I was once a promising cartoonist and abstract artist, then I went to art school and 8 years later I still feel trapped in the world of formulas and technical accuracy and I'm paralyzed when I try to take a risk on abstract artwork.
What happened and what can I do about it?
Idk you sound like a real fucking faggot, maybe psychedelics or something. No clue how one would go about dealing with a problem that is entirely fabricated in your own head.
>>17283675
Gawd, I opened this thread with the same suggestion in mind.
Pic related.
>>17283672
What are you asking? You want art advice and you didn't go to /ic/? How is anyone here supposed to help YOU draw ABSTRACT art?
Go more in depth faggot. I don't understand the problem or the question
Do any of you guys miss your ex so much that you jerk off to the past nudes they sent me?
I miss my ex a lot, and we haven't spoken to each other for about 8 months. And I miss her so much. I've heard some of you guys say that you do, and you feel fine about it. I just did it and I just felt even sadder after I came. I don't know if it's because I miss her or I just sank to a new low.
>>17283660
Sorry for the shitty grammar, typing on phone.
>>17283663
Don't go back to these pictures until after you've gotten over the break up, dude.
Stash them away and when you're confident you can look at them and don't feel anything that you wouldn't at other porn, you can fap to them again.
>>17283676
It's been about a year since I dumped her. I honestly don't know for how long I have to keep dragging this.
How do i stop these fucking thoughts without killing myself?
I'm constantly overthinking and stuff and look at myself from a real, cynical point of view in my thoughts.
I can't sleep bc of them.
I make about 130 euros a day, i have a gf but i dont see her enough anymore. Need more love.
I have a few friends, but can't seem to make new ones.
I just need more company i feel very lonely. I have my own apartment i rent.
I'm 21, About 7,7/10 looks.
Should i risk my gf who i only see 2 nights a week because she doesn't want to spend more time with me for other chicks?
Just want to have more company from women.
My friends are pretty good.
But these thoughts they just wont stop, i can barely sleep bc of them etc. My self esteem is wearing down consistently.
Do i exercise more? Do i get more women?
Should i try and make more money.
Btw spoke about it to my doctor, and she didn't take me serious.
I ran in front of a car at night last saturday. Tried to start fights with a lot of people and drove 20 miles like a maniac running red lights at high speeds like a maniac because of these thoughts.
WTF do i do guys? I feel like if something doesn't change im gonna flip out more and eventually i'm kill myself bc of it and yeah.
All i want is more company from women but I feel like I am doomed for bad luck at that area and that it will eventually run bad and i will suicide bc of it.
I think i was meant to suffer at that area because it's all i ever had, i always run doomed and feel like it will turn me into a raging maniac.
Because every girl i ever met turned out killing me a bit more inside and i feel like if i take on more woman itll break me faster.
PS i definately don't have problems getting women.
>>17283622
Yes i have a car , it's an MB previous generation, and it's already paid.
WTF is wrong with me?!
Why the fuck do i care so much about getting a fucking girl who'll give me a good emotionally fulfilling year for once?
Whatever guys !!!! fck this shit.
>women
>money
>exercise
>women
>money
You fell for it, you poor fool.
What are you DOING with your life? Nothing. Chasing after meaningless things that will never, ever make you happy no matter how much you get. When was the last time you created something? When was the last time you experienced something unique? When was the last time you did something purely for yourself instead of for a girl or for money?
If you yourself become an excellent person, the rest will sort itself out.
>>17283638
Hmm, really good point.
Now i can start worrying about what i should create.
And yeah maybe i should just go and do something purely for myself.
Ive been wanting to travel for a while maybe i should book my flights today.
When shaving, how do I shave the fringe hairs that are right above my adams apple? No matter what i do to them it seems to leave redness while the rest of my shave experience is completely clean. I end up looking like I have small red bumps on my adams apple on my throat. What do?
PIC not me. Got from google, but very similar.
Used to have this same issue. Don't use a razor, use the trimmer off the back of most electric razors. BUT not the main head of the electric razor. Those are from the tearing action used by manual and the main head of electric razors. The trimmer is an electric cutter, so no tearing
>>17283571
Could you post a pic of what you're talking about? I have an electric razor, but it looks like pic related is what I have.
I eventually sprang for laser hair removal on that area, worked like a charm.
What's your worst bully stories anons? What's the worst shit you've ever got?
Did it toughen you up? Or break you?
Did it stick with you? Do you still think about it to this day?
I know someone will be able to top me, but here's my worst.
>Be 9th grade
>Sit with large group of people at lunch
>Some faggot starts a running gag with "voting me off the island"
>Almost everyone plays along, lol anon you can't sit with us, you're voted off the island
>Laugh awkwardly along with it
>wakemeupwakemeupinside.WAV
>One day faggot decides he wants to turn it up a notch
>He plans with everyone, once anon gets here, we all get up and walk away from him
>I get there, and they do it
>I sit at a bench, and stare at the ground, while everyone sits and laughs at me.
>Only a few people stuck with me
>Faggot and the rest of the lot tells the few people who stuck with me to come and sit with them
>spend the rest of my lunch staring at the floor
I became a more resentful person after that.
Close second
>Fourth of July, at Grandparents house
>Entire family on pontoon fishing
>Some cousins and I wanted to go on the boat, but uncles and some older cousins went w/o us
>Wait for them to get back
>We plan to go back out when they do
>anon you can't go back out with us unless you get us soda's
>lolk
>get sodas
>see them all leaving on pontoon, laughing at me
>throw soda's on the ground and run into bathroom crying
>>17283494
that first one is brutal as fuck OP, sucks
anything i posted would look like a good time compared to that
That's sort of tough, I mean it all blends together.
There was one kid in grade 7, and him and his gang of friends would team up on me and try to beat me up. I corned him once, and he pulled a surgical knife on me. I wasn't that worried, I guess. By that point, I was fairly used to being in shitty situations and I had a 4 inch boot knife on me too.
I remember once I must've hit a nerve with them or something, but they all ganged on me in the park, and I literally had to grab a branch larger than I was at the time to fend them off long enough to get back to my bike. They spent most of the day looking around the neighborhood for me on their bikes and roller-blades. I had strong legs when I was younger though, so it wasn't too hard to outrun them I guess.
Most of my, "Friends" were people that actively verbally abused me, but they at least had the decency to include me to some degree. Everybody else purposely ignored me, and excluded me. I was even excluded from most school trips.
The only actual friends I made in elementary were mostly formed out of the respect they had that I had stood up to them... always after the fist fights though.
By highschool, I had pretty much had enough of people. I carried myself seriously, so not many people cared to mess with me. The few that did learned pretty quickly that I didn't care for it. I did make my first legitimate friend in highschool though. We were actually brought together by common interests. It was only one, but it made everything okay. It was a friend that I didn't have to steal things, break into places, or beat people up to impress.
It was pretty nice. We were friends up until about grade 11. Well, then I fucked up. The kid inside of me that yearned to have somebody to hold beat the me that cared about his friend in a moment of weakness.
That was a mistake in more than one way, and it's not something I think I'll ever be able to allow myself to forget.
>>17283542
Oh, when I say it all blends together, I mean even from a young age. I remember my first day of kindergarten, there were these two boys that approached me in the field, knocked me down, and forced my face down into the snow so that I couldn't breathe. I almost suffocated. I don't remember exactly what transpired over the year, but I ended up getting in trouble a few times for beating the shit out of them. My father always punished me for it. Made me hold a lateral raise at 90 degrees with the heaviest toys I owned until I physically couldn't hold my arms up.
I don't know. I've always been sort of a problem child in that regard. Seeing your father hanging from the ceiling when your a child doesn't help that either, but I can't really fault him for that.
Just a jumble of bullshit. Grew up alone, watched mother get into abusive relationships, get abused by boyfriends, had to deal with mothers emotional outbursts...
It just kind of pounded me into a state of uncaring.
I want someone to brutally dismantle my ego, critically evaluate my habits and actions, and essentially tell me what i'm doing wrong and how to live better.
Feeding information to you or a therapist puts it through a kind of bias and I don't trust myself.
Where can I find a service like the one I'm describing?
Take LSD
>>17283509
this to be totally honest
>>17283509
this will work
there are several psychedelics that will also work
all will be much cheaper than any professional options
Signs of a girl branch swinging/monkey branching? What is the typical time frame for something like this?
>>17283449
I'm no expert, so take my advice with a big grain of salt.
I would say talking to "guy friends" more and more. assuring you that he's just a friend, it's no big deal, etc...
Also, secretive texting/chatting. communications she doesn't want you to hear or see.
time frame? no clue. I'd say it varies from girl to girl.
good luck.
>>17283471
literally the past 3 relationships this happen to me. each time they started to hang out with a guy friend, talked about them a lot, etc. mine usually happened at around 8-10 months girls are retarded and feel guilty about having interest in someone else so they cope with that guilt by telling you about them in a friendly way
>>17283449
>Signs of a girl branch swinging/monkey branching?
Monkey branching is a meme. Just look for signs you're about to get dumped. Better yet, stop needing to look for said signs by actually putting in the maintenance work on your relationship.
My ldr girlfriend wants to move in together asap. We've been together for two years, but I have a shitty minimum wage job and no money saved and no skills. I don't know how long it will take to save up the money but she keeps saying she can't wait years for me to get to that point.
What can I do? Should I just move out and hope everything works out? Or should I let her go so I don't waste her time?
>>17283227
Have you met her in person at all, and if so, for how long?
Sounds like most of the money would come from her. How is her income, is she willing to pay up for the wage gap between you two?
>>17283247
Every weekend
>>17283253
I don't want her to pay for me at all.
How do I stop hating myself and my friends and family by association?
>>17283115
lift.
Nothing you can do, everybody hates people, including self. Just find people you feel good with, they will make you forget about how bad human nature actually is.
>>17283148
This is actually pretty solid
So I'm considering asking my best friend's ex tomorrow.
>Crazy hoe who was lesbian for a while and then turns straight to date my best friend
>She's bluepilled as fuck SJW and current bf just with her so he can lose her virginity
>High School dropout, treats family like shit
She thinks of me as a really cool person and loves hanging out with me. After they broke up, my best friend and her just genuinely hate each other but I really feel she can be a better person. She's just 18 and I don't want to see her like this and see her treat relationships like this either.
I'm gonna do what it takes to resist sex with her. I just want to redpill her so she can understand how the real world works and hopefully she goes down the right path and know what a meaningful relationship really is before she ends up another meth-addicted whore.
We're good friends, but should I do it? I'm prepared for the consequences.
>>17283008
Forbidden fruit looks so fucking sweet, but tastes so bad and one bite poisons you for life.
Don't try fixing people. It's a waste of time
You can't fix/save her. Let someone else do that shit. Accept her as she is or let her go
Everyday I see these rich girls with unemployed loser ass boyfriends. Why? I thought girls didn't like scrubs.
*fedora tips itself*
<------- /r9k/ is that way, brah
>>17283002
It's the Romeo effect.
>>17283002
go to college they said.
make money they said.
buy expensive clothes they said.
buy a bmw they said.
girls will throw themselves at you they said.
meanwhile these neet losers get all the pussy.
What are your experiences with dating Arab women?
>>17282913
drunk fingered one at a party. Hairy as fuck.
>>17282913
The food they eat makes them smell bad after a while, and they don't do anything to try and combat it. Nice and pretty and all that, but smell kills erections
Amazing if you can get a cute one. Oh wait, the girl I had sex with was Indian. Same thing though right?
I'm only 21 and already in a 5 year relationship, our lives and families are heavily intertwined. I done goofed.
I want to fuck everything that moves. For the past 5 months I've been in this weird state of hyper arousal, I'm getting erections at EVERYTHING, no hot girl goes unnoticed by me and I'm cumming much quicker than I used to. I'm just aroused all the time.
I feel like this is the call of nature like some menopause or some shit because despite the fact that my girlfriend and I have very little problems, she's out of no where hardly attractive to me, she's not even a girl any more she's just anon.
Should I follow these urges?
>>17282832
Fuck girlfriend more.
Get more physical activity done. probably high testosterone. I know the feeling.
If your gonna even try to sleep with others, you should break up with her
HOWEVER
Im speaking from experience...the grass always seems greener on the other side
Fuck your girlfriend more. Do different things.
I lost my virginity at 21. Was with the girl I lost it to for 2 years and I had moments where I wanted to fuck other girls. I broke up with her since she was so paranoid about me and a friend. I thought it'd be easy to pull girls.
Boy was I wrong. I've only slept with 1 girl since August 2015. I had 2 opportunities but I was too nervous and I went flaccid during the moment. One was from Tinder and the other was a one night stand and the one night stand was embarrassing for me.
SO WE HAD A FAMILY NIGHT AT MY SISTER'S HOME, MOST OF US DUDES JUST SLEEP THERE FOR LIKE 2 DAYS. YESTERDAY I SLEPT EARLY AND NO ONE WAS HOME EXEPT ME AND MY SISITER'S 6 YEAR OLD SON. I WAS ALONE IN THIS DARK ROOM SLEEPING WHEN HE OPENED IN THE DOOR IN FKING 2 AT NIGHT. HE HAD A FKING CREEPY SMILE ON HIS FACE AND THEN WALKED AWAY FOR SOMETIME , CAME BACK TO ME AND LITERALLY SAID I "forsaw your death the moment u were bornt".
TODAY I HAVE TO SLEEP THERE (I CANT RESIST STAYING UP AT 1 AT NIGHT THESE DAYS) PLEASE TELL ME WHAT TO DO.
>>17282743
Look outside, I know that you'll recognize
it's summertime~
>>17282743
Meh
Sounds like she is a shit parent and the kids saw some bad tv. When my kid was 2 he would wake up at night, wander around say "baa baa HEAD SHOT!"
I forgot to say that the home is said to have previous demonic shitty stories before my sister's husband buy it
Hi /adv/. Am i depressed or just a slug?
I am unhappy about my life. Its not real world problems, but i'm perpetually melancholic and generally joyless person. Its hard to describe but it is as if there are no colors in my life. I dont see people or friends. Needless to say: no sex. I can stand up and go to school and shop but i find it somehow hard. Im fat and i smell bad.
Now, i know i should do something about it, but funnily, it seems im somehow ok with this. Which i'm not for real, because i even make this thread. I just dont get myself together. It has been like this for almost a year.
Is this depression?
>>17282614
Exercise and get out more.
Brain need to see and do new things(not on a computer screen) or you get depressed. easy as that.
>>17282626
i know i should do those things. I have tried, but i dont get myself to exercise. wtf is this. Im just somehow viewing my shitty life like that
>>17282652
>I have tried, but i dont...
Anon, that means you didn't try all that hard.