I love this girl, we first "met" online on a game about 4 years ago now. We were friendly and all that in the same guild and having fun etc.. Turns out she lived in my city.. This was pretty cool, exciting as fuck to be honest. We met up once with our friends and went out for a day. She is the best person in my life, she's helped me out of trouble so many times, we have had each others backs in game and out of game. Haha one time I even beat the shit out of her abusive boyfriend, who then ran off like a little bitch, he's no longer in the city.
We don't see each other much, especially nowadays. We are both busy and our messages seem forced, even on special occasions like Christmas and our birthdays.. Today was her birthday and it seemed she didn't even want to speak to me. She's fine with everyone else and I know she is doing fine as I know her brother. It's like she doesn't want me in her life anymore and I am just annoying her.
Hell I love her so much, I want her to be mine, but she barely speaks to me, I initiate every conversation. I don't know what to do.
I was thinking of confessing to her I really love her, before she just vanishes from my life completely. I have been in love with her for 2 years. If she doesn't return my feelings I will just block her and get over it, well i'll try.
I want your advice please. Tell me what you would do
I think I am going to tell her my feelings.. I just need a few drinks to gain the courage
>>17458548
she likes another guy or youre smothering her.
>>17458625
dont drink...because eventually youre going to tell her that you told her while drinking and shell be upset.
>>17458720
I think she is seeing someone but it's an "online boyfriend" kinda weird really but I guess she would grow out of it. I am probably not smothering her, I am careful not too.
>>17458721
Just a little, not shitfaced, I made that mistake before.