I'm black and I love white girls

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Specifically the tall, Viking sized type (5'7+, athletic or thick, but not fat) white girls. The paler the better.

This is a preference I've had all my life. I grew up in a white neighborhood and have been repeatedly exposed to Western media- which of course features white women as the crux of beauty.

I don't know how to move forward with it. 1) a black man and white woman in the public eye is just asking for a whole lot of political shit from pretty much all directions. I have to watch my back for racists and crazies as it is, I don't want to actively be targeted because I was seen in public with some Aryan qt , 2) I consistently question myself if I'm a sell out or brainwashed or whatever because of what I'm attractive too. I'm not necessarily turned off by black women or women of other races, but I'm just really really a fan of European physical features. If I were to marry a black woman for example, i feel I'd always be more physically attracted to a white girl, even if the black woman and I would be "emotionally compatible".

And white girls like me back. I've dated them, fucked them, got along with a few at a more mature-relationship level, so on paper it'd appear that I'm doing just fine. but i have my self-doubts all the time. Am I guilty of fetishizing white girls? I won't go after EVERY white girl I see, but it's what I go for 90% of the time.

What should I do? I'm thinking of forcing myself to be attracted to women of other races, and some are indeed lookers, but at the end of the day I'll watch interracial porn, or fap to the memory of sex with some ginger girl from my past. Maybe I should just pull out of the dating game and die asexual and alone?