Please help me. Yesterday I finally officially broke up with
This is a blue board which means that it's for everybody (Safe For Work content only). If you see any adult content, please report it.
Please support this website by donating Bitcoins to 16mKtbZiwW52BLkibtCr8jUg2KVUMTxVQ5
Thread replies: 2
Thread images: 1
Post No. 16612992
Please help me. Yesterday I finally officially broke up with my ex who was also my best friend after a very horrible final months and I have been crying basically nonstop since.
I spent hours trying to read things that rationalize why ending it was the best thing I could do for both of us, especially myself.
I still can't shake how much I miss him, how scared I am to be completely alone in this merciless world. It feels so unfair. We both loved each other a great deal and neither of us wanted it to end but it just became so horribly toxic.
It doesn't really help that I don't really have any other close friends, I don't have a family, I have no one.
I don't know what to do.
I made the cleanest break a person possibly could yet i know deep in my heart there's still that naive thread of hope and desire to go crawling back, even though I know that is the worst thing I could do to myself.
I'm sorry I know this is super pathetic but this all happened right at the beginning of my winter break so I can't even talk to the shitty therapists I occasionally see at school. So I'm here.
Being completely alone with nothing but an abusive mother during the holidays doesn't exactly fucking help either. Especially when I was supposed to spend New Years with him.
Fuck I want to die so badly to be honest familiars
In retrospect there's probably nothing someone here could tell me that would help I am just thrashing around desperately at this point it just hurts so much and my life and I am a fucking mess
Thread posts: 2
Thread images: 1
If a post contains copyrighted or illegal content, please click on that post's [Report] button and fill out a post removal request
All trademarks and copyrights on this page are owned by their respective parties. Images uploaded are the responsibility of the Poster. Comments are owned by the Poster.
This is a 4chan archive - all of the content originated from that site. This means that 4Archive shows an archive of their content. If you need information for a Poster - contact them.