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Oh god please help
About two weeks ago, I had both smoked and consumed marijuana. It was fun at first, but it got really bad really quickly. My heart started pumping really fast and the worst feeling came over me. I felt like I was dying. I called one of my family members and I had one of the worst panic attacks of my life. I was screaming in agony and they thought I was dying too. Every time my heart began to race and I began to panic a little bit, this loud buzzing/ringing sound started in my ears which made me freak out even more. Eventually, it calmed down, but there was this weird feeling in my body like it was tingling or something. I couldn't sit down for more than a minute before that horrible feeling came back and I jolted up. The only relief I had was pacing, riding in the car, going outside, or standing in the shower. Whenever I tried to lay down and sleep, that feeling got extremely intense; especially when I was getting close to actually falling asleep so I naturally jolted back up and started controlling my breathing and jumped in the shower to stop this feeling. This lasted about 30 hours before I finally slept. Then, the next day, it continued but not as intensely. I was able to be on my computer if it was outside, so it wasn't total hell. I was eventually able to sleep that night, and the next day it had mostly gone away and I felt ok.
But now, 2-3 weeks later, I have the same feeling happening again, just not to the same horrible degree. I woke up this morning to the same jolting feeling and had to calm myself down and jump in the shower and it happened a second time when I tried to take a nap. There's this constant pressure in my chest, and if I think about it too much it starts to act up again.
I have used other drugs in the past, so here's my drug use history: Alcohol for the past 3 years. I used to drink once a week for a few months, then I stopped and only drank every month and now only every few months. Tobacco off and on quitting
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OP
Then I started marijuana but not for long. Maybe only 3 weeks until that happened. Within those 3 weeks, I had also taken 1 hit (150 micrograms) of pure LSD. If I remember correctly, I had smoked once after with no horrible effect, but the next time I had an edible and smoked it had that effect. Oh the edible had about .3 of a gram and I smoked maybe .05 of a gram. I had never taken an edible before.
The past 3 days, I had been using chewing tobacco, and then the fucked up feeling happened again today, so I'm never using it again.
My mental illness/physical disorder history:
During early childhood I had panic attacks
I probably have schizophrenia
If not schizo then bipolarism
I had depression stemmed from anxiety
Childhood trauma so maybe ptsd
social anxiety but thats improving a lot
Hip injury from working/going to gym/martial arts
Knee injury from lifting (bursitis)
I've had tendonitis in my hands
I was in an electrical explosion but only mild burns on my arms
I can't think of anything else, but what do I do and what could be wrong with me? I'm about to travel to several countries and don't want this to happen in those places.
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>>17223995
Are you sure that was actual bud and not spice (synthetic)
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I would say it's unlikely since this dealer had quite the reputation around here. How would I be able to tell if it was synthetic? It looked exactly like bud too.
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Am I going bald? No one believes me and they say it's just the way my hair is but I'm convinced I am and I'm scared to get my hair cut because of it
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>>17223987
It's possible, but I don't think so.
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It would be an improvement.
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People I've asked said im just being paranoid. I have to like move my hair to get that PIC
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Yet another girl thread 2016-06-05 19:49:36 Post No.17223938
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Yay, yet more of this annoying things!
So there's this girl I like (no shit), and I managed to get her number. Issues are: She's leaving the country, don't know when; and the three conversations I've had with her texting have gotten exponentially shorter, like how did I fuck this up so badly kinda short.
I do want to be with her, but I also want to keep being her friend and know how she does when she leaves. So yeah...
Also according to my wonderfull facebook stalking skills her birthday was tomorrow (which I managed to forget!), so any help would be appreciated.
Pic unrelated, I just saw a beautiful dawn today and felt inspired.
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Move one you have like 35% with her and you're already mildly irrevelant after speaking less infrequently. Don't you know humans have short attention spans?
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>>17223948
*move on
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>>17223938
Well, we have no way of knowing what transpired in your texts.
Also, dismiss this "I want to be with her" stuff. She's leaving the country. Even if you two were together, she's going to fuck other dudes.
Admission to a long term relationship is how she gets you to keep giving her attention when there are no dudes around to fuck.
So now that we've put that aside, why do you even want to be her friend? Seriously, think about it. She doesn't even care enough to text you properly. Clearly you don't have that much in common. She's not going to tell you to go away because she likes the attention.
Just drop her and move on to someone who matters - unless she starts offering you spontaneous sex before she leaves.
Nursing relationships thread.
All nurses invited, tell us about you nursing stories and toxic nursing issues.
Me:
>bipolar girl with rape trauma and abortion
>her mother has cancer
>girl spent some time in mental clinic
>her father is cheating on her mother
>she has panic attacks and bipolar changes
>me with her
>braking up many times but I always come back because of pity, care and fear that she might just kill herself
>she even sometimes blackmails me about that
Finally I discovered that she also had a time to cheat on me despite of it all, so I left her for good I hope.
Even now I still care and pity her which make me feel like a cuck. I just want her to get things straight and be finally happy, but I also want to break free. Holy shit.
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Don't tell me I'm the only guy in here.
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Are you a psych nurse, anon?
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>>17223936
>braking up many times but I always come back because of pity, care and fear that she might just kill herself
>braking up
Clearly they didn't teach you proper spelling or grammar in nursing school. It's sad that I'm dependent on the likes of you to keep me alive.
Apperantly, slut and SJW are too edgy for Reddit, and this got removed.
My girlfriend has three friends. Two are tolerable, but one is atrocious. Let's just call them Alisa, Sarah, and Maddy.
Sarah: She's probably the best of the bunch. She can be extremely rude sometimes, but we don't know if it's a mental thing or not. Her brother has Aspergers, and we're not sure if she has it. However, she can just be rude to her sometimes. Nothing too crazy, but still kind of mean.
Maddy: This is the other tolerable one, but a little less tolerable. She's pretty selfish in a way that "I want to talk about what I want to talk about". She thinks she knows everything about the society and politics, but really doesn't. She's kind of an SJW, but a hypocrite if she is. She'll slut shame, but talk about how random guys are hot, and she'd want to have sex with them. She's overall just a hypocrite, and kind of annoying when it comes to deep topics.
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>>17223912
So what about the last one
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Okay nice, thanks for sharing
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Alisa: UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH. I hate her the most. I can't stand being around her. She's loud, rude, thinks she's a "tough bitch". Extremely selfish (even with her own boyfriend), and can never follow up on a plan that SHE made. Here's some examples for each: She's just loud in general. It's kind of hard to give an example. She just scream wherever she is. Rude by just talking shit behind everybody. Even concession stand workers, and just going on about how rude they were. It's fine to do it for 2 sentences, but not a whole conversation. She thinks she's tough because she acts like she won't take no for an answer, and will beat the shit out of anyone who tries to talk back. She's been in one fight for all I know, and it wasn't even much of a fight. She also has a horrible temper. You make one slightly mean joke, she will not talk to you for a while or do what she did to me, and talk behind your back to your girlfriend about how angry she was about it.
how would you feel if your gf of 2 years said when she was 14 she used to finger herself on omegle/chat roulette for a period to get guys off?
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>>17223893
I guess it's kinda hot
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>>17223893
who gives a fuck as long as she doesn't still do that
and ask her to finger herself on cam for you
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>>17223893
I'd care more about how she feels about this now. Kids do some fucked up stuff when they're trying to figure out their identity, and it's not necessarily indicative of who they grow into.
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/adv/ halp. I'm a twenty-something guy who's unknowingly fallen for a high schooler. We met online and have talked for a few months, texting, spending a lot of time together etc. Of course, this was all done under the belief that she was of age and a graduating senior, which I believed. However, just a few days ago she revealed that she's in fact younger and is not even graduating high school. She also lives very far away and still not close to finishing high school. Thing is, I really like this girl and I don't want to lose her--she's a friend, a companion, the first person to show appreciation in me in years. What's more, I'm not just your typical twenty something, but a friendless, outcast, wizard apprentice without any kind of social support, so having her by my side has really helped me in more than one way. I see the non-trivial difficulties in wanting to pursue this relationship but I don't want to lose her either. As of right now, she's just waiting for me to make a decision.
I just don't know what to do /adv/--how do I fix this? How can I overcome these barriers without hurting myself or her? What would be the best thing to do? Such a difficult situation...
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>>17223867
>What's more, I'm not just your typical twenty something, but a friendless, outcast, wizard apprentice without any kind of social support,
That's like half the site.
Just shoot yourself or break it off, you retard.
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>>17223867
just wait until she's of age? seems pretty simple honestly, considering the fact it's an LDR. should be alright as long as you don't sext her or some shit.
Or break it off and act like a retard.
Either one works.
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Just an opinion:
you are a loner looking for support, you need someone, it may be unfair to pursue relationship for that reason, it always end reeeeeaaaaly bad.
You may stay friends though, and give each other support that way without later toxicity and drama coming if you were in ship.
You could go for it, weren't you foreveralone type, but I really recommend overcoming your own ronery issues befor going for something serious with anyone - if you really want to avoid hurting or getting hurt.
Age difference even adds the difficulty, you are at two phases of life and it's much easier to fuck it all up.
or maybe you are just caring guy and I wish you both luck as a future pair but if it's your first it mostly never works out, especially with such kid, never hurts a try though, once you get burned you'll learn more about ships and go on. She too, just try to end it up as a friends too and make it civil when the doomsday comes.
A kid pessimist for you here.
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If self-improvement doesn't make you feel better, what options do you have left?
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Pls respond.
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kil ursefl
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>>17223877
>kil ursefl
I was already thinking about that.
Me and my partner (James) have been together for a little under six years and we were eachother's firsts for pretty much everything.
Throughout our relationship the sex has been pretty great. James obviously has a lower libido than me but I can live with that. Recently he revealed to me that he views sex as "bad and immoral. Something that should be shameful." I was immediately confused because we've been dating for so long and we've been having sex the whole time, he's never mentioned this before. He wasn't raised religiously, either.
He says he likes sex in the moment, but mostly afterwards he feels extremely negatively about the act, that it's gross and embarrassing. Not just penetration either: handjobs, blowjobs, kissing... Apparently he'll get flashbacks throughout the week and become frozen with shame or disgust. He didn't tell me sooner in the relationship because he was afraid I would leave him.
I kind of freaked out. Here I was thinking we were doing something intimate, fun, and mutual but it's something that's been making him for feel horrible for years!
I feel distressed and guilty about this. I no longer feel comfortable having sex with him because I fear it would cause him these "flashbacks". Even when he initiates (which I would say is 50% of the time), he still claims later to "feel really bad about what we did last night".
I feel like this is a huge problem for me, but he doesn't see it as one, that nothing's changed. He's willing to continue having sex (and I believe he does like it sometimes) but I can't stop thinking about whether he's enjoying it, or if this act will make him feel shame later. I don't want to feel guilty about having sex!
I've recommended that he sees a therapist about this but every time he gets insulted saying "I don't have a problem. You're over analyzing this. You're saying I'm broken?", etc.
I just don't know what to do. Am I obsessing over nothing?
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yea he needs to see a therapist, i dont know if what im saying is true, but maybe his religious upbringing is fucking up your relationship
or maybe he got raped when he was a kid and he has flashbacks about that when you do things to his boipussy
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>>17223845
I've got a pretty similar problem but with my girlfriend. I (a guy) have been completely open with other women in my past when it comes to sex but now after three years, no BJ no cunnilingus no anything except the good old missionary position with this girl. And we're both 24. What are people like us, with normal sex drives to do? Just accept our partners because of everything else EXCEPT sex, or do we move on because life is too short?
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>>17223872
sounds like hes already seen the rapist
Does anyone know what this might be on my dog?
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>>17223834
I honestly can't tell, but wouldn't it be better if you asked /an/?
I hope that your pupper gets better either way, if he has something wrong, that is.
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>>17223860
Thanks man I'll do that
TL;DR my mom is cheating on my dad. 2 different guys in the past 3 years. I never said anything because I didn't want my parents to separate or my mom to hate me for it.
But recently I started feeling real bad for my dad... I don't know what to do
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>>17223817
Blackmail her.
Plus.. How did you find out?
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>>17223817
Don't let your dad become a cuck OP. When he comes home one day and your mom isn't there, grab two beers and sit down with him and tell him you have something very serious to tell him. Wouldn't you want to know if your wife was being a stupid useless slutty piece of shit whore? :) good luck and fuck stupid sluts
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>>17223822
We have 2 house phones. Phone rang early one morning, like around 6am. Mom picked it up downstairs and I picked the other one up. I guess she thought everyone was asleep. Heard the entire convo. Started going on her cell phone... Deleted call history and texts. Ended up following her after work one time, she went to some dude's house and lied about it when she got home.
Bf loves to drink my spit and watch me drool over his cock. can someone explain me the appeal?
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>>17223796
why does it matter? it turns him on
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>>17223796
who knows. I also enjoy lots of mouthplay and drool
I like putting both my fingers in a woman's mouth and stretching them open
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Does he watch anime or did he used to? If so, then he probably is a huge fan of Mysterious Girlfriend X.
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pic unrelated, but adorable.
sup /adv/. I'm a woman suffering from polycystic ovarian syndrome(PCOS) which, among other things, causes a MASSIVE increase in my testosterone levels, which has led to a ton of unwanted body and facial hair. I have to shave my face at least once a day, and I regularly come home from work with a bit of stubble having grown over the course of the day. It's humiliating and seriously affects my quality of life.
My question is, while I start the long, drawn out process of trying to get my insurance to cover the cost of laser hair removal, which I've heard is possible in rare cases when there is a medical condition involved(I'm an American with Untied Healthcare), are there other things I could do to remove/lessen the hair on my face that don't involve going to a salon and are more effective than shaving? It's humiliating enough for me that the idea of getting a salon facial wax is just... no. I just can't get the idea out of my head that they'd all have a secret laugh over the bearded lady freak. I'd MUCH prefer something I could use/do at home.
This is a pretty humiliating problem, and I've gotten pretty desperate for suggestions/solutions. There has to be something out there better than shaving that doesn't involve going out in public looking like a sideshow attraction. Thanks in advance, guys.
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Are you currently treating the PCOS itself? Usually that reduces your test levels and reduces your male-pattern hair grown in turn.
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>>17223762
Get a 10M solution of hydrochloric acid and apply generously to areas with unwanted facial hair. The solution is diluted enough to burn hair follicles but not skin. Trust me, after the first use it'll feel like there's nothing there.
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shaving is where it's at. you think most dudes you've ever met do it for fun? it's the best solution.
>I regularly come home from work with a bit of stubble having grown over the course of the day.
I don't know if and when and where you take lunch, but you might be able to shave then
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How do I become smart ?? 2016-06-05 18:46:50 Post No.17223713
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I feel like everyone around me are way smarter than I am
I know the typical school stuff like math history etc but I am having issues focusing on stuff
Also I just want to be more intellectual and intelligent how ?
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>>17223713
Read.
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>way smarter
Perhaps not sounding like an adolescent.
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>>17223713
Intelligence isn't a think you aquire not is is paticularly measurable.
People who trot around making pseduo-intellectual arsewipes who trot around making textbook statements about Stoic ethnics aren't smart.
Everyone has issue focusing on things that bore them; right now you have acess to the largest libary of information that has ever been devised; simply google something you've wanted to know about and by the end of the hour you will have found something to explain it.
If there is something specific like philosophy to science and mathematics, youtube is your friend.
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Where and how do I pick up MENA women? They are the most attractive women in my opinion. I'm white btw.
>inb4 convert to Islam
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>>17223687
Slab on some hummus you pleb.
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convert to egyptian paganism
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I'm not familiar with degenerate's acronyms. What does MENA mean?