So.. What is the alternative to fucking killing myself?

Masturbation passes the time.

Just plain killing yourself without the fucking, cause I'm pretty sure you're not doing a whole lot of that

But for real, go on a trip somewhere. Completely change your way of living and do something out of your comfort zone

dealing with the consequences of your actions

>>17356984
Living.

I guess an in between would be depression into vegetable, but that's not enjoyable.

>>17356984
OP, I was literally going to make this exact same thread, this exact moment.

>>17356996
Is this required because it's moral or for some other reason? Because to be honest if you are suicidal you can assume morals are out of the question. I mean you have nothing to lose and the world allegedly ceases to exist for you when you die.

Gradual self destruction via substance abuse and senseless fucking?

I've been going on extremes the past seven years and for some reason I'm still alive and disease free. One day some organ is going to fail and then I'll feel justified in offing myself.

Substance abuse.

live life like a shitty mtv reality show or a urban RPG, do drugs, meet bad people, die in the middle of an adventure. at least make fox news