I dated a girl for four years that was my first girlfriend and

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I dated a girl for four years that was my first girlfriend and I started getting bored and wasn't feeling like I had a real future with her. At the same time I met a beautiful Brazilian exchange student that lived across the hall from me at school. I started to develop feelings for this Brazilian girl because she was amazing. She studies chemistry, she's smart, funny, beautiful, has an amazing body, is incredibly down to earth and I was able to talk to her for hours and hours without ever getting bored. We got closer over time because of parties in the building and she told me had feelings for me. I ended up breaking up with my girlfriend and I've been with her now for two months. The problem is she leaves the country forever in a month and I don't know how to handle it. I fell in love with a girl thats perfect but lives 5000 miles away from me. For the first time in my life I understand what love songs are talking about and it showed me I didn't love my previous girlfriend as much as i thought. Do i embrace the sadness or try to pretend everythings going to be ok and I wont feel like killing myself when she leaves