Due to her behavior, I think I used to be in love with my aunt.

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I spent a lot of time alone with my aunt when I was growing up. She's like a skinny, healthy, prettier version of my mother. When I was going through puberty, there were a few times when she walked around in front of me in her bra and panties for a short time. She wore, especially night, clothes that had a lot of cleavage and always invited me to sleep in her bed with her. She never closed the door when she showered, she liked to play-wrestle, she was cuddly, and she would sometimes ask me curious questions. Eventually, I started dreaming about her. One day, I achieved hands-free-fapping because of her... while I was sitting in a school classroom. Luckily, I was able to somehow shift my clothes and cover it up without anyone seeing.

She would sometimes bend over to pick things up and seem to intentionally stick her wide ass in my face - and sometimes even be like "oops, I'm sorry to stick my big butt in your face, heh". I'm starting to think she did this all on purpose. Now, I have a serious incest obsession. It feels weird saying this but I'm starting to realize recently that I might have been in love with my aunt and it actually hurts that I never got to make love to her. I live out of state now, haven't seen her in years, and she's probably much too aged now... though there's a chance she isn't. My aunt is my number one fantasy of all time and it was so strange when I realized it years ago. I'm not really sure if I'm looking for advice, maybe opinions or relating situations.