Feel free to write about the things you need to improve about your life and own up to the things that you need to do. Perhaps writing things out honestly will help with the process.
I need to stop lying. I've narrowed it down to why I lie. I lie because I am not happy with the person I am in this moment. Even as things start to improve, I lie anyway. There is no reason to tell people you are studying a PhD, if you are actually in a masters program, and the advisor told you that you don't matriculate in. I need to stop making fake profiles on PoF and OKC to talk to women, because it is unfair to my current girlfriend. I think that since I have been trying so hard to not lie, my lies have manifested themselves in POF accounts. Every single one I make the person is a doctoral student, which is what I wish I was.
Hopefully this takes off and becomes a thing, I think I really need this.
-Start to look for singing lessons
-look for an entry level keyboard and electric guitar
-dedicade some time to drawing and writing
Also, perhaps I should stop hoping for the love of a specific girl... We have alot in common, and we laugh, we argue, we criticize the same things... I think she likes me, but not as much as I would like it to be. It will be hard, because I will still see her regulary, and I think that this girl is the girl of my life, beautiful, my intellectual match, her kind of crazy is my kind of crazy... But some things are alas not meant to be.