Is it bad to make myself throw up when I really have to? I'm

That's called bulimia, sweetie.

Eat less. Eat real food. You are literally poisoning yourself, every single day. You know this. WHY?

>>16947764
The stomach pain gives me no appetite and when I do get it it's bad as fuck and all I can stomach is pizza and shit

>>16947772

>when I do get it it's bad as fuck and all I can stomach is pizza and shit

You're probably diabetic by now. How long have you been eating like this? Do you exercise?

>>16947786
All my life I was fat as fuck as a kid but I lost it and was skinny as fuck at one point just because if I'm always busy and in a good mood I forget about my appetite

>>16947788

But I'm saying based on the lifestyle and symptoms you're describing, you might be diabetic right now.

When was the last time you saw a doctor?

>>16947795
Idk man I feel fine as long as I don't stress get depressed or eat like complete shit

>>16947804

alright then

to answer your original question, yes its bad to make yourself throw up, it's worse to eat so much awful stuff you feel like you have to throw up all the time. You need to find another way to deal with depression. exercise will actually make you feel good when your body adjusts to it. It won't just make you feel even shittier, like this does