I have no job, no friends and I got dismissed from school with a 2000 debt.
All of this time since four months ago I've been just doing almost nothing but searching for jobs on the internet, haven't heard back from the jobs I applied to yet.
I haven't gone outside in two months, my hair's a mess, my room a half mess, I pretty much feel somewhat numb and calm most of the time. I guess that's all I can be right now.
You're doing the right thing by looking for a job. Well done. If you've spent four months looking for jobs with no reply, you need to change your approach. Something is wrong, or could be improved. Take some time to think about it.
Get a hygiene regime going. Spend 10 minutes - no more - cleaning your room each day. Spend another 10 taking care of yourself. And 10 more doing pushups. 30 minutes per day for self improvement aint bad.
But take a break this weekend. I want you to go outside anon. Get some sun. Walk barefoot. Go for a swim.
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my old aunt and mother are interested in me going back to college, but don't think it will happen this year. Because I waited too long to pay my tuition they dropped my classes, then I have pay up a remained 700 dollars from last semester, then pay 2000 dollars for 6 credits I registered for. They are willing to pay, but I don't think they'll come up with the money in time; one is on a fixed income the other is working paycheck to paycheck with no savings and I don't obligated to help.
I felt so stressed out from the past 2 years of college and my personal issues, I suffered small breakdown here and there. I didn't make sound decisions and my grades dropped.