My free time is unbearable because I cannot enjoy anything. I can't work, read, or relax. I can't socialise as it feels like I've got a physical impediment preventing me from speaking. My catch-all anti-depressants have run their course and I'm looking for something that will ease this entire situation so I can go through the motions of putting my life back together.
As a temporary solution, will weed provide me with necessary relief or just make my problems worse?
I've never tried weed but I was suicidal before so I can understand your pain. My only advice is that should accept the realities of your life more. Yes your life sucks. Yes you panicing isn't helping things. And yes you will need to work at it slowly for it to improve. But wanting it to be better right now just increases your worrying more. Accept things as they are and work slowly from there.
>>17566658
Exercise. Works wonders.
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>>17566784
weed is like a button you can press to make yourself happy
BUT it is only temporary. So while it will make those grey days bearable it won't give you lasting satisfaction
I definitely recommend it but it will by no means solve every problem you have
>>17566784
is excellent advice
>>17566658
You should look into philosophy, specifically the works of Epicurus. It's what has helped me overcome anxiety and to find some enjoyment in life again.
>>17566784
Exercising is also an excellent antidepressant.