>3rd year at workplace
>semi attractive 8/10 girl, older, 37
>be me 23 non beta non virgin above normal normie
>socialize with this 37 year old cougar
>she only talks to married men
>always leads conversations towards sex
>never lets you look at her in the eyes, just at her body
>let everyone know she has a boyfriend, but still acts socially unethical at work
>like having the boyfriend doesnt matter and she lets people figure that out on their own
>practically saying "hey i know im in a relationship, you are too, lets do something bad and fun that we will both enjoy and regret later"
>never EVER dealt with a girl like this before in my life
>week or so ago I was in my hotel room for work (we have 2 to a room because I work in a crew and the company wants to save money)
>roomate and flag girl (not the said 37 year old) cheating non respectively on both their significant others
>lay awake staring at the wall thinking how I would feel if that was me and that was happening
>just feel like she wants to be known for being a fucking bad girl and seeing how far she can get in life being a home wrecker
>how does someone stop caring?
>I mean simply stop, everyone else on the crew finds a way to deal with it but I just cant find a way...
>dont want to quit, making 180 hours on my paycheck per pay period...
>this one girl is bringing me down because shes pretty attractive and is basically making every other interaction with girls brutal because its like I wont find another girl like this whore, or if I do, theres always one underlying reason she will be better
I don't even see a question here.
But, why the fuck do you care you mong? Stop being a retard and live life.
that's some horrible greentext, you pretty much wrote the paragraph and just separated the sentences
>>17319773
>b 23/m beta
>pretend 23/m alpha
>ask beta questions
kek
>>17319883
>>17319773
Greentexting is not a substitute for proper use of periods.
>>17319773
What do you do for a living?