A bunch of my friends died last year and now I don't want

stop murdering your friends

>>16935734
Become friends with Trump.

>>16935734
Eventually, the emptiness from not seeing people will bear down on you greater than the sorrow you fear.

Look at it this way.
You have the option to be lonely or not be lonely.
But you cannot avoid eventual sorrow, because it will come through the loneliness anyway.

>>16935790
I guess. I don't really feel too lonely, it seems better than the crushing depression of loss.

If you're truly happier living this way, then go for it. If not, do something about it.

>>16935799
>I guess. I don't really feel too lonely, it seems better than the crushing depression of loss.
In the short term, yes. In the long term, you start feeling the crushing depression anyway. It's like thermodynamics: you can't win, you can't break even, and you can't get out of the game.