Hey guys I'm have really bad anxiety. At school the other

No matter what anyone says. You defended yourself, win, or lose. You stood up for yourself and your inner man won.

Behave like a child and you will feel like a child.

dude, who fucking cares that you got beat up?
like, why does it matter other than the fact that you're injured?

who gives a shit about what assholes around you have to say, you defended yourself! don't be upset with yourself op. it's ok.

Start boxing or ju-jitsu or gym. Try to not be beaten up again. You are good. You defended yourself, you have a spirit already, now you need to work on technique and body.

Thank you guys so much

It sounds like you guys traded blows, I wasn't there for it but that sounds like hardly a fight to me

I was in college this one time and this guy stole a pizza from me right out of my plate so I stood up and got it back, later at the creek we were smoking and he shoved me and then knocked my glasses off. The edge was muddy so I pushed him back and said, we're going to fall into this river dude fucking stop, and my friends were giving me shit and taking the piss over it like I got walloped. I'll never forget that because it just shows how simple minded people are about that kind of shit. Tell them if they really wanna see a fight then arrange one OP.