I'm always under extreme pressure and suffer from stress.

Op, you can't. Just get your shit done and get out of there.

Working isn't easier. It's every day, EVERY FUCKING DAY.

but atleast it's not always so stressful, it's just boring to be honnest.

>>17372910
thing is, the stress prevents me from doing anything creative like drawing. I don't get into a "flow" if you know what I mean. I'm just sitting there drawing some mindless lines. everything is shit and after 15 minutes I need a break because I'm terribly exhausted. way more than after a full day of uni.

the fact that working is horrible is the worst part. I'm so afraid to end up with a regular 9 to 5 job. this just fuels my fears and my stress levels. but I'm almost paralysed when it comes to working against it.

I tried drinking alcohol and that helps. but I'm afraid to do it on a regular basis for obvious reasons.

>>17372969
Working is fine when you get in the flow.

But i know what you mean, it sucks when you don't. Can't really help you with that unfortunately.

Only advice i can give:

Make sure you get enough sleep.
Try weed.

Just take it easy and realize that as long as you don't die or get maimed, everything is okay.