I am alone and miserable. I have no friends or acquaintances that I hang out with, no hobbies I enjoy, and I the only thing I look forward to is having half a pack of cigarettes a day. Everyone else is enjoying their summer and having fun while I stay indoors afraid of social interaction. I am starting college and I don't want this to be my entire life. I want to be happy for once or just die. I don't know what to do anymore, I need help.
Read your post and ask yourself if you'd hang out with you
Man up and change it.
>>17396340
Get a job. Seriously. It's better than being alone and purposeless. You at least get to form work relationships.
Go outside. Take a wall. Try something new. Nobody will ever care about your happiness more than you will. Change requires you to take the initiative.