oh man how am I even gonna do this the void is so hungry what

use your imagination read books... it can be a great escape and improve your mental state

Why do you have to wait for events? Do something now

>>17389429
You need to change your life.

If you just live even to event, you'll never be happy.
You need to do something that makes existing worth while.

Some people find careers. Others find children.

>>17389556
yeah I'm doing that stuff. it doesn't really fix the problem, but it keeps me from wanting to die so thank you very much for the advice.

>>17389606
I guess I can do something. It's not the same as getting job training or seeing a doctor, but I could maybe exercise or try to meet someone to hang out with...Do you know how to meet people for almost free?

>>17389620
Yeah. I know what would make existence worth it, but it's kind of up the road. It could be pretty near, though. I'm going to buy a guitar, some new clothes, go to job training etc..

>>17389648
>I know what would make existence worth it
Tell me.
Because I don't fucking know

>>17389620
I want to have a kid though, yes. It would be cool to have one of my own, or to take one of those parentless kids who are going to be abused by shitty foster parents and help them grow up into a good person.

As a career, I just want something that benefits society. You know, it could be like ten or twenty years until all this stuff happens, though. I don't know what to do in the meantime, you're right.

>>17389656
*is

my grammar
by brian is a french-fry I'm taking antipsychotics to fall asleep because they're not habit forming

>>17389429
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IUEkDc_LfKQ