlfriend to this date, and feeling like my "talents" are never going to be recognized.
I'm even shit at videogames, and that's like my only escape from this world. I don't go around blaming the world for my problems though, mainly I'm just frustrated with myself and I get really sad about it.
You can advice me if you want, I just wanted to get it off my chest since I can't speak about this with anyone.
>>17904980
>irredeemable
really anon?
>>17904980
Doesn't matter if you're good at video games, as long as you enjoy them.
I enjoy CS:GO because even though I'm not great, I get matched against people with similar skill level, so the game is still a fun competition.
Single player story driven games have nothing to do with being "shit at videogames", their purpose is to immerse you in a different world.
You gotta find your happiness somewhere else. I took on a job making 3x as much this year, and it really hasn't made me feel any better.
I derive happiness from just hanging out with people I like (very few), and when I can't do that I eventually slip into a shit state.
>>17905001
Well, that's how I feel some days. Most of the time I can carry on without being depressed as fuck, but I hit really low points sometimes
>>17905032
I mostly play Overwatch and LoL. I enjoy them alright, but I also want to be good at them. It's something I like to do and I invested quite some time in it, so I figured I might want to get a bit of pride out of it, but as it turns out I'm bad, and every time I come back from a losing streak it serves as a reminder that I haven't managed to accomplish anything of worth in life. I didn't want to get into it, it's stupid, but there you go.
>>17905081
>I haven't managed to accomplish anything of worth in life
Who's stick are you using to measure yourself?
You can't judge your self-worth by guessing what some insufferable insecure peers think of you.
You seem like a decent person, and that's better than most people I've encountered
>>17904980
>I'm gonna have to help out in the family business
is there no way out of this? i worked for my families small business for 2 years and it was havoc on my social life.
also combining work and family is soul destroying as fuck.