I fucked up real bad, /adv/.
>last Friday night
>grill I like calls me, easily 9/10
>says she needs to leave home for a couple of hours
>I consider myself less autistic than most so I go pick her up, we leave
>go get ice cream
>parking meter grace period runs out, "shit grill we better go"
>"no I don't wanna go home just yet, anon"
>can't afford the jew-tier parking fees, so I take her to the local lookout on a mountain
>pretty views of the city, very romantic
>she gets close to me
>real close, we're touching
>no one else around, theyre all out clubbing
>"i'm reaaalllyy cold, anon"
>I back away
>look her dead in the eyes
>"it's not cold grill."
>what the fuck have i done
>"can we go home now?"
>take her home, she says bye really despondently
>cry myself to sleep
How can I fix this? I feel really /r9k/ for doing this but I just can't accept the autist NEET life. I need to fix this. Help.
You're still in an ok position, just follow up with a call and explain you're interested in her but seriously, and not in a way where you might take advantage of her depression
You cried yourself to sleep over a chick? You need to get mentally tougher and not give a fuck.
>>16944744
It's an exaggeration/figure of speech. I felt like an absolute fucking retard though, that part is true.
>>16944753
Everyone OP, and believe me, EVERYONE, has at least one really bad romantic fuck up. Best to just learn from it and move on, bro.
>>16944760
I had just finished doing that when this happened. We've been best friends for a while and I've liked her for a lot of that time. Of course she's interested just as I decide to let it be.