I frequently worry I'm dishonest (but just have totally denied it to myself to the point of not knowing) because I often can only understand and justify my actions and thoughts after some deliberation. Also, sometimes I might phrase something a certain way to imply something or hint at how I feel without saying, even though I don't think I'm too badly like that or passive aggressive at all aside from the slight reveal like that. No one considers me manipulative and I don't act malevolently. I also think (although I doubt my thoughts, as I've said, so who knows) I value honesty a lot and whenever appropriate try to be straight forward and open.
So what do you think? Are the things I'm worried about actually normal things? I think it might just be an obsession I have, since I have had OCDish tendencies about stuff before
rereading this I guess I just sound pretty neurotic and this is petty as fuck, but I might as well bump
>>17374803
Everything you describe is normal behavior. Relax.
>>17375035
cool, thanks mang