I really, really, like this guy. He's a total nerd and no

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I really, really, like this guy. He's a total nerd and no model, but I think he's cute and funny. He's been very helpful to me and we've talked a little bit about this and that. He basically told me he's here to help me out with stuff anytime and I shouldn't hesitate to ask. Problem is, I may seem cold and uninterested even though I'm NOT. I'm just very slow to warm up and relax around people so I don't talk very much and act distant for a long time. I'd like to spend more time with him, but I can't think of any good excuse to hang out right now. I don't know if he'd be interested in getting to know me or if he's just being nice, so I hesitate getting too personal. Well, except maybe he's tried to get to know me, but I haven't been too open and enthusiastic so maybe he thinks I don't want to get too personal. Fuck.

I don't even know why I'm here, /adv/. I already know what I should do: just tell him how I feel. But somehow I can't do it, goddammit. I have never made a move on anybody, it's always the other way around. And honestly I don't want to risk making things awkward, because I want to stay in good terms with him no matter what.