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I'm so part of illegality being part of my life, young, dumb, stupid, inconsistent people being part of my life. Suffering and torment being a part of my life when it doesn't have to.
I want to move for medical marijuana. Vermont seems like the ideal state in all ways except weather, but the medicinal policies seem strict. Can any vermont residents give info?
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>>17290390
Vermont resident here, not necessarily by choice, just lived here for a long time and now I guess I'm a resident. What do you want to know?
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test
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anyway, how hard is it to get a recommendation? is it a handwave like most other states? the requirements are written to seem stringent in VT, wasting disease, etc.
wtf is with this board not letting me post?
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I'm majoring in Medical Technology. How fucked am I?
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You're literally the best person
You work to keep people alive, there is pride there that is worth more than any paycheck conceivable. With that knowledge, you will become a wild boar - full of bravery, determination and direction.
Let me ask you something.
How many lives will you save, in your lifetime? How many mothers, children, loving husbands, good people, bad people, all will take you for granted as their savior. They will never know how much time and effort you put into saving their lives via a miracle drug or experimental operation.
You are god! Good luck!
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>>17290385
Wow, what a positive outlook and comment.
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>>17290403
I'm really really hoping this isn't sarcasm because I really believe what I say is right.
I am a 25 year old male and I don't feel too masculine. I don't feel feminine or anything but I feel like in the past they had like rites of passages and shit. Or you could take up and learn how to fight with a sword or some shit.
Now.. I feel like I kind of just "lived" to age 25 and I can't really do much of anything you would expect a man to be able to do. I can't change a tire. Can't fix anything not computer related. Can't attract women. Can't fist fight. Can't drive.
However, I feel like a womans femininity just gets handed to them while I have to figure out a way to earn it. Why is that?
What is even worse is that it seems like a woman can "revoke" your masculinity. Its almost as if women determine what is masculine and what isn't. Am I wrong?
Anyway, how do I develop masculinity? I don't like treating people like shit either.
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Firstly you need to dispense with the notion that masculinity can be defined as any set or combination of traits. Find out what you're good at and get better, figure something you want to try and master it. Blah blah blah
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>>17290363
>Anyway, how do I develop masculinity?
Lift. Elliot Hulse on YouTube. Chief Keef.
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>>17290363
>womans femininity just gets handed to them
Fuck you, seriously. "Femininity" is just as fucking confusing while also being nonsensical. Doing hair? Putting on make up? Dressing fashionably? What the fuck is that even? Yes, I mad.
It's one of those days where people just make me fucking sick. I began the day (I stayed up all night geeked on speed) writing a short poem to a girl that I've quite fancied for a while and knew would be sleeping. I then did more drugs, and left to work.
Horrible drivers on the road. People thinking getting 2 cars ahead will get them there early. The fucking bus driver almost hit me. I call a doctors office to confirm my appointment. I call them twice. Each time, I am placed on hold, the same 15 second shitty "stay fucking calm" elevator music loop followed by WE WILL ANSWER YOUR CALL IN THE ORDER BLAH BLAH BLAH for 30 minutes, each. Guess I'm not going to the doctor. I'm training at my new job. I am in control of when I want to work.
Boss says "you workin?" every 20 minutes. Nah, I just drove 40 minutes north for fucking nothing. I am reminded that I owe my aunt $100, by, who else? She says all I do is ask her for money. All she ever did was give me money.
I'm starting to get angry and more stressed out. I feel my chest tightening. I can see everything going on at the same time. I don't trust any of these people. I sit under the tree for a good half hour to try and calm myself. I'm tired. But I'm not. It's weird. I'm scared. But I'll break somebody's arm right now.
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Anyway, I give up on the prospect of working in amped-up paranoia, and decide to drive home. I text my aunt "Hey, are you home? Heading out from work." More driving through hell traffic. I'm almost home, call from aunt. "Are you here? Well, good! I told you to meet me here at 8! I'm tired of hounding you about this!" Never mind my apologies and pending activity on my bank account.
I'm starting to realize: I don't even like most of these people I think I'm supposed to like. I quite hate them, actually. I thought of the poem I wrote in the morning and it disgusted me. Here is a girl that I never fucked, that I was too afraid to try with, that would brag about getting with other dudes to push my buttons. Who would stay around and tease me and deny any kind of sexual advance. Who took advantage of how much I hated myself. And I wanted to see her again for what? Another chance? But I think I've grown to like myself a lot more lately. And hate useless whores, nagging alchie family members, pushy bosses, and the entire fleet of big headed, useless, in the way mistakes driving down the highway on any given 4:30.
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>>17290355
Amphetemines suck man I stay away from them I hate that shitty feeling ick
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You write well, anon.
But you sound like the drugs are getting to you. Part of this anger and stress and anxiety and paranoia is the amphetamines.
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How do I get over the fact that I'm going to die? I don't mean to sound like an edgy teenager, but I just can't get it out of my head and it's giving me a lot of anxiety and panic attacks
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wait nvm that wasn't the right one
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>>17290322
Be around death more. Seriously. Nothing puts it into better perspective, and brings calm about thoughts regarding death.
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Is it strange that I don't enjoy celebrating my birthday? I don't feel comfortable receiving gifts just because I was born a certain amount of time ago. I enjoy celebrating others', and I'm even okay with Christmas gift exchanging, but I can't stand getting a bunch of cards with money and shit in them. I really don't like getting stuff from family I only see maybe a dozen times a year. Friend gifts are usually okay with me.
My parents have always expected me to organize events with my friends but I'd rather just go to work and see my friends how I usually do.
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>>17290321
I don't like my birthday either, but that's because all of my birthdays in memory have been pure shit
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yeah birthdays fucking suck. I always deactivate my fb on my birthday so ppl can't write on my wall.
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>>17290344
I don't even mind FaceBook. I actually like seeing who gives a hint of a hoot about me. It's just the expectations that I'm supposed to go out of my way to enjoy my "special day" isn't enjoyable at all so I'd just stick to my usual thing.
>I'm 18, she's 15
>Met her through a game
>Since the first day we talk,call,webcam every night together until 4-5-6 A.M. (at 8 AM I wake up to go to work)
>She's EXACTLY like me, it's incredible, I still don't believe it. How she talks, how she thinks, what she dreams, and how is she at her age it's like how I was/I am.
>We talk about everything, we share culture masterpieces and dedicate each other poems, we talk about philosophy and most of all, we dream together. We also have lots of fun and there are times we just laugh the entire time, it's something complete and perfect, and we know and feel that there is some kind of weird but intense phisical attraction, tho never met and that's so fucking sick.
>Sometimes we hardly want to hug each other, stay together, do everything.
>We are literally free to say anything's in our brain to each other, even the most extreme fantasies who a normal human being wouldn't ever share with someone else.
>I am not virgin and I had lots of other irl relationships
>My life is divided in between a normal social life and a super hardcore virtual one, as I am also a coder, gamer, and I have always deal with a monitor and even the most deep internet part.
>Basically, I dump irl girls just even to talk 1h more in call with her.
I feel that all of this is sick, unreal, and weird...
I also tried to cut off everything but I was feeling like shit, and she also cried for 2 hours in a call for this sort of decision that I was almost taking;
She's so fucking much important for me and from this distance I am insanely taking care of her, even tho I really can't phisically.
What should I do? How should I take it? Is that weird? Normal? I am completely lost... Hope someone will suggest me something significant to do to deal with this weird thing that's happening.
>oh yeah, also, we're far away thousands of kms.
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>>17290313
well OP you got yourself a pen pal. Just stay away from any sex talk cause 15 will get you 20 years
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>>17290313
i want to see your face when she gets Blacked
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>>17290313
Seek out other girls while talking to her, but don't let her know about them.
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>be me
>broken up with 2 years ago, still nowhere close to over it
>have trouble developing crushes on people, but want to so i can get over ex boyfriend already
>meet someone at local game store who reminds me of my ex but seemingly without the bad parts
>funny and likeable, so i don't want to get my hopes up because he's probably got a girlfriend
>find out over time that he's at the local game store every night
>convince myself it's probably ok to start cultivating a crush because no one with a wife or girlfriend is likely to be at the game store every night playing board games with friends
>go to game store tonight hoping to flirt and show some interest tonight
>find out his girlfriend owns the game store and that's why he's always there
at least i found out before i did anything stupid. back to sulking alone at home, i guess.
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Is it normal to feel guilt over something like this?
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move on
where do you live
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>>17290453
That's what I was trying to do.
It sucks. I barely knew this guy so while I'm not heartbroken things didn't work out exactly, I am heartbroken that the first light I saw at the end of a long, dark 2 year tunnel suddenly went out, if that makes sense.
I don't want to say where I live.
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So I just saw the new Warcraft movie (it's pretty bad) and I can't help but wonder, is there any society or lifestyle that operates in the way the orcs do, in real life?
Maybe this is just the male power fantasy of a jaded IT guy, but it seems that a lifestyle based around celebrating earth and life, guys going on hunting trips together, and an honor system based on not being a dick to the people you live with sounds like paradise. Mostly because I already live that way and I'm tired of being treated like I'm some kind of anomaly for it.
Everywhere I go I see people praising someone and then talking badly about them to the next person and this is asinine to me, and everyone's supposed to play along with it like it's some kind of huge game.
Does this orc lifestyle exist?
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>>17290296
No anon. Orcs are made up peoples. They don't actually exist. They're like fairy-tales. The things you see in the movies aren't real.
Sounds like you want some type of rural lifestyle but people are still cunts even if they go hunting.
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Yes, it exists to some extent, but you would die so fucking quickly
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>>17290298
>Orcs are made up peoples. They don't actually exist. They're like fairy-tales. The things you see in the movies aren't real.
I don't think you understand what I'm asking, I'm well aware that WoW doesn't exist in real life. I'm a 27 year old guy with a relatively normalfag life. I just feel like if there are so many fantasy societies based around similar concepts that I can't help but wonder if they're based on something that either exists here or did at one point.
I've been in every lifestyle from corporate America to socialist communes to anarchic hobos on freight trains, and I just feel like most people are, for lack of a better word, catty. Everyone is really just in it for themselves and lying to everyone else just to get one step ahead.
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When a girl wears a thong, how often does it show by accident? At least once a day? Dudes show our boxers by accident all the time so I assume its the same
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>>17290279
It never shows by accident. It's shown on purpose dozens of times a day though. You only wear a thong to show it off.
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>>17290316
what about that stuff about panty lines?
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>>17290316
Maybe in your prudish little world.
Thongs are more comfortable to some people. I guess it shows occasionally, depending on what else you wear? But who cares; it's just underwear.
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My qt step-sister just had to have her doggo put down. What are some comforting things I can do/tell her?
My pupper died last year when some rando ran over him, and I just wanted to be left alone. But she's different.
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Tell her that her dog lived a fucking fantastic life, and that she did a fucking fantastic job being her owner.
Don't expect this to help calm her, though. My dog is literally my best friend, and I am constantly feeling guilt that I have to put him on a leash, and only walk him an hour every day and not feed him more than his daily allowance of dog food even though it's built into his instinct to devour every morsel of food he sniffs.
My dog is my best friend because he isn't a human.
Perhaps your sister is feeling the same.
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>>17290258
Well, already did that.
She's having him put down tomorrow. I was thinking of texting her something nice the day after, to make her feel better.
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Silently acknowledge what is going on, silently acknowledge how she feels, and be present for her. Don't try to distract her by asking if she wants to A or go to B.
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Why shouldn't I remove my penis and testicles? It's brought me so much pain. I'll be at peace if they're all gone
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>>17290213
It would be extremely painful to pee
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>>17290213
Because your dick and balls almost certainly aren't the actual cause for whatever trouble you're experiencing.
Unless you have testicular cancer or something.
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>>17290215
You're a big trip
Picking up this little guy on Monday. Help me think of a name! My friends want me to call him Dutch (we're stoners, Dutch Master blunt wraps by choice). I kind wanna call him Pablo (The Life of Pablo is one of my favorite albums and I think he kinda looks like a Pablo).
But I feel like those are both kind of weak. He's an Australian Shepherd.
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Westley, because it's better than Wes and he looks like a weasel
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>>17290160
They do look kinda weasel-y when they're younger but not as they get older. This is his mom for reference.
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>>17290163
You can play off Westley when he's older as a reference to The Princess Bride. Cite the line about Australia bring entirely peopled by criminals
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my gf doesnt want me anymore she says she cant rely on me and she cant trust me, all i did was said i didnt want to be in a relatioship with someone who isnt sure if she wants me or not, and now she doesnt want me anymore i just got drunk as shit why i gave averything to her i've been good and i love her, she left me today wich is my birthday what should i do.
it hurts so bad
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Sounds like you broke up with her. You can't pin this on anyone else
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>>17290148
she has cancer ans he says i'm not mature anough to stay by her side
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>>17290148
So let me get this straight...
You don't want to be in a relationship with someone who doesn't know if they want to be with you.
And she gave you that.
You kinda got what you wanted there, didn't you?
Sure, be sad for a little bit that things didn't work out. But be happy you're not with her. It leaves you free to find the person you want.
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Feeling weak and vulnerable
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Me and a friend got into a bit of an argument and it ended up in a fight. I tried to walk away before it escalated because I know I'm not a fighter but he didnt allow me to. My other friends stopped the fight before it got too out of hand but I was pretty much getting my shit fucked up. He's not a huge guy or a trained fighter, I'm just quite short and skinny (about 5'6 and 103lbs).
Before I had always felt quite insecure about my small frame mainly because it makes me feel like less of a man but today has really made me feel like shit about being so helpless. I sort of gave up on the idea of getting bigger and accepted my small body after I realised I could still get women despite it but today has made me realise maybe I should still try to get bigger and maybe learn to defend myself. One thing that kind of puts me off is my height. Sometimes it feels like it doesn't matter what I do I'll always be short anyway so it doesn't matter.
I'm not really sure what kind of advice I'm looking for here but hopefully some of you can find some to give me.
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Nice "friends"
Lmao
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>>17290166
Yeah I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive him for what he's done today so it's safe to say he's no longer my friend.
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>>17290132
You want the best advice for this situation?
Learn. That's right. Learn. It's sounds simple and stupid, but it'll make sense in the future. Learn from what happened. Learn about how you feel and why you feel that way.