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2016-03-18 01:08:21 Post No. 16929065
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Anonymous 2016-03-18 01:08:21 Post No. 16929065 [Report]

Someone help me please, I've been in a fetal position for the past hour crying listening to pseudo 90s music

I'm an isolated college senior, I haven't been at home longer than a couple weeks for longer than 5 years. All my friends graduated and moved on with their lives and forgot about me

I keep getting pumped and dumped my girls on tinder who date me fuck me and never talk to me again

I've been reading the Redpill and /pol/ and I feel like everything I lived has been a lie... That our society has been on a trail of fucked up for so long and I'm just figuring it out

I've been listening to vaporwave music to bring back the 90s nostalgia i had a s a kid and it seriously makes me want to kill myself in a weird way

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yc5Y5ckee8o

I sleep all the time between classes to suppress my depression and my adhd meds. Not a day goes by where I don't think of killing myself. I'd smoke weed and drink my problems away but I don't even have money for that

I feel so alone, my life is moving too fast, I want everything to go back to the way it was when I was a 7 year old kid

Why the fuck did I have to wake up now???

Does life get better in your 30s? Or am I just in store for repeated heartbreak and isolation until the day I die?

Anonymous 2016-03-18 01:20:05 Post No.16929102
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Anonymous 2016-03-18 01:20:05 Post No.16929102 [Report]

it sounds like you need to find some more friends anon, before looking for a girl on tinder. fuck buddies like that aren't gonna help you slow down your life and feel like you're happy with what you're doing. Are you seeing a counselor along with the meds? They can help you better than any of us could

Anonymous 2016-03-18 01:20:25 Post No.16929104
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Anonymous 2016-03-18 01:20:25 Post No.16929104 [Report]

Have you tried to see a therapist?

Anonymous 2016-03-18 01:23:37 Post No.16929114
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Anonymous 2016-03-18 01:23:37 Post No.16929114 [Report]

>>16929104
I've been seeing a therapist for the past 6 months once a week.

I went from being in willful ignorance of my mental issues to now being self-aware and horrified at what I see.

Anonymous 2016-03-18 01:34:01 Post No.16929151
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Anonymous 2016-03-18 01:34:01 Post No.16929151 [Report]

>>16929114
Just keep going soon you'll realize the world isn't that shitty and most of the shittiest stuff is absolutely hilarious. You're going to make it but only if you want to

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