I'm 20 , I've no life (what a novelty!)
I've been trying to get out ,start work out or learn something , but I always stopped and masturbated instead
I did not have an easy school life ,probably thats why I'M being like that now.
And now I started to loose interest in everything, like I dont need women, I dont even want child, I dont even want to exist, I just look the streets in silence even when I'm amongst people. I basically have no energy to anything or will. I feel like a ghost.
I start to feel less happy, or sad, depressed or anything. I just lost interest in everything.
Whenever I asked somebody on this place ,I received that I am the problem, or just to get outside, which doesnt work obviously.
On top of that I think of women as vile creatures who handles men like objects, if they find a better theyll swap within a moment without regret.
People are just rude in general and they doesnt give me any reasons to invest in them.
Today I was at an english exam (b2, since I'm an eurofag) and I couldve made a friend here but instead I packed my shit and left after the exam was finished.
TL:DR :I've had a shitty life ,tried to break out but cant. And now I'm slowly loosing interest in everything.
Did anyone of you felt like this? And did you break out from it?
How to do that?
nobody wanna help?
at least give me a thread that had similar case
>>17385451
My guess for the pack of response is the tldr aspect and perhaps because this thread occurs a lot.
Uh, so my first thought would be to spend less time masturbating. Idk if, scientifically speaking, it dulls your senses or becomes an addiction, but doing something habitually without a good reason or desire to do it doesn't prove to be fulfilling.
Second, I get the vibe you look at humans from a wide perspective. 60 something people killed in an explosion in Kabul? Erdogan arresting teachers and judges after a suspicious "coup"? Americans unable to tell their right from their left? Yes, we look disgusting and rotten and incoherent from that scope.
But try looking at the individuals instead. Perhaps take some time to sit and people watch. Look at people who are rushing off to work and think about what story they have. Are they all dumb and rude? Somewhere in there you have a mix of cancer survivors, worried parents, ambitious students, and on and on- down to people like you who are afraid of losing their given ability to care about anything.
Wrt making friends, that's down to you practicing holding conversations. You could think of it as part of a necessary process in observing the people around you.
>>17385502
Thank you
Your brain might be conditioned by all the constant novelty you can get just by browsing the net, porn, tv, whatevs.. that when it comes to normal life, it is just too boring compared to what you've been doing
Don't use any electronics for a week or so and it should get better