im just leave it here...

The more I see the real you, the more I fear for humanity.

When we talk again, I need you to slow down and block out everything except for me and what exists between us. When you write to me, don't say sorry and don't try to sound fancy or mature, none of that will make me feel better in any way if not make things worse. Just write how you feel and do it with unrestrained humility. I don't want a therapist or someone who simply agrees with me and apologizes. Go back and think about our past together, everything that is you and me, and only what is you and me. Please allow me your time for this.. I know you really do want to help; this is the only thing that can do so. I'll be here, always. Under all conditions that will be true.

>>16517667

how the fuck could you do this to me
I deserve an explanation

>>16518222
Initials? Sounds familiar.

>>16518222
Storytime?

Dear Girl I cheered up two days ago.

You're in love with me now, all because I made you smile. You're confused about whether you should try to pursue something with me after everything before that has resulted in pain. I know that things happen for a reason and that we were supposed to meet.

I have lust for you, I think you are attractive and that your eyes are filled with the wonders of the sea. But I see that in you because I am the sort of person who sees the good in everyone.

and you have a lust for me girl, you look in my eyes and I can tell you want me. I have fears about pursuing anything with you, and I have doubts about my own life in general.

My family needs my help, they are the ones who depend on me. You asked me for advice and I comforted you. God forbid I become a source of pain for you.

I'm scared. Why have we not talked, it's been almost 24 straight hours. I hope you're not mad or sad. I wish we could go back to being normal again.

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Dear grill I like,

I'm slowly falling in love with you every time we hangout, even though you're a lesbian, but you don't know that. You have an amazing personality and I'm jealous you had sex with a guy in hs.

Sincerely

Your friend since the 7th grade.

How dare you do this to me, how dare you leave like this when you specifically told me more than once you would never leave, not like this, it's ironic actually. Maybe you never really loved me, maybe it was all a game for you, and now you're enjoying knowing I'm missing you so much. Maybe I'm better off without you, you were an asshole sometimes. Maybe we are soulmates, maybe we really should have gotten married some day. Maybe your love was real, maybe it was all real but you still left. Maybe we were meant to be together forever. But I don't know anymore if I loved you really or not. Was I an idiot for trusting you? Sometimes I wish I never started talking to you. Sometimes I wish you would just come back and apologize. I don't know how I feel anymore. You're starting to feel like a stranger. I'm so bored and lonely without you. I don't know anything anymore, all I know is I wanna know why you left and did you love me really. All I want is to be happy, whether it's with you or not, preferably happy together with you, but that won't happen will it. I need to forget about you. You fucked me up but maybe that's just what you wanted.

>>16517667
J,
I love you
V

>>16519140
I wish I could just know why you left and was any of it true. If I could drive I would get a car and just come to you and make you explain.

To Princess,

It's been a such a long time since I declared a 'break' from you. I took the time off, in a fit of blind jealously, so I could come rationale as to why I was feeling such a way. Never before has someone like you, especially over long distance, ellict such emotion in me.

I've now come to realization that my jealously was imaginary. I was both fearful and angry, wondering for the moment when the high ride would come crashing down.

But I don't have to worry about that. I have given you strength, compassion, confidence both emotionally and sexually, and security. But the only thing I've been withholding is my trust. If I didn't do something, lack of trust would very well break us apart, and so I had to take a break so the problem could be addressed.

Now, I believe, I am willing to put my trust in you. Trust that you will continue to be a soft, sweet, sensual, and compassionate girl. And honestly, I'm sorry for having my doubts.

I heard about your situation. I don't know what happened, and I don't know how long you'll be absent, or whether I'll ever talk to you again. What matters is that you need to know that I DO love you. I hated coming to terms with it, but after reflection, I know this to be true.

Part of me wishes for you to come back. Part of me is also preparing for the possibility of never talking to you again. And if it's the latter, that's ok. All my time talking to you has never been dull. I loved every minute of it, and I know you did, too.

So if I never talk to you again, I want you to know that I love you. That I have done everything I can to support you and lift you and help you improve as an individual. If your life is better off after being with me, even if I never talk to you again, then I've done my job. The possibility of you being happy, makes me happy.

So thank you. For everything, L

Love, G

Dear Cierra,
Please don't hate me for doing the things i did. Dont hate me for my life choices. Hate me for being me. Just hate me. I never deserved your kindness. I hate that i love you and it hurts to live every second of this terrible life. Please stop paying me any attention like everyone else and please leave my life.

>>16517667
Thanks for ruining the only real friendship I had left after rehab, you abusive fat feminazi cunt. I will interrupt your wedding and save him from your evil clutches, then we will ride off into the sunset blaring 80's pop music in my 2006 Subaru Outback, leaving you alone and humiliated at the altar.

Come at me, bitch.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=doZ6wOJHu_E

>but seriously, how do I stop a bro from marrying a sociopath?

Dear Roommate,

I'm not sorry we had sex. I mean not really. Honestly it was pretty fun. But it does suck what's going on with you and your boyfriend because of it, and I do wish you'd just dump his ass and pursue your interest in women already but whatever. Also I kind of regret that my boyfriend didn't get to fuck you while we were at it. Might as well have gone for the full threesome experience, you know? I bet you regret it too, even if it's only a little bit. I mean come on, it's not like it would have been a huge jump from just touching his dick to having it inside you.

Oh and before I forget, if you imply again that the only reason you did it is because you were drunk we're going to have to have a fight. You and I both know that you consented to that little escapade while you were still sober. We're on the same page with this being the appropriate time for sexual exploration, so don't pussy out while you're still young enough for this to be written off as "just a phase".

Suck it up - then it slut it up a little, 'kay?

Your Bisexual Roomie

>>16519215
jesus... what did she do that is so bad?

Dear P
I'm sorry I fucked you, I didn't know you felt more than just friends, I didn't know you would get so hurt. I thought it was just girls having drunken fun. You never told me you had feelings for me. I'm sorry I let our friendship get ruined. But I'm not lesbian, not even bi. So I can't be with you. I guess it's for the best we don't talk anymore. I love you and I care about you, I hope you find someone nice who has feelings for you too. ps your pussy was nice though

i'm pretty sure you're only friends with me because all your friendships have fallen apart and we happened to meet each other right before that happened. you'll probably find a boyfriend (or get back with the one that cheated on you) or some new friends soon and i'm afraid we'll go from talking everyday to talking a couple times a week to not talking at all.

p.s. i get excited when i see that you've messaged me and agonize over it when i send you something dumb and it's just sitting there for hours until you see it and respond and i think i'm in love with you but i won't tell you this because i don't want you to think that the things i've said to/done for you had some ulterior motive outside of our friendship, which i do value more than anything in my life.

M,
I'm sorry for screwing up so badly. I threw everything out of proportion and ruined our friendship for the stupidest, pettiest reasons. I know we'll never talk again, its too late for reconciliations and I don't want to force my way back in when I know you're doing so great, so I'll say it here, I love you.

By the time I realized this you were already gone and we never would have stood a chance anyway, but my god I fucking love you so much and I hope you go on to have a wonderful life.

I miss you.
J

>>16519236
She yelled at me in their car on the way back to my apartment from Spectre. I tried to change the subject but she just shouted me down. I went emotionally numb, my chest felt tight and I started to rexperience shit from my job working as an industrial paramedic, felt really unsafe but couldn't move.

Ran out of the car, started shaking, had trouble opening the door, ran to my suite and started crying, couldn't stop fidgeting and stayed awake for the next few hours. Felt on age for the next few days. Friend apologized for her, said she often gets worked up when it's an issue she's passionate about.

I noticed her getting increasingly bitter and fat over the years they'd been dating. She whines about everything but does it in a way that you feel sorry for her and that it can't possibly be her fault and for the past year every time I was around I feel like I was walking on eggshells. Didn't start out this way, at first she was nice. Not so much now.

Went out for a beer with my friend afterwards, he popped in to see his gf beforehand and shortened the time of our visit at the last minute with a plausible excuse, then a different excuse after they met up. Anyway, we get drunk, he brings the subject up, we talk about it for a bit, I tell him it really hurt and he brings up these stupid feminist conspiracy theories (which I refute with workplace data) and suggests I watch some videos to "understand how she feels." I tell him it'll probably be a while before I'll ever be comfortable around her, he goes on about "muh common ground you two share interests blah blah." She heads over to the pub, he spends the next 15 minutes looking around for her, I leave before she shows up. They then "accidentally" bump into me on the bus and try to talk to me, I try to be civil until they leave. Haven't talked to him since.

Am I just blowing things out of proportion? My psychologist says he likely has it much worse and this shit was likely not an isolated incident.

All work and no play makes Jack a dull, unhappy boy. You deserve to enjoy life. Otherwise, what’s the point?

>>16519346
But if it's not an isolated incident and he seems to be fine with it, what can I even do to help him? If I had a gf who did this to him I'd kick her out of my apartment and cut all ties with her.

>guy has a passive personality, not very many friends, plays vidya most of the time when not working
>they've been together long enough to be common-law partners, so she can take half his shit if they break up
>she's won't let him look at porn or act out his innocent kek fetish, often belittles him in front of me and will quite often shut him down when we're talking

>>16519367
can i make this my AIM status?

I'll probably never know why you left me. You abandoned me. You pulled me in so close that I could hardly breathe, and then you left me all alone in the dark. I never got the chance to tell you I loved you...I was waiting for the perfect moment, but it never came. Maybe that's for the best. You were so intoxicating, and on some level I knew I was being used, but I didn't even care...god, if only I had know that day I left you there sprawled out on your bed, looking up at me, that would be the last time I'd look into those blue eyes...maybe I would have told you.

I love you Tiffanie. I had to say it to someone.

>>16519390
Be my guest.

>>16519400
i'm making fun of you.

>>16519404
I know. Be my guest.

j,
im really glad we've had the last couple of weeks together and im a shitty texter and i hate how thats sucha huge part of relationships, but i'll try my best to make up for that in person. i hope we can make it til the end of the school year, that'd be tight.
c

B

I really really miss you. It burns me when i see you and i dont get to talk to you. Im very alone. People around me dont get me.

-O

T, I really fucking wish you would leave me alone already, i love you but damn your killing me.
-M

S,
Do you want to hang out sometime? The next time you are in the city, that is. We only met a few days ago, but I can't help myself. I feel like we have so much in common. I love texting you and everytime my phone vibrates I get so excited that I probably look fucking stupid. Just so you know I read your texts the second I receive it, it's just that it takes me forever to come up with something to keep the conversation going. Sorry, I'm trying my best, but I guess I'm not used to it yet. Hope you do well on you exams, and hopefully you won't be too busy after them so that we can meet up again.
J

Kat,

As I drift to sleep I can only think of all the ways I already miss you so dearly. I really hope you'll call me tomorrow, well today, and we can work it out. God that's all I want. I just want to feel what it's like to be so close to you again. I love you. I always will. You'll always be my baby girl. I really hope you still love me. I'll choose to believe you, and I'll choose to have hope that we can be together still. That we can keep loving each other, my sweet princess beep boops.

Yours forever, Christian.

D,
Don't give up on me, okay?
S.

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>>16519140
>>16519156
>tfw it sounds like it could have been addressed to me
And I sure enjoy the thought of possibility of that someone missing me

SW
You told me I needed to stop calling you. Ok. I barely call you anyways and it makes me so upset it sounded like you didn't want nothing to do with me. Must've been your boyfriend and not your uncle with you. You never acted like that before.
Love, KS

>>16520481
initials..?

>>16521159
For sure not yours. I doubt they browse this.

>dear, m

leave me alone and never talk to anyone i know ever again, you're so obnoxious and annoying it makes me physically ill. you're too much stress to have around

>dear, T

kill yourself.

>dear, b

why are you lying to me and yourself? you dont like me at all, we both are aware. just end things peacefully with none of your crybaby bullshit so we can both go our own ways.

>dear, R

kill yourself

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>>16517667
Dear me
Stay handsome

Dear rose

I'm really sorry about the way I have treated you the past few days. I just wish I could turn back the clock and everything could be the way it was before we broke up. But it's too late now and I get the impression you're interested in someone else now. I don't want to be just friends with you. Goddamnit I just wish I hadn't decided to talk to you again. It makes me miserable to talk to you because I just want to make it work the way I want it to and it's not going to.

Fuck I'm pathetic.

>>16517667
k.
Dear C,

really pumped for Drake Night on friday. Let's get wasted and fuck some sloots!

>>16522593
i feel this so much rn

Hey Masha,
I've still not dated anyone since we broke up, I can't bring myself to do it, my self confidence is at an all time low and I still fear women because I am worried they will attack me or threaten to kill themselves if I don't comply like you did.
You stole a fifth of my life from me and I'll always hate you for it.
But hey, at least you got to be in with the popular group at work by fucking him.

>>16522612
>tfw you were being such an asshole that she asked you to delete her number and never text her again today


Well at least it's all over. I don't think I'll ever be hearing from her again. That's probably for the best. I should be way over this by now but I'm not. I just wish I could go back to the day I decided to break up with her and just... Chill for a minute.

>>16517667
You molested me when I was a kid, you basically ruined my life. I recently heard you died, GOOD!

Dear A. C.

You don't know how much I love you, I've never been good with words and especially now I'm finding it hard to express how much you mean to me. You're kind, pretty and everything else I could wish for. If only I had the courage to ask you. I'm honestly scared, scared of what you'll think, how you see me. I'm not even sure if you feel the same. Either way, just know that I love you.

Your secret admirer,
Anon

It would help if you could just tell me how you feel, I don't want to impose anything. I just want to have a chance to get to know you at least. I'm still getting my life sorted out and but I feel that I could actually learn a thing or two from you. I know we haven't talked much and i rarely see you but I want to see more of you. I think you're an incredibly nice person and you seem like you know what you're doing. I don't mean to make things awkward, I just don't know what to do with myself. I can't decide if this is truly a crush or if I'm just imagining that i'm actually falling for you. My heart stops for a second when you're in the room, maybe it's just a buildup of this mix of feelings just playing with me but I feel like I actually could love you. I don't know what to do with myself. There are definitely other girls more worthy of you but I still can't stop myself from thinking that I might have a chance....I'm not sure if I have a chance with you but it's nice to imagine, I suppose.

I miss you. Dont rush into this again but... I want our old relationship back.

>>16523216
Tell me that.

d
I don't know how to say this, but I'm pretty sure im falling in love with you. I think about you all the time, have been for a while actually. im around you all the time, work, home, its never enough, I just wanna be with you all the time and love you the way you should be loved.
part of me feels like you already know this and sometimes you give me the impression you feel the same way but you probably don't. I wish that you were straight, its a lot harder to fake these feelings away when I know were both lesbians. fuck my life.
s

L

Did you ever care about me?

T

>>16523238
You know it.. I said it the other day you never responded.

J-

Of course I'm mean to you when all you want to talk about is that one time I punched you four years ago. Seriously, you deserved it for playing j biebs.

J-

This crush snuck up on me and smacked me in the head. Well, I should have seen it coming the first day we met. I fucking stammered. You caught me so off guard. I wasn't expecting to meet some one like you this soon.

And the more I get to know you, the more I like you. You're so funny, you tease me just the right way, and you seem to have a way of reading me, which is a rarity. I mean, if you can spot one of my bad moods, you're good.

That's the thing, I actually remember the first time we met. You told me I probably wouldn't see you often because you worked weekends. But I did. I hardly ever remember the first time I meet some one.

I'm not trying to accomplish anything by writing this letter. Just wanted to talk about it.

M

>>16523377
I don't remember that.

M,

I know you can't stand working with me and you think I'm a massive fuckup despite what you've said, I can read between the lines. Maybe you should've thought about that before pestering me to put in for this shitty, thankless job that forced you to do something other than relegate me to some far corner of the workplace.

Sincerely,
A

M.

I wish you the very best, you've been the greatest friend, the greatest girl, even though we weren't anything at all. Well, it's been a day since you left, and I'm surprisingly going well, yeah, I miss you, but I'm also learning to live without having you around. Thanks M for giving me a reason to improve myself.

Dear humanity
Fuck yourselves
Fuck your own personal well being
Fuck your intolerance

Where the fuck is the meteorite?

K

I miss you a lot.
I hope your happy.

J

MJ,

I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me.
I'm sorry I took you leaving so hard.
I'm sorry I let us hook up a few times after.
I'm sorry I tried to guilt you into coming back.
I'm sorry I can't quit you.

-N

And there it is…

>>16523216
Can you give initials or some details or something so that we can all know you're not talking to us?

v,

idk why I bother. maybe I'm a better person than I think I am bc I still feel guilty for what I put you thru. you didn't do anything wrong. I think that's why I can't get over you thru anger like I did with A. I said I love you and that didn't stop just bc we cut each other from our lives. you made the right decision to tell me to leave you alone.

but maybe I'm being nostalgic and put you up on a pedestal. all I know is it's been almost 3 years and I think about you almost daily. I've been avoiding you however I can bc I know I make you uncomfortable. I'm sorry that I've come into your work a couple times but it's the only sporting goods store around and I didn't have a choice.

I feel like I'm in a better place now. I'm more patient with my daughter like you wanted me to be. btw it's ok she doesn't remember you anymore. I respect people more than I used to. I've lost a lot of weight and am going to the gym like you wanted me to. I wish we had gone on more walks like you wanted to. I've learned to cook a lot of different stuff but idk how much of it you'd want to eat. I realized the other day I had already started thinking of your parents as my in-laws before things went south for us. I wish mine had been nicer to you. I miss you

btw you did the right thing to block me on FB. I unblocked you bc I was forgetting what you looked like and just wanted to remember your face. I was gonna block you again but I guess you beat me to it

like I said last time we spoke I really do hope things are going well for you and your family. I hope you can get out of this shitty state before I'm able to. you deserve better. I'll keep on staying away from you bc I know it's what's best for both of us

m

K,

You are the most inconsiderate, selfish, and regressive person I've ever associated with in my entire life. I don't typically make friends with people like you because you lack even the slightest self-awareness and intelligence it takes to make an exchange with you bearable.

I have no idea why I fell in love with you at all, and why I even continue to be there for you. You're a fucking burden to my life and I can't wait for the day I can leave you behind.

>>16523633
Maybe I am talking to you. Tell the people you like and care about how you feel...

Blue,

It's been three years, and I still find myself missing you. It's dumb, but only happens once in a while now, so I guess that's not too terrible.

I just want to see you again, and laugh with you again. I know that things will never be the way they were, and I'm okay with that. I just want you to be happy, and I want you to find someone that makes you happy. It's been three years and you deserve it. I know it probably won't be me again, and that's okay.

Thanks for loving me even when I was young, weird, religious, and kind of an idiot. You were always so overwhelmingly supportive and respectful to me. Sorry I was dumb, and too clingy for you to bear. I wish that I would have had more courage, more self-confidence, and been more physical. Hindsight's 20/20, I guess.

I still can't get that night in the hotel in DC out of my head. And I keep thinking of all the times we'd make out in your car in the driveway of my house. Is it weird for me to still miss the connection I had with you? I think we were too alike for it to work, but it was nice while it lasted.

Do you still think of these things, too?

Red

I wish we could talk... We can avoid the hard subjects and just talk about music and watch some Netflix, even...

I hate you both.

You were the two closest to being someone I could love.

One of you chickened out before. We had a date set. We were going to go. You were my highschool crush. Do you have any idea what you did to me by accepting a date and then cancelling? Years of desire. Fucked up.

And the other one.
You.

I'm sorry I wasn't what you wanted. I was afraid. I was apprehensive. I should have kissed you when you wanted it.
God I know I should have.

I hate both of you. I hate everyone. I hate myself. I want to die

>>16523752
netflix and chill

Natasha,

I miss you. It's almost been a year since when we've talked.. and over a year since we broke up. You are my irrational question. There are no apologies for the last thing I said to you. I really wanted it to work out. I think of how much a friend you were, honestly that's pretty much all it was in the end, still it was three years that I was happy for and it could have been more then just friendship. I've been thinking of calling you recently, but I feel and know better it's more than likely a bad idea.. I couldn't remove you completely from my life.. all I have left of you is your number and some pictures. I doubt we could ever have the same relationship again, even if as friends. I miss you so much though.

Michael

>>16523694
I still love her. She knows that.

I've tried to make it clear that I like you, no idea if it worked. If you don't feel the same way towards me then say so now. I value our friendship, which will live on either way.

-J

>>16519272

initials..? sounds familiar to what my ex said. probably not who we're thinking of though.

I told you I wanted to reconnect, you offered your number... why would you even do that if you had no intention to follow through? I've carried such intense feelings for you for almost half my life... it makes me sad but it's clear that it's time for me to let you go

>>16519140
Sounds like what I planned to write except if I was a few months in the future. I can see this coming

Help me anon

DZ

You are my best friend and I love you more than anything in this world. Nothing stands between you and me, not even my love for you. I know you don't like me, but I want you to be happy, even if it's not with me. I am sad when we don't talk all day tho. That's my favorite part of putting up with my depression and doing something--- I get to talk to you and maybe hang out. I hope you're not my crutch. I want us to be friends for life.

LP

Jake

So much has happened since we last talked. We never officially declared our feelings but I know we both had deep feelings, might have even been love. I cared about you a lot and you were more than I could dream of having, you were in many ways a dream guy, we never fought, and we were like the same person almost, I really liked you. We could've turned out to be a really good couple. But you left me. Broke my heart. I know that you lied and therefore got scared and that's probably why you left. I would have forgiven you if you told me the truth and apologized, you didn't have to leave, we could have worked it out. You left me alone, I was so sad. The time we had together was so amazing, I was so happy, you made my life better. I missed you like hell. But I got over you, you still kept crossing my mind but I didn't need you anymore. I was alright. And then I met a new guy, who ended up compeletely falling in love with me, he was crazy and the complete opposite of you in many ways. He was so crazy and passionate and he spoke to my sexual preferences exactly, it was like me and him were made for each other sexually. And he loved me so much and I ended up falling in love too. We were so crazy together. He was intense. We fought a lot, but he talked about how we're soulmates and we're meant to be together forever. He lives in another country but I visited him a few times, so it was a LDR. Like us, I don't know why I keep falling to those now. Anyway, me and him were just something so exhausting, it was so intense, he was so crazy, but I ended up loving him with all my heart and I would've been willing to actually marry him. (1/2)

>>16523330
I cared a lot T, I still do

(2/2) But he left. He abandoned me too, he wasn't very stable emotionally and he had a lot of issues, he left because he loved me too much, he didn't wanna end up fucking me up. But he did fuck me up by leaving, it was probably for the best for me but oh my god he broke me, I felt like he shot my heart and crushed it into million pieces, I felt physical pain, I couldn't even do anything, my life stopped. But I knew I have to be strong and keep going, I'm still broken but I'm living, I don't feel so much pain anymore. I've been now lately been thinking about you a lot too. Me and you were just so happy and calm and nice, I miss that. We had passion too but it wasn't so crazy with us. I wish I could have you again. I don't let people in too easily, I'm not soft, but I let myself be vulnerable with you, got heartbroken, and I healed. Then a short while after I got vulnerable with the other guy, let him in, got my heart smashed and felt like hell. But I've started to heal. But I'm a wreck because of that. But also I'm stronger. But I'm missing you a lot, I really wish I could have you again, I miss us.

I love you, and I'm terrified I'm going to lose you.
You'll be here in 10 minutes, and I don't know how long we're going to last...
But right now I'm loving every minute of us.

>>16522589
Dear Handsome,
Can I sit on your face pls?
Love, me.

Around this time last year I was often driving to another city for business trips.
My mother and brother lived there as well, so I was visiting a lot.
Because of higher work load I had to transfer so I was looking for a place to live, she mentioned that an apartment next door was available so I took a look at it. A lot of furniture was missing, no fridge or cooking unit and it wasn't whitewashed, so I intended to look for further options and went back to my home town.
I hear with her the day after and she tells me she rented it. At that point I wasn't still ready to move all of my stuff.
So I visit the town again for work and to see them, and she asks me when I am moving in. She's planning on whitewashing it, and to organize her private training's in one of the rooms.
Honestly, I really wanted to see some other options and she booked it for 6 months in advance and I knew she wasn't able to afford 2 two-bedroom downtown apartments.
My brother's university year was ending so he went home. I told her that I'd move her stuff to the new apartment so she can have the classes there and that I'll stay in the new one.
She has the key of my apartment and since there's no fridge, washing machine or cooking unit, she was coming in before and after work.
A month ago a room-mate moved in with me and I told her that she should be coming only at morning when he's at work. My room-mate is moving to another place in 2 months.
I told her that I will be looking for a smaller and cheaper apartment as well.

She is constantly arguing with me this situation and it's stressing me out. I fail to articulate it well but I feel like I've been exploited, and as she's arguing, she's baiting me with unrelated remarks and questions that are off the point. I guess I feel she's forcing a lot of guilt in me but I want to help her because I know she's hardworking and it's a struggle to earn a decent living.

Why did you fuck a dude twice my age, who had half the dick? I have always had the stamina of a moose and would wreck it however, whenever, for however long. I pay for everything, I bust my ass, I spend my nights listening to how your day was so hard, with the kids... even though that it what I really want to be doing. I gave you everything I had and you slept with this 52 year old guy with a 4 inch dick who is still making minimum wage?

I will gladly take the kids and cut back at work now that I no longer have to support your ass. Going to redecorate your crafts room into a mancave/bedroom for me and give our kids both their own room now, since you so selfishly needed your own room to piddlefart with paper and never finish anything.

When the kids grow up to be successful and smart adults, we will know that they did not get their common sense from you.

>>16524350

Sugar-Daddy with emotional support, desu.

Gay, I know, but women are weird like that.

I'm so very sorry about your life's situation and hope you win custody.

You got up out of bed
You said you had a lot of work to do
But I heard the rest in your head
And almost immediately I felt sorry

'Cause I didn't think this would happen again
No matter what I could do or say
Just that I didn't think this would happen again
With or without my best intentions

And I want a boyfriend, I want a boyfriend
I want all that stupid old shit like
Letters and sodas, letters and sodas

I can feel it in my bones
I'm gonna spend another year alone
It's fuck and run, fuck and run
Even when I was 17
Fuck and run, fuck and run
Even when I was 12

- Liz Phair

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Dear Me
You know what this has to be a learning curve again. Literally since Tuesday you have been too baked to literally do anything. Don't get me wrong I love it regardless but fuck me dude this is just weird. You have smoked since Tuesday £420, and in all honesty you can easily get more. Not for any other reason than you can. And also you have earned it. Yeh you are getting agitated just because you still want to keep as much as you can. And you do have enough but you will get by regardless if you just shut the fuck up. Either way just enjoy it seriously fuck it. Just do your god dam washing tomorrow and you can enjoy the rest of the week. Seriously dude it is okay man just enjoy it. Seriously fuck them if they give you bullshit you earned every fuck penny and you choose to enjoy it for yourself. And yeah that does feel weird but fuck it. You know what to do these next weeks and that is just go with it.
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6nQCxwneUwA

>>16517667

C

I'm so sorry for being a humongous faggot on the Internet. I'm just so mad that you are a straight guy and everyone likes you. I'm just obsessed about you and ever since my advances of being gay was revealed you avoided me.

I just can't stop making posts about you on any site I visit. In truth I'm just a dumb faggot. I read all your letters and poems to her and all I could do was grit my teeth. I'll go kill myself now.

I'm so sorry I was in your life and I tried to bring you down. I'm so sorry I assume everything negative about others. I'm just a terrible person on here and on any website. I want everyone around me to me miserable too.

I'm happy you are in a better place now. I hope you find the woman that will make you happy. I'm just sad about your restraining order and my cousin's as well.

J

>>16517667

All I ever do is be obsessed about my friend and make fake postings about him. I'm sorry if you think any of these anonymous postings are from anyone you know. I'm just a dumb shit troll.

J

I want out of this relationship but I can't say it, you'll throw me out with nothing because I tell you how I feel. You go crazy over nothing. I can't take it anymore.

1. i think we could have had a happy life together, but i dont think i was in love

2. you are magnetic and charming. when im around you i feel like i can do great things. when im not around you i resent how you treat me. i wish you saw how you effect me.

Alexis

We're so far away from each other now. But we still talk almost every day. It's been getting harder to find time for each other recently because we've both been so busy, but we try our best.

I miss you so much and I still love you more than everything.

Last week, you seemed frustrated and distant. I asked you why. You admitted that you had feelings for me, and said you were frustrated because we couldn't have a relationship because of the distance. I didn't know what to say.

I'm too scared to tell you how I feel because I don't want to fuck us up. How the fuck are we even gonna see each other.

It hurts so much because my perfect girl, my best fucking friend, is so far away from me.

>>16525555
Nice quads, sorry for your shitty SO/fuck buddy.

All I do is try to communicate with non existent entities on the Internet. Wasting my time instead of actually doing anything productive with my life. I make all of my friends feel bad for having an opinion that my toxic brain could never comprehend. My addiction to drugs and my god complex is what gives me the right to be superior to you in my thoughts.

I actively seek revenge against those that make me feel insecure. You are not my friend you are my underling, you serve me to keep my insecurities at bay.

I'm sorry you ever met me.

J

>>16525579
>>16525579
thx to both but now there's all the time in the world :)

>>16525555
same

T,

do you still look for me here?

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N,


We have never talked, but I love you. In such a fucked situation, you were the only one who caught my eye. Maybe someday I'll have the courage to talk to you, or not.

-W

Hey,

I hope all is well in your life. I hope you are feeling ok. While I do miss some of the times we shared together I'm still glad that I broke up with you. You were a great first girlfriend, I couldn't ask for someone so loyal and faithful however after two summers ago I feel like we discovered that we had different views on life and career paths. We also had conflicting interests and hobbies which I'd say pursued the downfall. I still don't understand your problem with alcohol, you might of had a shitty child hood but we all did. I didn't tell you half the shit that happened to me as a kid but I honestly didn't see the reason. I've moved on from that portion of my life and I'd suggest that you do the same. Being pissed off at your family members for shit they did is stupid, be the bigger person. You should of come out with me more we could of had lots of fun together.

i'd love to meet up for a coffee or a beer to catch up but I'm still not sure if it is a good idea.

School is going great, it is a challenge learning another language but I think that it will be all worth it in the end.

In any event best of luck in life.

Cheers,

Hey guys I'm going to make death threats to C and M so I can over up my own stupidity by getting into more legal stupidity in the near future.

Sorry guys, I failed you again and again.

J

v,
When I look at you it feels like I'm looking at a work of art. Your smile shines so bright and it radiates pure sunshine. When you talk to me my heart beats as fast as a hummingbird's. I could drown in your eyes. I hang onto every last word you say and I could probably listen to your voice for the rest of my life. But I'll never have the courage to ever admit to you how much you mean to me. and the thing is, I don't think you'd care either.

J is only destroying himself not others who have moved on.

I wish you were there for me as much as I'm there for you. I jump to try to help you every second time you get feel sad and the only thing I get back is short responses because your so depressed all the time. Listen I'm depressed too but your still my best friend. I just hope you feel the same.

>>16520124
All you have to do is ask. Ask me ONCE to leave you alone and I will.

>>16525713
I don't look for you specifically, but I am always curious when I run across a J if that is you.

S
Do you think of me at all? Do you miss me at all? I'm still just all confused about everything. I hope I could know answers to many questions.
O

>>16524214
It doesn't feel that way.

Dear M. O.

Sorry man.
I couldn't help but think you were kind of a prick the first time I met you, with your air of superiority, even though artistically we did the same stuff. I guess I was really jealous of your following, and even though I thought you pandered to the lowest common denominator for the fame of it all, I couldn't help but admire the passion you put into every keyframe. You deserve it all, all that admiration and all that hype. I've finally realized that, that I am basically you, and that you were a few years ahead of me at the time.

So I'm going to take your advice to heart. I'm going to create for the sheer love of it and I'm never going to stop. I'm going to surpass you in every way, creatively and artistically. I'm going to make something people can't ignore, and I'm not going to compromise. I'm just sad that you're not here now, and that you can't see the way in which you've motivated me. You won't be able to see the fantastic stuff I am working on.

Death took you too young, and in that I realize like never before how infuriatingly short life is. I'm going to use ever minute, every second.

RIP.

-Z. S.

It has been a month since you said you didn't want to talk anymore. You asked me not to stop by unexpected and words cannot express how truly sorry I am for doing just that. I did not do it to be an a asshole. I did not do it to seem jealous or be a douchebag. It had been two months since I last saw you in person. The thruth is, I just wanted you to help me understand what was going on. Why were you pushing me away again? That is why I showed up. I never wanted a falling out. I never wanted this.

When we started seeing each other, we both said we were looking for something meaningful. Throughout our time together, felt unbelieveably lucky to have met someone as amazing as you. I was happy and proud every day I woke up. I loved every time I got to see that heartwarming smile of yours. You made me feel like someone actually appreciated me.

I was hoping for a true relationship with you. One with the meaning we were both looking for. I wanted a positive relationship. I wanted to always be there for you on your good days, bad days, and especially when you were upset. I want you to know that the care/appreciation/love I had for you was unconditional. Most days, I wanted nothing more than to cuddle up with you and talk. I never wanted any type of betrayal or distrust between us. No secrets and no lies either. I was always honest with you and it seemed like you were always honest with me. I thank you for that.

I always enjoyed the fact that we could lounge around and poke a little fun at each other. You told me about the time that your mom thought you tanned too much and didn't realize she had a black kid. I got a kick and laughed when you started calling me a hillbilly due to my missing teeth after I got attacked. I miss the small things like that the most.

(1/3)

>>16526890
There were times before that you pushed me away. I remember you sending me a text with the article on dating people with emotional walls. I remeber how you said you built emotional walls so no one can hurt you. You said that you would rather hurt someone else before they hurt you. I want you to know that, at no point in our relationship, did I ever want to itentionall cause you any hurt, pain, betrayal, or distrust. I cared about you too much. You never told me why. You just went silent. Were you scared that I would treat you badly? I have been afraid many times. I always had you there though and that helped a lot. Was it something else?

Sometimes all you need is that one person that shows you that it is ok to let your guard down, be yourself, and love with no regrets. I was hoping I could be that person for you. You told me on the drive back from skydiving that love is a waste of time. This is probably the only thing you have said that I will disagree with you on. I think that it is love that binds people. It makes us feel safe. It makes us feel worthy. It makes us feel closer to one another. It is a special bond. It is always a work in progress but I think that it is one worth having. My question to you is, Are you afraid? I know I was. Thats why it took me so long to tell you. Eventually, I understood the odd emotion I felt when you were around. The reason why my heart stopped every time you smiled. I fell in love with someone that made me question why I was afraid in the first place. I fell for you.

I often wonder what trauma you have gone through that leads you to pushing people away. I hoped you would tell me some day. The phone calls you made to me at times made me cry because I could hear the hurt and pain in your voice when someone had caused you heartache. I never wanted you to hurt due to my actions. I am sorry if I have.

(2/3)

>>16526892
I agree with you that showing up like I did was crossing the line. I wasnt listening and I was impatient. That is not me. The reason I did that is because I cared about you. You didn't want to talk to me anymore. I wanted to be there for you and you didn't want to keep me in the loop. I felt that everything we had done, worked toward, and enjoyed was all falling apart. I did not mean to seem like a jealous douche. I felt Ignored. I felt like you were trying to alienate me. I was upset, not pissed off. I felt a lot like you did the night you called me from Club Five. Someone you had strong feelings about treated you like crap. I am sorry for my actions. That is how I felt.

I know right now our relationship is frayed. I hope that we can sit down and get through this though. I don't want there to be any negative feelings toward each other. Holding onto that negativity is destructive. I try my best to see the positive light inside everyone. Was there anything before this incident that drove you away from me? Was it something I did? I wish you would tell me. I never wanted to seem like I was brushing you off. I wanted you to be comfortable sharing your feelings with me. I really, truly, cared about you.

I wish you the merriest of Christmases and the happiest of New Years. I hope you find someone truely special to kiss you underneath the mistletoe this season. I hope that person gets to share a kiss with you at midnight on New Years Eve. I can only think of one person I would do that with.

I miss you, I miss us

(3/3)

>>16525901

Please leave M alone T.

M

>>16519140
damn i can almost feel as if that was meant for me

Hey grandpa. Just wanted to let you know that I love you. And I'm sorry I didn't get to see you more often

J,
I love you, and I know you love me, but why do you insist on pushing so hard. I'm sorry that I can't be a better S.O. to you, I just don't have the mental strength to make it happen. I'm weak, I know, but you're not helping by making me feel guilty. I thought about hurting myself for the first time tonight, after I left your house. I can't keep doing this. You say that I should have no reason to feel anxious around you, but I do. And I don't need guilt trips, I just need you to tell me that i'm not worthless. I'm sorry i'm not strong enough and i'm sorry I can't make you happy. I know you've had a rough past few days but please don't use that as an excuse to push me like you do. I wish I could be better. I'm sorry.
-P

dear A
fuck you
i know we dated for more than a year... almost 2 years but oh well, I don't even remember when we broke up.
i dont give a fuck about it to be quite honest, hell, I forgot most of our relationship and I really could not care less lol.
the reason I am writing this is because after what you did to me, you suddenly began to talk shit about me.
You piss me off. You literally go online and talk shit about me to everyone, despite you being a bitch to me, but anyway, I always knew you were an inmature spoiled asshole, so really, should I be surprised?
On the bright side, you've been talking so much shit about me lately, that several hot qt3.14 are more attracted to me, I'm literally going out with a new girl every single day. Idk why, maybe its because I'm not as bad as you want them to think I am.
Oh and btw, every guy that has talked to you ever since we broke up asks me the same thing, every single one of them, even the guy that you used to cheat on me (yeah we are on good terms now, fighting over girls is stupid + there are thousands of better girls than you could ever be in your entire life, literally you're just one more piece of ass):
How could I be with such an insipid, boring and shallow person for so long?
Well anyways, I know you browse this board, idgaf to be honest, and if you read this, i wanted to get this out of my chest, but you take pride on having cheated on me? Bitch, I lost my virginity with another girl while you and I were dating, you and I not even fuck once and I slayed pussy 5 days and 5 nights straight on a trip to the beach that you never knew about, probably because you never really cared about me and treated me badly, but hey in the end, I didn't love you, and neither did you love me.
at least we spent some good times together... right? Shame I forgot about it
PS. give me back my sweaters, I'm fucking cold and they were my favorites
PSS. give me back paper mario, I really want to play it again

R

I still can't get over the fact that you lied to have your way with me. Even after all these years. Fucking sociopath. I hope she realizes your true self before it's too late.

>>16527033

If this is you get fucked. I was with you for two years and when shit went downhill you called me this and that so you can leave for another man. Shit didn't work out and I took you back. I've had enough of your bullshit you fucking bitch. Get out.

>>16527071
I'm not that person anon

>>16527031
For someone who 'couldn't care less', you seem pretty salty..

Dearest K,
I never expected it to go this far. Neither did you. It was all so simple, fun, and a bit exciting. You and I were not supposed to be together, and yet we found that we fit together so perfectly in so many ways. Society would view you as desperate, and me as lazy or weird or as equally desperate.
We know that is furthest from the truth.
We were just having fun and seeing where this goes. We lifted each others spirit to heights we did not imagine were possible again, we filled one anothers heart with so much joy that it overflowed and spilled out into the world.
What we had was so pure, and so innocent. It was beyond reproach. We just wanted to be good to each other and good for each other.
Our best friends knew, and they knew the good that we were in each others lives. They could see the glow we reflected on our faces, in our smiles, in our eyes.
You reminded me so much of the man I wanted to be more than a decade ago. You reminded me so much of the things I left behind in pursuit of greatness. I fell in love with you not just because you are incredible, but also because you remind me of the better person I could have been...and maybe one day can be. You were a dream realized.
Now here we are at a crossroads. Your life is a tangled mess of responsibilities. A burden that you cannot let me bear for reasons we both understand. Circumstances beyond our control placed us on separate paths at separate times, and we truly were lucky to have met here at this crossing in our lives.
Your convictions call you away, and I cannot stop you. It is part of the reason I loved you, and who am I to talk you out of your convictions. All I know is life is so short, and death is so long. While we are alive, while we are that glowing spark in the eternal darkness, let's just grab all the happiness that we can, wherever we can find it.
Put down the dogma and hope that they understand.
Love you always,
R

T,

Why did you come barging back into my life just to rip yourself away after you decided you couldn't handle the drama you brought into it? You had no business bringing your home wrecking ass into my life after five years of silence. And after the dust settled, I realized that no matter how much time passed, I was always going to be in love with you. You knew this, decided to pursue whatever it was you wanted, and then bailed on me. You knew how fucked up I was going to be when you left me. I told you from the beginning I had NOTHING to offer you. You insisted you would be there for me until we could be together, offered me a place to stay, offered to help me find a job - and a measly six weeks go by and you abandoned me. I was in love with you, I'm still in love with you. But I guess you just didn't feel the same. And now I'm stuck here with someone who I will never love like I did you. And you have the balls to tell me to come to you when I'm out on my own? Fuck you.

>>16527096

Same thing she said to me. Go fuck yourself.

I'm sorry I was a dick and almost ruined your next relationship. I hope you're happy and wish you the best in future endeavors.

I'm sorry for existing in anyone's life in general.

T

>>16527300
p.s. do I ever even pass through your mind anymore, it's only been three months ;_;

>senpai I'm a psychopath
>senpai is calling the cops on me
>life is unfair
>love is kill
>sudoku now
>find another senpai

Fuck off

>>16525916
all the fucking time.

q, this is childish of me but I miss you. reach out to me, give me some way of knowing this isn't one sided, it wasn't then and I don't think it is now. I haven't heard from you or attempted anything for a year, but now I hear about you frequently. it drives me insane honestly, all I've wanted this entire time was to forget you, erase you from my memory.. but theres no remedy for memory your face is like a melody, it just wont leave my head. I've tried and I've tried but I still feel some type of way about this. and part of me feels that you're still in the same emotional spot as I am.

please


reach out.

>>16519149
I wish this was for me, but I know it's not
;_;

No one here or him is gonna read it so I don't care about anonymity.

Dear Ken, mister big time bay area musician now

I can't believe it's been almost 2 years since I first hit you up. I didn't think you would date me for almost 5 months because let's face it, fags only wanna cum and dump in someone hot and quickly. It took me awhile to warm up to you and oh boy, did you do a number. You said you were really into me early on, or was that just a lie? Why did you stop seeing me? You always invited me to go to Tahoe to your cabin. Was it because I didn't screw you like after the 3rd date? I drove 2 hours round trip to see you every time. I waited to see if you wanted something more but I guess I should be happy I did. After your second attempt, you stopped trying overall. Then of course you came out with this "I'm super busy of a sudden" excuse and that was the end of it. I still don't think you were honest in your reason.

It doesn't matter anymore I guess but sometimes I still wonder. I guess what I wanted to say is, take care and fuck you so much at the same time.

John

>>16527097
I was pissed off about the fact that she dedicates her time to talk shit about me, and make up stupid shit that is not even true which I'd rather not even mention.
But it made me feel pretty relieved to vent out that way though lol, gotta let out that resentment somehow.

I know you're probably asleep by now buuut you went to bed mad and never wrote back to my last text. You'll probably never read this either but you also said the board you visit most is /adv/. Anyway, I can't believe you'd throw away everything we have for the reason that you did. Something so small (imo) like that shouldn't bring about the end to the best friendship I've ever had.

You know the type of person I am and that I'd never support that type of behavior. I'm not sure what's been up with you recently -- if you're going through a lot or if I'm pissing you off that much -- but I feel as though I've been losing you. You're becoming more and more distant and I hate it. I want you to open up and joke around like you used to. The past days you've been unusually short and extra serious. Please talk to me if anything's up.. I miss you so much.

>>16527593
initials?

>>16526956
initials?

>>16527451
it's probably not you who i meant but when i read that i felt a pain in my heart, what if it is you

You say that I left you and rejected you but I want you to know that it was never my intention. You made a question and all I'm saying is that, no matter how much I wish we could be together, I don't see myself in this kind of relationship. Sure I could picture us being a couple and all of that, and it's a lovely fucking thought, but when it comes down to it it feels like I know very little about this whole thing, including my own freaking life which is even worse.

All I wanted to say is that I don't think this is for me.

this is so goddamn pathetic desu

>>16527697
Initials?

>>16517667
I hate you. I really do love you but I hate you. I hate the feelings you make me feel I hate the memories and the thoughts. You made me forget who I was and what I wanted in life. You are the reason I dont wanna be here nomore. You are the reason I lost hope, you are the reason I dont want to live. You are the reason I am alive and suffering. Why wont you let me be happy as I used to be before everything became so strange. Why cant I get a grip over you just for one day so I can cry. Why cant I just leave you and become happy again. Why do you want me to scream when you are afraid of the loud noises. WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO ESCAPE WHEN I AM SO AFRAID OF BEING ALONE. WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME WANNA DIE?

k.c.
I can't believe I ever believed you. I shouldn't have trusted you so easily. Fuck you for hurting me so bad and doing everything I feared you would. I hate myself for missing you.
m.c.

Dear D,
You confuse the fuck outta me. I can never tell if youre just being friendly or you just want to get rid of me. I know i fucked up and i'd do anything to take it back. The thought of you meeting someone new and leaving me entirely scares the fuck outta me. I know that sounds selfish, but im still disgustingly in love with you. I want you happy and healthy but i dont want it to be with someone else. I wish i had the courage to tell you personally how much this is torturing my mind. I know i lost your trust once and that's why it frightens me to ever try to go for you again.
-N

Don't care about the nonsense you are blabbering about here. You all better start finding a life and stop talking to trolls.

>>16527831
>>16527697
>>16527319

>>16517667

GM

The Third World War must be fomented by taking advantage of the differences caused by the “agentur” of the “Illuminati” between the political Zionists and the leaders of Islamic World. The war must be conducted in such a way that Islam (the Moslem Arabic World) and political Zionism (the State of Israel) mutually destroy each other. Meanwhile the other nations, once more divided on this issue will be constrained to fight to the point of complete physical, moral, spiritual and economical exhaustion…We shall unleash the Nihilists and the atheists, and we shall provoke a formidable social cataclysm which in all its horror will show clearly to the nations the effect of absolute atheism, origin of savagery and of the most bloody turmoil. Then everywhere, the citizens, obliged to defend themselves against the world minority of revolutionaries, will exterminate those destroyers of civilization, and the multitude, disillusioned with Christianity, whose deistic spirits will from that moment be without compass or direction, anxious for an ideal, but without knowing where to render its adoration, will receive the true light through the universal manifestation of the pure doctrine of Lucifer, brought finally out in the public view. This manifestation will result from the general reactionary movement which will follow the destruction of Christianity and atheism, both conquered and exterminated at the same time.

AP

>>16527616
Yours first, pleb

>>16528347

URAFGT

>be in a scam
>invite all friends in it
>irritated that they leave
>blame friends
>attack them online
>spread lies and rumors online
>play victim
>s-shut up you can't talk anywhere

Fuck off and kill yourself.

I hope my fake m4w postings work. I'll go pretend to be my friends again.

J

>>16528376
Aww now I know it's not you :( You've never called me a faggot

>>16528642

Aawww anon senpai :3

>>16527562
Stop being so bitter and move on with your life

>>16523976
I totally would reconnect if you'd call me. you didn't say anything back or call so I figured you were like "oh, uhhhh, nooo.... didn't want things to go that way, just quickly kinda lettin you know I'm not dead" lol.

I know you're not her, but I've wondered what that was all about after all this time.

>>16528472
Bwhahahahaha seriously?!

>>16528684
S-senpai... ? I'M STILL WAITING FOR YOUR TEXT BACK SENPAI!

You're such a nice person. Although I wouldn't mind being in a relationship with a lady like you, I don't think I'll ever try making advancements, you're one of a kind and I wouldn't want to ruin a good friendship. I hope we can be friends for a long time, it's so hard to make friends here. You don't know it right now, but you're going to make it far, really far, and I want to be there with you every step of the way.

I miss you and wish I was brave enough to talk to you again and tell you Im sorry for making you feel that way all those years ago even if you did hurt me... But I want you to know that if you're still broken up inside over what happened that its ok and I forgive you.

Dear B,

I like you, a lot. I don't know if it's love, but I think it could be. We've both been treated badly in the past, and even though I know I'm Damaged Goods™ with a ton of bullshit emotional baggage, I like to think we'd be a good fit together.

I've been crushing on you since forever, and am honestly dumbfounded that you're not currently in a relationship. Sometimes I think of you and listen to Sufjan Stevens, I'll just sit there stewing in what I'm pretty sure are unrequited feelings going all red. I know that's really sad and pathetic.

We've danced around me liking you a couple of times and definitely been flirting, but it's the fear of rejection and losing or creeping out my best and closest friend that stops me from saying anything.

That, and the fear that something would inevitably go wrong in the relationship and we'd split, never to speak to each other again. I'm afraid of so many things in life and for that I'm sorry. I wish I was more brave, but no matter what I want to be able to be there for you and in your company for a long time.

A

I'm trolling again.

A

I just can't help it.

J

>>16528279

Pretty much what is happening now.

You're ten years older but I still love you. I know I need to get over it but with every text I just can't. I dream about you a lot too. I Just wish we could have met as different people.

Wanda,

Thanks for grinding and making my dick vanish last night. I couldn't believe how rock hard you got me. With your head bobbing up and down like that. My dick grew to 13 inches looking at your perfect tit job alone. I whitened my teeth just so you can tell how happy I am in the dark. Damn right you couldn't walk the next day.

Thanks mom.

Ronnel

"Dear ex,

You're an absolute whore, and I'm actually happy that I don't have to deal with your shit anymore. I look forward to seeing you in 10 years from now. I'll have accomplished all the shit I couldn't with you holding me back, and you'll still be an angry bitch with daddy issues, who's only satisfaction in life is moving from relationship to relationship in search of a little bit of meaning."

I was upset about the whole situation when we broke up, and it messed me up for a while, but I've honestly come to realize that life isn't worth wasting on somebody who doesn't care back.

>>16529130
Yeah I'm not the girl you're thinking of since I did exchange a few text messages with this guy. Hope you get some closure with your situation tho

Marisa

I'm sorry I was late. I know it was just coffee, but I looked forward to the date.
I probably deserve you not responding, but I was there. I bet you looked sexy, I made am effort as well.
I'm dealing with Shit. I might be with my parents, but life can be hard in different ways. It certainly has prepared me to take care of myself, but it hasn't thought me how to deal with dating.
I'm glad I got to follow through on the girl who gave me a sexy stare at the library.
Don't be so cold, text me.
If you drive, I'll pay for a fancy dinner ;)

Daniel

sigh. wish it didn't end this way.
i'm going back to my ex.

>>16523865
Say something to them, J.

>>16527984

This

S

We don't talk enough because we only talk when we get drunk together. I guess that's my fault for not visiting more frequently, since your car can't manage the drive. But since I probably won't work up the courage to talk to you, I'll pretend we are here.

I have some deep rooted issues with vulnerability. I can't open up to anyone, I'm too afraid of anyone knowing too much about me or potentially using it against me. I hate knowing what people would think if I was open about things important to me. I know that you've always been the closest to understanding me, and I know you have similar issues and won't judge me the way anyone else would. You're one of three people I've had real talks with.

Don't worry, I'm not unstable. I just have a lot inside me, and I'm really shitty at externalizing it. Hell, it even confuses me, so how could I expect someone else to be totally accepting? More importantly, I want to be able to explain in a way that interests you. Like that famous quote says, your issues are who you are, and I guess I just worry if I ever told you, you'd either think me boring or contrived.

Marta

A,

Why don't you love me? I love you.

can't stop loving my dead ex. Been 2 years and i cant move on bros.

>>16530479
I do love you, pretty sure you know that

>>16530542
I think I do. I wish I could be certain though.

G

I miss you so much and i wish we could go back to when we were still friends. it hurts me everyday but it's my burden to bear. i just hope, wherever you are and whatever you're doing, that you're at least happy now, and if you aren't then i hope our paths cross again so i could help you once more.

P

please come back baby i miss you so much it hurts

>>16530545
All you gotta do is ask. What're you waiting for?

>>16530479
Initials?

>>16530563
You to feel it so strongly you can't help but say it. Why don't you?

>>16526916
Tell me that irl. Ive told you multiple times through text that all you would have to say is that "T, I really just don't want you to talk to me anymore" and I would be gone. delete every bit of existence of you from my life. but you never do. even when I give you permission to, and that I won't pursue if you tell me exactly that, you still never do.

>>16530568
Words won't get us very far, you know... I'm not sure what I could ever do to convince you of my feelings if you don't feel it the way that I do

>>16530596
It'd just be nice to have a verbal confirmation, is all. Words are important to me. They're a small piece, but a piece none-the-less.

>>16530574

Get the hint will you.

>>16530602
Then... text me, call me, whatever. And I'll tell you how I feel about you in as many ways as you need

>>16530617
Who's the initial of the person you think you're writing to, anon?

>>16530629
R.

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I am going on a media diet and I feel better. I am hoping the persona I don online funnels its way into my real life.

MB,

what projections do you see in me?

>>16530632
Ah. Not R. Enjoy your love, A.

>>16530643
hey my initials

>>16530644
I'd like to know if you're an M. I think an M likes me but I don't know how to proceed.

Dear S,
You've called me your bestfriend on multiple occasions and for some reason that always kills me. I've never really shown any real type of affection towards you because I feel like that'll drive you away. You've told me all about your problems and I've told you all about mine. You know more about me than anyone ever has. You've always told me about your romantic and sexual problems and how you regret fucking all those guys.You know for a fact that I hate easy people and whores, but I simply can't hate you for all those things you've done. For so long I have wanted you so badly. Not only sexually but also romantically. I want to hold you close to me and tell you your past doesn't matter. I'm so sorry but I'll never truly confess my love for you because I know for a fact you never will look at me that way. I guess I'll just always be by your side as always having open arms and a shoulder to cry on. I'm always here for you.
Love,
F

>>16517667

I watched you shove your dick into my gay best friend in the gym last week.
I want it too. I texted you and posted for you.

Cheers,
-J

>>16530672
I am M, but it's to my already bf.

>>16530196
but i already did anon, nothing but vagueness in return

Melissa,

I remember when you took my pen from me in chem and made it float in mid air. Give it back.

Paul

You're trying to hit me up out of nowhere telling me you miss me...why? If you're not gonna be straight and tell me why you're really hitting me up, I'm assuming you fucked your life up and need the attention or validation from me or something. Maybe even money? I dunno, I don't fuck with that. I replied a few times to see what you wanted, and now you're trying to sell me some bullshit that you consider me one of your best friends and that just puts my paranoia at 100% cause we were never really friends in the first place, more like acquaintances at best. Like what the fuck man, what do you want lol

L

>>16530801

Know a friend like this too. They always try to sell me something stupid. I was so close to blocking their numbers. Now I just say I moved away lol.

>>16530819
Haha you did good Anon. Shitty people like that are like cancer.

>>16530824

Yeah it's terrible, boundaries help a lot. Good luck with your situation.

>>16517667
Kimmy
I want to marry you. I want you to be less stressed about a relationship. I love you Kimmy,

>>16530725
Ah, I got startled for a second, because I don't want to have to deal with anyone having a crush on me.

>>16530483
I'm sorry for your loss bro. It may be you need more time, but equally ask if this is what they'd want for you.

i'm sorry i may have hurt you, but you have far outgrown what i can provide as a friend. And i will not stand in the way of a of someone elses relationship, i know as a guy in the opposite position wouldn't be too happy. End it now while its only the good byes that are painful and not hearts broken

im sorry i fucked everything up when it all just started to get so good. i cant stop thinking about it and i probably love you. im sorry i cant get sober, im so sorry

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I give it another two weeks before I lose my mind.

>>16531013
Initials?

S,
I won't be posting my initials on the off chance you might actually browse this site, but I have to say this.
I really want nothing to do with you. I told you this two years ago and yet you still try to contact me to this day. You even went out of your way to contact my mom to ask how I am. She told you I was engaged and moved across the country. Your response was "tell her I said good luck with everything", and I thought maybe that was the end of all this nonsense. I've blocked you multiple times -- do you not realize that I meant what I said? Do you think I've changed my mind all the sudden? I haven't. I still think you're an asshole, and the fact that you still try to get in contact with me knowing I'm engaged AND after you've had a daughter with her? Do you not understand how inappropriate this is? And yes I knew about her the whole time you were trying to "get me back" -- I waited for you to tell me the truth and you never did. What can you possibly have to say to me after two years, huh? If this is about reaching out to be friends, you always knew I'd never stay friends with an ex. I told you that when we were still dating, so why then do you continue to try and force yourself into my life like you never did anything wrong? Fuck you. You're a self absorbed, lying, condescending, confused kid who clearly doesn't know what he wants in life. However, I do know what I want, and it's not you. So leave me and my family alone, and move on with your life, because I already have, and I have no intention of ever letting you in.

You're a horrible person you know that, Y. You contacted me. You wanted to meet, to collaborate and write this stupid romance script.
Then, you decided to come to mine. You decided that.
I might have caved in first. I decided to kiss your neck. That led to us crossing the line...

Then you met me a couple days later. Pretending nothing had happened. Pretending you wanted to continue collaborating.

And after that nothing. No more messages, unless I messaged first. No time to meet. I gave up, left the ball in your court.

Were you scared of intimacy? Or were you just finished with your sadistic game?

Dear Davey,
Thank you for your interest in my games. I need to ask you not to speak to me anymore. I wonder at times whether you think I am making these games for you. You've so infected my personal space that it's possible I did begin to plant 'solutions' in my work somewhere, hidden between games. If there was an answer, a meaning, would it make you any happier? Would you stop taking my games and showing them to people against my wishes? Giving them something that is not yours to give? Violating the one boundary that keeps me safe? Would you stop changing my games? Stop adding lampposts to them? Would you simply let them be what they are? When I am around you, I feel physically ill. You desperately need something and I cannot give it to you. I literally do not have it. Struggling to come up with new ideas is not making me depressed, low points are just a part of the process. The fact that you think I am frustrated or broken says more about you than about me. I realize this doesn't make sense to you just yet. Which is fine, you're not my problem to solve. But I do hope that one day it clicks, and that you make peace with this thing you are wrestling. And when you finally see what I'm talking about: don't say anything.

>>16530632
Damn. Thought it was for me until I reached this point lol

After all the stars aligned and we were meant to be one I didn't pursue instead of all intrigue and all hesitation i should have thought sooner, i guess im just a late bloomer now you don't look at me in the eyes and that's just fine i understand it as a dream never meant

To P.
I fucking love you, I fucking loved you too.
And you came back to me just to fucking toy with me again? You can't play with people like that, I'm literally BROKEN right now and can't do anything and yet you pretend like everything is fine. You can't talk about it for some reason and I'm just left here feeling like shit.
LOVE ME, PLEASE.
Fuck I can't

>>16531558
Beautiful.

>>16531564
Your initials, ma'am/sir?

T

You pull this shit off with your friend and with me and I will assure you hell. People kick you out of their lives for a reason. Now fuck off before this happens.

L

>>16530613
is it truly so hard to just tell someone they don't want to talk anymore?

Not that I think you particularly care, but sorry I left like that, it's probably still kinda hurtful, like the other times I thought you wouldn't care and it turned out you actually felt hurt. It's really a shame because in my opinion it could've been a lifelong friendship, but I think we both stopped feeling comfortable with each other (well, you probably never felt so in the first place), and there's no way to compromise.

>>16517667

"Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery"

>>16532233
>>16517667

>>16532233
>>16532241

>33
>Ordo Ab Chao

Ignorance is bliss
Dreams for those who sleep
Lucid, conscious, are you?
Reality you must seek

Goodbye from here.

Slaves gonna slave and project as usual.

>>16532501

You had the house Negro and the field Negro.
The house Negro usually lived close to his master. He dressed like his master. He wore his master's second-hand clothes. He ate food that his master left on the table. And he lived in his master's house--probably in the basement or the attic--but he still lived in the master's house.
So whenever that house Negro identified himself, he always identified himself in the same sense that his master identified himself. When his master said, "We have good food," the house Negro would say, "Yes, we have plenty of good food." "We" have plenty of good food. When the master said that "we have a fine home here," the house Negro said, "Yes, we have a fine home here." When the master would be sick, the house Negro identified himself so much with his master he'd say, "What's the matter boss, we sick?" His master's pain was his pain. And it hurt him more for his master to be sick than for him to be sick himself. When the house started burning down, that type of Negro would fight harder to put the master's house out than the master himself would.
But then you had another Negro out in the field. The house Negro was in the minority. The masses--the field Negroes were the masses. They were in the majority. When the master got sick, they prayed that he'd die. [Laughter] If his house caught on fire, they'd pray for a wind to come along and fan the breeze.
If someone came to the house Negro and said, "Let's go, let's separate," naturally that Uncle Tom would say, "Go where? What could I do without boss? Where would I live? How would I dress? Who would look out for me?" That's the house Negro. But if you went to the field Negro and said, "Let's go, let's separate," he wouldn't even ask you where or how. He'd say, "Yes, let's go." And that one ended right there.

You wrecked your car. That sucks.

You were drunk. That sucks.

You got arrested. That sucks.

You were probably going to fuck someone else that night. Most likely your coworker, I guess. That sucks for you.

I feel like I'm venturing into some weird territory. We're not together. We're friends with benefits but we've gotten pretty close. Anyway. Now you need help from me. I've never minded helping you in the past. I feel like it's always been a reciprocal relationship.

But should I, though?

I just get the feeling that if I do, I'll be the metaphorical guy holding your purse whilst you're banging some other dude. That's not my prerogative. I don't have a kekold fetish.

I have other partners. I don't care that you do too. That would be hypocritical.

I don't know how I feel. I know I care about you. I just care about my dignity more.

So maybe you ought to get some other sap to sort it out for you. Maybe you should never fucking contact me again.

>>16532404

Just to add, not only am I trolling here posting about myself but I went to the floathouse without you guys. I'm sorry, I was gonna call and invite you all to drive you there. I'm just so mad I was an asshole to our old bro. I'm spiraling out of control with my vindictive narcissm. I'll get better because I'm literally a grinch.

God damn your really hot so stop complaining about your body shape because your like the hottest girl i know

>>16519094

"after everything before that has resulted in pain"
soooo, she a hoe?

>>16519215
>the earth is blue and there is noting you can do

S

I just woke up from a dream about you. For a small second when I woke up I forgot you were gone. It was a very nice small second. I need to get over you but my brain keeps giving me dreams of you, making me forget, and when I wake up I just wanna cry. But I can't cry. I think I cried like once the second day you were gone. I miss you so much. I just can't get over you because I don't know what happened. I just wish I could get an explanation, if I knew a reason it would all be easier. I know you go on 4chan but I don't know what boards. I don't know if you see this. I don't know what to do to get your attention so you'd answer my questions. But maybe you truly don't give a fuck and it was all a game for nudes and humiliating me. But I wanna believe you were real. You sang for me, we spent hours on skype. It can't have all been lies, just can't. You know who I am if you read this. I'd probably forgive you if you came back, explained and sincerely apologized. But that won't happen will it. I keep rambling, I've sent you so many messages in the time you've been gone it's embarrasing. I got so used to having you, I got comfortable, I let myself trust you, which I knew I was being a proper idiot doing that. But I can't change anything I've done, so no point in regretting. I just wish I knew why you left and was any of it true. I was your future wife and the love of your life, ugh that's such bullshit, you were so crazy, and I guess a liar. But for real I would have actually been such a good wife to you, like really, you should regret leaving me.

I make up stories here that never happened.

J

KL,
God damnit. You're crazy, im crazy, we dont understand eachother but we accept eachother. Stop fucking with me, stop fucking with my life, I will make you miserable. You're so unique, the most beautiful woman I've ever met. I wish you would just quit playing fucking games, or I will just fucking leave you.
IL

>>16525592
Fuck, thats me bro

>>16525875
Knivek?

I made a mistake. I always get horny when drunk. I was told you were into me at one point and drunkenly though it would be a good idea to act on it. I miss being friends, although that sure as shit aint happening anytime soon. Id probably be too embarassed for it to work anyway. maybe lonely guys arent meant to have attractive female friends. Whatever. Point is im sorry.

>>16532841

You can't be down on yourself like that. People fuck shit up all the time. You gotta roll with the punches, knock them out, you know? Ring the bell ding ding. Train hard, or get knocked out. Get up, we all get knocked out. Life is a fight, if you stay down people will walk all over you. Keep striving to win, one by one until one day you can say "I'm the Champ."

>>16532869
I get what you're saying, but that scenario is one fight I had no business fighting in

I don't want any of your nonsense in my life. If you want to be an asshole or a bitch do it over there. Otherwise I'm doing just fine without it.I have a better life thanks to what I went through. Sure it's not perfect and never might be but this is my journey to where I want to go. You have no say or business in it anymore. I have my own I'm working for.

You have your own life to live. Go live it otherwise life is simple or as complicated az you want it to be. Be honest, thoughtful, generous and kind. Everything else is bullshit they want to sell you for you to sell to others. Your image based on superficial self esteem. Non of this matters in reality. Life is about relationships and the role you play in them. That's what motivates you to become someone.

Nothing and no one is perfect if you judge everything but If you see life as imperfectly imperfect then you're better off. Better off than most frustrated in life because they can't get what they want. You already are getting what you need just be happy for what's about to come.

Love is simple, just don't stress. It will happen naturally. You'll attract what you're looking for. She'll come bros just be aligned with yourself. Be true to what and who you want to be, who you want in your life and make that clear everytime. You'll get what you all what.

If you don't trust anyone then you never trusted yourself.

Good night.

>>16532888

Talking about your attitude in general.

>>16532923
Fair enough. I am trying. Im making progress these days, but when you spend so much long in darkness, your eyes need time to adjust to the light

>>16532943

I'm the Champ
I'm the Champ
I'm the Champ

To self:

take a deep breath and remember, everything will be fine. Believe in it. It will be all good. Please

>>16532953

My nigga

A

I'm unsure of what I did wrong.
Why can't we at least be friends?

M

>>16519123
She doesn't know she's a lesbian?

>>16532917
I am honest generous and kind. I was not an asshole or bitch. I wanted to fuck you, and I did and afterward you kicked my ass. How is that generous or kind of you?

>>16533012

Anon is just venting, let anon calm down. Anon will feel your love again and you will live happily ever after.

Probably 0% chance of that happening since everyone thinks these letters are for them which they usually aren't. Then people go crazy.

The magic of 4chan everyone.

Look I think this will be the last time on this thread.
It's a total mindfuck and it's making me paranoid. I just want to say that I was hurt by someone a while back, someone who may be on this I don't know. I'm over it in a way -- I have lovers now who are good to me. Yeah, I drive past your place on my way home sure. I see you out. And it hurts because I don't know why. And now you hate me. I don't want that. I just want to forget it but I still feel humiliated by you and I can't look at you.

>>16533044

This, people take life too seriously and it ends up being worse because of these threads.

E,
Your ex is a slut now.

>>16533044
I know people who visit 4chan and would recognize me if I got too specific, I have all the reason to be paranoid.

>>16533044

Or maybe 4chan attracts crazy people.

>>16533052
Yes. By all means lets go back to posting pics of 9/10's spread ass cheeks. Because that's what 4chan is really about. That's what everyone should take seriously.

>>16533092
Like you? You here aren't you?

This thread needs more ass.

>>16532982
Why do you think you did something wrong?

>>16533110

It was merely speculation not fact.

>>16533106

It all boils down to mind sex at the end of the day.

Romey,

I just woke up from a dream... and now I can't get back to sleep. We were together; nothing and no one in our way... just free to be happy like we know we would be.

I know it will never happen; it can't. But in that moment, it was so real...

I'll always love you

>>16517667
You don't have to keep those secrets. And a little heads up on changing your mind would have been nice.

Sometimes I worry you're a taker; this doesn't feel like an 1:1 ratio.

When I'm with you I think about being away. When I'm away, I think about being with you.

Dear JC,
I'm sorry I pushed you and you weren't please it's not your fault and stop saying you fucked up because you didn't it was me I should have never asked the question "When will we stop being friends". I'm so sorry for everything it's just that everytime I'm around you I can just picture you with somebody better than me someone who would probably be better for you. I'm sorry we don't talk anymore and I know it's getting to you because trust me it's getting to me to. I have the constant stress of finals and the overwhelming pressure of asking you to go to the winter ball. I don't know what our friends think but I would like to get filled in every once in a while what you tell your friends and how it might affect me. I felt used when you phrased "I thought we could just be like this forever" I felt like I'm only good for that I'll never be a boyfriend that sticks. I fucking die inside everytime I go back to that screenshot. What the hell am I talking about you're obviously out of my league but you have me so much confidence so much self esteem and now that's all gone I'm back to my original self loathing self I'm gonna go now I'll probably never talk to you again after next semester since things just got weird between us

The end goal is to get you prosecuted.

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Dearest K,
I know we had only known each other for such a short time and how we spent it together was an amazing experience for the short months we were together. As much as I felt love for you, it always seemed to be pushed aside if something was amiss for you and my frustration and lack of responding wrongly just made it worse for us. As much as our chemistry was spot on, our fights made me think you just secretly hated me. And with how extreme you got at the end, I was just at my wits end having to always fight it off and I deemed it too unhealthy to continue. Im sorry.
Im sorry that I kept looking at a fucking /v/ thread instead of paying attention to you at our final moments. You were right, you were someone that deserves better than that. But at the same token, you are not without your own emotional flaws. My only advice I have for you is that you need to fix yourself. Dating other people and trying to find the right guy will just mask whats really wrong.
Please dont hate me [spoiler]even tho you do now[/spoiler] Please dont regret our time together. Just let me know your ok. [spoiler]Because I still care.[/spoiler]
-R

PS: You left your book here, Im debating on what to do with it.

im sorry if you feel like i ruined your life. please don't stay with me if you're afraid to be alone. i don't want you to stay with me out of fear. if you don't love me like you used to, then that's fine. it's my fault, i know that. i'll always have a place for you in my heart no matter what you decide. you're my first everything, really. and i'm your first everything. nothing can take away the happiness we felt together, but if you don't feel that happiness now, i understand. things change.

i'll always love you in some shape or form,
j

>>16533449
What university do you attend?

Jay,
Where did you go? I don't know you any more. The stuff you said I question.i want to be yours and have fun with you.

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>>16533044
My ex, who I wrote to, browsed /adv/ most of the time we dated. I dunno why I bothered but she's a decent gal with alot of emotional issues.

I had the urge to see whatsup w/4chan.. now I question myself if that letter was for me. Fml why can't I sleep now??:|

i really like you, you're finally a good person in my life. i'm so afraid to lose you, and i fear my fear

Running over the same old ground, what have we found? The same old fears, wish you were here..-PF

Dear anon,
When we were together, you thought I struggled with alcoholism, I didnt. But now I really do. I thought you struggled with drug addiction, you ODing confirmed that. I wanna call you but I dont want to becusae I know it will never work ever again, Im moving away and Ill never ever be in NC again for no reason. I still love you. idk why. but stop posting on my friends statuses. It bothers me and makes me feel uncomfortable. I wanna forget how much i kinda still think about u...


Tom

I can't admit I love you, even to myself.

Andrea,
It pains me to see you with other guys, but I just want you to be in my life. I will be your friend forever.

You have so much to tell me over messages, but you can barely hold a conversation with me for more than 5 minutes in real life. How the fuck does that work???

>>16533639
What book?

>>16534143
talking in text is pretty honest desu, talking in real life is hard for people (me), something about body signals, facial expressions, and having to feel like you're coming off as boring makes it hard to converse in person, unless im drunk, than you cant get me to stop talking, i wish i was drunk all the time

>>16534152
pretty easy* is what i meant

I wish I spent more time with you. I'm such a fuckup. You would wait in my doorway when I was a stupid kid. Clearly wanting to talk, and I would ignore you, get annoyed, and continue playing my stupid fucking video games. I don't even remember the games or levels I was on, looking back, but I bet if we talked I would never forget the conversation. Almost everything I learned about you was through someone else... about how you couldn't go to school because your family needed money. How you would bust your ass as a child laborer in a field. Buy oranges from the store, then up the price and sell them on the streets to turn a profit. You always had a job, and always provided. You had three strokes, got better, two heart attacks, still lived a normal life, and when the third one hit you still fought until the end. Mom doesn't know how you did it without pain killers, you never complained. You're the strongest man I know, I wish I was like you. I wish you could be proud of me today. Rip Grandpa.

If I die from whiskey, fist, or needle, I lived well.

feeling humpy.....
Feeling Humpy.....
FEELING HUMPY.....
FEELING HUMPY! FEELING HUMPY!
FEELINGHUMPYFEELINGHUMPYFEELINGHUMPYFEELINGHUMPYFEELINGHUMPYFEELINGHUMPYFEELINGHUMPYFEELINGHUMPYFEELINGHUMPY

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(I just wuvs my pet cammel)

>>16533132
Sadly, I believe this to be true… certainly of me. Maybe sex is just too much for some of us. I never had any luck with it… for long, anyway. Still I keep seeking that perfect fuck-high…

How can I stop thinking about you? :(

Dear You

I just wish I could sit down with you for 5 minutes and look into your eyes once again. I just want to see for myself if there is anything still there, any feelings or a spark left for me. I want you to see my face and maybe remember how it once was, the good times. I'd want to tell you just how much you broke my fucking heart, but I wouldn't. I'd play it cool in an attempt to make you want me again. I'd be fighting the urge to just let it all out, to tell you that for some weird reason I want to spend my entire life with you. I just want to see your face again. We could never be friends, ever. That would not work for me. We were never anything but intimate and I'm not one of those guys who will deny his true feelings just to be close to a girl whilst all the time having ulterior motives. I know you are with someone else now. I am an immature, angry and jealous guy. I despise him for no other reason than he is the one who gets to experience you. He is living my greatest dream and I hate him for it. Its pathetic but I can't be happy for you. I'd rather just be honest and admit it. I want nothing more than you to be happy. But I want to share that happiness with you. I am aware of just how selfish that sounds but its just the way it is.

Its futile. But I'll never give up hope.

>>16534521
initials???????????

Why do you have to be so cruel? Every time you make a cynical or hateful remark it's like you stab a blade right into me. I know life's treated you badly, but try to find it in you not to hurt those close to you. I'm very sorry. I'm sorry I hurt you, but I'm hurt as well.

>>16517667

Sorry, I ruined all your relationships and made the good people in your life leave. I'm just very insecure, I grew up bullying. If I call you and you don't respond I'll make sure I get my vengeance or I'll be really sad. I don't think I see people as friends. I bully people here and online because I realize I can't face my own demons so I waste time here. I never grew out of this and probably never will. I'm too stubborn and end up hurting everyone I care about. I'm sorry for starting fights and backstabbing all of you. It's not personal but I realized I have a mental issue that I haven't faced due to bullying others.

I had to protect my emotional investment. I fear Change and I'm scared of people who bring it. I can't say I'm sorry so I just put the blame on someone else. I'm really sad about our bro we knew for years and how my insecurity got in the way. It's in me to be this way and I'm slowly realizing this. I can't promise to stop being an asshole but I will acknowledge it here.

I'm sorry guys.

J

I'm sorry for bothering you in the first place. I don't freaking get why you won't leave my mind. I feel like an idiot though and I won't write you again. You say it's fine, but I don't feel like it is.

>>16534552

And to clarify on my emotional investment it's my business. Some may not agree with it but I'm the boss and that illusion is not for anyone to shatter. I don't care how kind or happy you are as a person I'll make you as miserable as I am. I sorry C for harassing you. You didn't even care but I had issues and I was scared.

I'm sorry guys

J

>>16532917

Good post nigga.

>>16534143
Social anxiety is a bitch.

>>16534143

They probably don't want to talk to you for more than 5 minutes.

>>16534557
>>16534533

This is what happens when people are too nice. Nice people attract vampires who play victim at the end or the nice people get stepped on then become assholes.

Have some self dignity for yourself and to whoever you are talking to. If they don't want to see you then move on. If you have a mental illness have some self motivation to fix yourself.

No one should babysit you in this day and age. Be independent holy shit anons.

>>16534609You sound like an asshole vampire yourself. I suppose this is how you people think. You fuck with someone and it's THEIR fault for not telling you to fuck off ? WTF is that? No, you just want to fuck with someone's shit and then reject them. It makes you feel powerful. Fuck you.

>>16534634

Don't project anon. I don't even know what you are talking about. It's clear from your posts that you have a mental illness however.

There's no reasoning with people like you, something went bad in your relationship and you probably played the blame game that's why you're here. That's what vampires do, they cut you, weaken you then suck on your blood but don't you dare escape. "I'll murder you".

Truth hurts, it's supposed to. If you never learn your lessons you will never grow up and you'll be stuck here shouting "Fuck you" until it loses all meaning. Then all you have left is yourself.

Yourself that you can't stand. You that can't stand on your own two feet.

Be independent.

J-question mark-
Weird that I almost saw you out of context. I'm done, I think of you less and less as time goes on, but sometimes I still catch myself. Oh well, time heals.

JT-

You acted fucking weird the whole time you were messaging me. Like I don't know, after all the years we've known each other, what a dirty little liar you are. Lying by omission definitely counts. And then your slurry of accusations over the years. "You're sending stuff to my ex" "you're hooking up with that guy" "you're out fucking someone because you didn't answer my text immediately"

Dude. Do you even realize what a basket case you are? And that one ex, couple years ago, she sought me out. She messaged me first and said it was nice to have a friend, and she was very nice. But you fucking sabotaged it out of jealousy.

And the last ex? I don't even know her name, so how could I send her anything? And don't you fucking realize I'm not batshit like the majority of your exes? Lol clearly not, because you're so paranoid. I won't write about you anymore. I've already said my peace.

Oh, and C seemed to think I really meant something to you at one point. Guess not.

JS-

You're the one I like. It's confusing to me because I'm not sure how to move forward. We could probably both get in trouble, but I think it's apparent we like each other. You're so kind, and your teasing is uplifting rather than hurtful. I always feel really good after I see you, and that's what I want in my life. You, or someone who can make me feel like you do. But I'd way prefer you.

You were in my really weird drunk dream last night. This is getting too deep.

-An M who should really stay away from Js but can't

J's on my feet
J's on my feet
J's on my feet
Pepe rip it quick

>>16534649
"It's clear from your posts" - That was my first time posting on this thread so who's the one projecting? YOU. Who has a mental illness now?

Who has a mental illness?
A middle-class soccer mom or a convicted felon who shot someone? Shut the fuck up.

>>16534713

It's okay to be mad at yourself anon. There is no reasoning with angry people like you. You can deny and say what you want. Don't be angry at the truth be angry you're angry at the wrong anon.

>>16534720

Fuck off nigga.

>>16534725
Hey -- all I did was ask if I could watch you fuck that cow up the ass. I'd have loved to see that.

>>16534730
Who has a mental illness? Someone who lives in a nice house with their family or someone who lives in a halfway house surrounded by barbed wire?

>>16534733

Don't project what you did lol. Enjoy your beastiality escapades tho.

These J trolls are getting out of hand.

You are the love of my life and we have had a hard travel so far. I will be the happiest when i can finally say to the world you are mine... I want to be able to finally tell others this... And not just between us. I hope what we have planned works out! This is all i wish for!

>>16534743
Someone's all up in this shit. You here too nigga.

>>16534747

Yeah you nigga. Bend over.

>>16534730
You sound angry, dog. Not kind or generous at all. Truth hurts, doesn't it?

Bitches are not shit but whores and tricks.

>>16534754
I'd love to, babe.

>>16534759

I bet you will faggot. Just let me lube up this Dog dick I found.

When I'm fucking someone, I love them. That's how I roll.

>>16534764
You're fun.

Sorry guys I'm being a dumb faggot again with these troll posts. I can't love anyone.

J

>>16534757
That makes you a bitch.

>>16534772

Hot and cold are you? I'm gonna microwave this Dog dick, spray it with bleach and serve you lunch in your mouth faggot.

>>16517667
N,
You need to stop this shit.
I wanted this shit out of my life. You brought it back in, but I'm just as guilty for choosing to give into this inevitable spiral of shit. I'm tired of it though, I don't want to live like this... And you're on the verge of not living period. Fucking stop driving when you're nodding out and too busy scratching yourself to probably hold the steering wheel. Stop driving around high and drunk period when you're not even fucking supposed to be driving. Stop using massive amounts when you're already drunk. I'm so sick of worrying everytime I don't hear from you for more than a day. I can't lose somebody else to this now. Don't make your family and I have to deal with this. I hate that I'm like this, I hate the things I do, I want to be better. I don't think you do, and I never care anymore once I get high again... But when I'm alone and sober and completely drained of all energy and motivation to live... All I can think about is how shitty and pointless this all is. I'm hardly lving anymore. Neither are you. Just stop. Stop being this way at least. Don't die on me.
-Me

All I really want from you is a sincere apology or explanation. That's all.

I wanted you to be my baby. I wanted it to be good. I wasn't prepared for your reaction. I wanted you to at least hold me for a while afterward. Maybe a smile or a kind word. I got nothing but hate. You can tell yourself you're Mr. Peace and Love but I know better.

>>16534781
You're hilarious! What is a Dog dick?

>>16534781
I'm female. How am I a faggot?

It was your ego you needed to manage anyway. You distracted yourself now let this die and leave people alone. Manage your ego before attacking others living in peace.

N

>>16534797
So you're on /adv/ letters thread and you're respondng to someone you think you know. Who's not letting something die? Who's not managing their ego? I will leave you alone. I don't know you, just like before. But in my heart there is hurt because you were really cruel to me. I wasn't cruel to you. I showed you I cared enough to ask you questions about yourself and your life. You paid me back for my caring by shoving me out the door and locking it.

>>16534797
No justice, no peace. You're a snake-eyed little hustler.

>>16534820

Yeah I am so what. I killed people for a living Nigga.

J

>>16534831
Wow for real?

>>16534812

You're doing the same thing you imbecile.

>>16534837
*sigh* Once again, who's responding to an imbecile's post. So who's not letting something die?

And you're full of shit. I am FAR from an imbecile. I'm smarter than all five of the women you've no doubt fucked this week.

J -

I don't want to fight with you.

Actually, I'd like to be your friend.

I want you to hug me.

Now go on and tell me how horrible I am.

>>16534844

What are you going on about? Did you have some bullshit trauma that happened to you. Now some anon slept with 4 anons. This is just dumb. That anon is right you are one.

>>16534863
Why are you responding? What is all this to you? I'm amusing myself because this is just such a weird place, it's fascinating. Don't you understand that by posting a message you are showing your retard hand?

>>16534881

>act like a retard get spotted as one
>I-I'm just amusing myself

Yeah whatever you say dumbass.

SHE SO SMART IT BELONGS WITH RETARDS LIKE ITSELF. IT SLEPT WITH 4 ANONS.

Nigga please.

>>16532681
If it makes you better my first initial is S but i'm not the same gender. i did something similar i left someone.. out of nowhere i really did love them alot but there was something that i couldn't bare to accept about myself so i disappeared from their life it pains me everyday to be without them but in my wish i want them to do better than me....sometimes people dont feel deserving of others....soo yeah i hope that you feel better ...to understand that life does go on and at some point they will be a distant memory .....a good one or a bad one just cherish the time you spent together see it as a learning experience .....

And we are back to getting off as soon as I get on. I'm not going to talk, I learned that lesson. I'll just continue to be miserable like everyone else.

Don't trust anyone, not even yourself. Especially yourself because you're you're own worst enemy. Trust in something good in your life. You won't need any of this if you just trust in something good. If you put your trust in bad things they are bound to happen. But if you put trust in something good, good things will happen.

You're not right your fucked up. You had me and let go. Now you want me back. Fuck off ill call you next time I'm getting fuck so you can hear him fuck me better then you did

>>16534886
You are sadder then I thought. Babe, get out of here. This is a bad place. Especially this thread. Go on and continue to call me stupid. You know it's not true. Back in the day they used to call this the Special Olympics. Nobody wins because everyone is retarded.

I'd really like you to call me stupid to my face, you little bitch.

I'm aware of my low self esteem, loneliness, anxiety and intimacy issues, but I just don't know what to do to fix them antmore. I know where they come from but I don't know how to fight them.
I know you're not into me and that nothing will happen between us, but I still have strong feelings towards you. But odds are I just want your atrention, doesn't even have to be sexual/ romantic, just to know I matter to someone in a more personal way. Because I like and think highly of you, it wouldn't hurt to get to know you better.
I just want to feel like I matter/have an impact over someone's life. Someone with whom I could have a healthy, nurturing relationship with, romance and sexuality aside.
I wish I wasn't so lonely and depressed to the point of feeling like this. I wish I had the strength and motivation to pull myself together and fix these things instead of just whinning and wallowing in self pity.

>>16535248

>Anonymous is one person

You are stupid.

>>16535226

>you're not right, you're fucked up
>proceeds to threaten with jealousy

Hypocrites everywhere.

>>16534886 You knew what I was when you came after me. You wanted it.

I was high and confused. You were acting really weird and then when that woman came in and started hating on me. Anyone would get nervous. You two are drug dealers. And hey I do drugs and somebody got to sell. But you were paranoid beyond belief. You can tell yourself that I was the one acting strange… You're hateful. You are a hater and that was a coke-dick hate fuck. Oh, and btw I was an ass virgin. You can't just shove it in like that. And you're calling me stupid? Fuck off.

>>16535255

I know this is you T. Keep being what you are for everyone to look at.

L

>>16535269
You're really into hurting people aren't you?

>>16535281
Wow. I'm not T. Did you do something like this to a T?

Are you happy?

Are you truly happy of your past actions ?

Because I am,I regret nothing from my past and I hope you do the same.

There were nights when I would lie in bed and think of you, of us.
Those nights are gone
And you know why ? Because I realised the past is just that, -the past.
You can't change it and no matter how much you wish you did different it won't change.

I hope you forget me
I hope you live a happy live


I saw your girl,she's beautiful
Your man looks like a nice guy

I hope you live a better life then me...

>>16535277

>I'm full of shit and I'm retarded
>better make up some lies to cover up my blunder

Never ends with retards does it.

>>16535282

I'm being honest at what I'm looking at on my screen.

>>16535287
Wow. You're really on my tip aren't you?

>hear painful truth
>YOU HURT ME YOU HURt ME

wew

>>16535290
It's called the "ad hominem attack" to just keep on calling someone a retard and stupid. It's not allowed in debate.

>>16535291

Don't know what your deal is but you're to amuse yourself after all.

Imbecile.

>>16535296

There's no debate that you are a faggot.

>>16535294
What is this painful truth I supposedly heard? That I'm a retard? What does that even mean? Why would you want to fuck a retard? Seriously. If you did you are a vile person. Anyone could see that. Your intention was to hurt and humiliate me and when I was hurt you castigate me? What the fuck?

>>16535257
Do you have an initial, sweet soul?

I'm an asshole online and offline but I call it "debating" inside my own crazy head. No, you're not allowed to call me as what I am, that is not allowed.

>>16535301
You're getting off on this, aren't you? lol… I should send you pics.

>>16535304

You are reading way too much into these conversations. You are retarded, you repeat the same bullshit over and over again in slow motion. No one hates you but if I were whoever you were talking to I will hate you too.

>>16535308
retard, asshole, imbecile -- get your hate on someone you hurt. Yeah. That's what this place is all about. It's sick. You all know it's sick.

>>16535315
Keep on going, man. Call me more names. Show off your vocabulary.

>>16535315
I'm repeating because you keep responding. Duh.

I hope I die at a relatively young age. There's honestly nothing I hate more than having to be a caregiver, which is why I don't plan on having kids. Even so I know, when old age comes and my health deteorates, I will still have family and I can't stand to even think about being a burden to them. If I come to the point of being dependent on someone, I'm killing myself. It's your duty to take of yourself, and when you can no longer do that it's not fair that responsability goes to someone else.

I wasn't ignored and had my family insult me and tell my problems and suffering weren't valid to be a fucking care giver.

>>16535315

This. Never argue with retards, they'll beat you with experience. These people who claim to be hurt come here to hurt others eventually. All of you are assholes, you all have one so go take a shit instead of spewing it.

>>16535328
You think I dont' know people who could kick your manlet ass?

>>16535320

>be called retarded
>claim they are not
>derail thread because retarded
>is actually illiterate and can't read

Truth hurts.

>>16535328
Uhh… aren't you spewing shit? You're reading all this and taking the time to respond in order to call us all assholes and hoping we feel hurt. So aren't you doing what we've been doing?