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I'm slowly turning into a fascist.
Everytime I take a look at the media and political establishment in the west it does nothing but angers me to the point of wanting to cause harm to random people on the street. Behaviour being displayed that I could only describe as collective suicide from the political elite, media, entertainment and academia is killing western civilization and it feels like no matter how hard we push back more damage is being done than we can keep up with and try to remedy. I was a left wing progressive drone less than 3 years ago but I keep drifting further and further right, I can feel myself reaching the wall and the only way left is to go up towards authoritarianism. Is there anyway I can combat my own radicalization that I can witness happening consciously in front of me?
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You could read some political literature and decide for yourself what you believe in instead of being a little bitch that needs a strong daddy figure to take care of all the worlds issues for them.
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>>17462305
>little bitch that needs a strong daddy figure to take care of all the worlds issues for them.
That's rich. Show me communism without a strong arm.
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I went to see the bfg and then a mlp advert played, now im a brony and my parents laughed at me throughout it.
how can i explain to them that not all shows are fully based on one gender or audience
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1. Don't feel obliged to label nor identify yourself with a group.
2. You don't have to let anyone know, don't make a big deal out of it, that will only make everything more awkward for everyone. Don't do shit like buying and publicly displaying merchandising. The social stigma attached to it is gargantuan, don't throw yourself into that issue. Stop give a fuck, but don't push it in someone's face either.
3. You don't have to prove your masculinity to fucking anyone. It doesn't fucking matter. I'll watch children's cartoons and do things like work out or have a one night stand the following evening.
4. Don't even bother trying to explain that a show is not for one gender if someone laughs at it. They are often not open for discussion on it and defending it will often lead to further misjudgement. So brush it off with a gentle "yeah, so" and you'll probably be fine.
Source: viewer of the show for years now and went through "omg im a brony wat do" phase.
tl;dr don't shove it in people's faces and stop giving a fuck, feel free to enjoy it
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>>17461311
One day you will realize its all a waste of time and making/defending/developing labels doesn't change the fact your stuck in your own mind alone every night.
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>>17461331
im very shy so i dont wear mlp merch nor do i make a big deal of it my parents only know since they saw some funko figures i bought
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Why do I hate my mother? 2016-08-14 22:12:06 Post No.17461294
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Shes in a weak state, shes delicate and shes sick. She has gotten worse and worse since last year, partially due to an accident that was my fault.
I used to care a lot, but now its different. Now I am just disgusted of her, talking to her, having to deal with her bullshit and her depression.
Theres times when I wonder if shes faking it, like when shes up and well but, all of sudden, shes fainting due to a pain in her belly.
Her being depressed is the worst, I need to be constantly insisting her to eat and that pisses the shit out of me for stupid reasons I cant avoid. Because theres times when shes alone that, even tho she could, she just doesn't make herself something to eat which, obviously, worsens her situation. What she doesnt seem to understand is that she also makes my situation (and my sisters) worse by continuing with her destructive behaviour. .
Things changed so much all of sudden, now I just look at her and I am disgusted, I dont want her to touch me, I want the interactions with her to be as quick as possible so I can get back to whatever the fuck I have to do: - "What would you like to eat?" "Make this for me" - but its not like that, it just goes on and on.
She gave me everything I have and she cared for me. Why did such horrible feelings I thought would never exist in me came to be? Why do I dislike her so much? Why do I sometimes just wish she would die?
I am grateful for everything, but my behaviour towards her is not the one of such a person.
She will be gone soon? or maybe later? And whats left of me? Nothing but the guy that mistreated his mother, and that will permanently stain my soul till I am gone from this Earth.
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it's ok i hate my mom too she's a fucking lazy whore.
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>>17461294
If she becomes too much put her in a home.
Ignore the guilt, ignore her threats and lashing out.
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>>17461294
Do you like yourself? If you don't, it's not exactly easy to like others. If you hate yourself, you tend to hate everyone around you as well.
Influx of negative thoughts. Stream of consciousness. Not trying to hurt anybody.
Today my dad reminded me of the time when I was about 12 and I had an English teacher who gave me a notebook to write stuff down in over the summer because she saw literary genius in me. I left it empty over that whole summer, for which I feel unbelievably guilty and pathetic. I'm a sack of shit, I waste my potential at every given opportunity. I've fucked up my A-Levels (likely getting at least one U-grade), and I'm gonna be stuck in my horrific retail job before I drop dead as a result of dust inhalation from that horrendous warehouse.
I was watching a documentary about Brian Wilson's "Smile" album, which he couldn't finish in 1967 due to tremendous strain on his mental health. At one point, he gives a few reasons as to why the album had to be shelved, one of them being that he found the track called "The Elements: Fire" was "too scary", and he was terrified by the fact that a store near him burned down around the time he tried to record the track in the studio. It then hit me - what if this "Fire (Mrs O'Leary's Cow)" composition somehow triggered the Apollo 1 fire, which occurred around the same time?
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>>17461288
Eventually you will learn think about your sad past is a waste of time and only hurts yourself.
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Don't so damn hard on yourself, OP. I failed A Levels and now I'm at a really good university - they're not the only option. So you've failed? Everyone does at some point. If you really hate your job that much then quit. If you need the money then start searching for another job, just count yourself lucky that you have one with regular income. You're too young to be so pessimistic. You're not a piece of shit, you're just being lazy. Realise your potential, start applying yourself and start writing again.
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How's your tin foil hat fitting OP?
How do you make amends with being ugly?
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>>17461281
GOOD GOD BURN IT WITH FIRE
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You accept there are bigger problems in the world. You learn to love and accept yourself for who you are anon
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>>17461287
Or you burn it with fire,
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How do I find my fetish if I have one
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>>17461268
browse porn.
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Better to never find fetish than to have one and stop enjoying it
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>>17461280
but how will i know
Please recommend a depressed young man some books to read that can help combat his mental illness.
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Eet shittu desu~
http://www.universe-people.com/english/svetelna_knihovna/htm/en/en_kniha_conversations_with_god_1.htm
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Crime and punishment
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Literally get therapy and medication. I tried all the self-help shit and while it helped a little it was just putting me off from real treatment.
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I have an orange Tabby who is super relaxed and vocal with his meows.
I took him for a walk out in the backyard, and he headed towards a shrub ambitiously. After smelling it with his mouth open and drooling a LOT, he began to furiously rub up against the tree.
When I leaned in closer to see what he was doing, his fur stood up and he hissed at me and swatted me. The only time he's EVER done that was when I step on his tail accidently. After dealing with him growling and hissing as I carried him back home, he seemed to return to his old self after about 5 minutes.
Did he smell some weird chemical? Another cats scent? It couldnt have been catnip, he doesnt hiss at me for it. Im a little worried.
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Posting it there too, I just really need reassurance he didnt smell some weird chemical, and that this is normal. Im worried.
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>>17461241
Another cat pissed there. made him territorial.
Even the nicest of cats go nuts when they smell an alpha cat nearby.
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Hey guys settle an argument. So my mom was out at a Carrabba's and ordered a chicken mushroom plate. Upon which the server said "Oh you don't want that. It has Mushrooms in it". (My mom never said she didn't like Mushrooms). Then later in the evening after waiting an hour of slow service in an empty restaurant they ordered desert. The creme brulee. The waitress then said "Oh you don't want that they don't make it very good here". The service and the two comments motivated my mom to place a formal complaint on their website.
So Adv, what do you guys think? Would you complain if the service was awful and the waitress advised you against your order?
Settle an argument. Thanks. Tits in advance.
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who cares
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Op is a fag
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Well my brother is bent out of shape because he works in the service industry and knows that this waitress was more then likely terminated. He feels this was a "dick move". Settle the argument.
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Does collecting loli and liking it very much make you a pedophile? People on the internet have told me that and for the most part I deny it. Still it makes me second guess myself.....if it's true, is it even that bad to be one?
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No because lolis aren't real. Before someone says they are, no they aren't. In real life they're just snotnosed brats. Lolis are 2D only. If you are attracted to 3D children, then yes you are.
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>>17461215
Do you want to fuck children?
Do you want to look at sexual images of real children?
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>>17461230
Yes, and no to the second one.
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Counseling/Therapy pls? 2016-08-14 21:47:24 Post No.17461212
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>Be NEET
>drop out of school
>addicted to WoW
>never shower
>only play on computer
>nothing but soda and pizza
>be heavy as fuck, never shower, the whole 9
>decide I want more out of life
>get a job
>lose weight
>stop playing WoW
>be normal for a few years
>go to parties
>get with women
>get GF
>go back to being near NEET
>still work 40 hours, and pay bills and take care of self
>just don't do anything with friends
>if GF wants to hang out, she pretty much has to come over to see me
>will put down vidya while she's over
>becoming just like I was before I went on to have a normal life
Should I strive to have the normal, social life.. Or is it okay to just accept I'm a hermit, and I don't come out of my shell because I know what really makes me happy, and that's staying home and playing games.
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As long as you hold your job and maintain your health you should be ok.
Well you don't have bigger dreams OP?
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>>17461260
Not really. Anytime anyone asks me about my future, or my plans I just say I'd like to be retired.
My whole goal is to live a nice, easy, relaxing life.
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What games are you playing besides WoW?
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i smoked weed and i dont feel the same, help me please.. 2016-08-14 21:43:22 Post No.17461203
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i smoked weed and i dont feel the same, help me please.. 2016-08-14 21:43:22 Post No.17461203
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i smoked weed and i dont feel the same, help me please..
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-short note- i smoked weed, i havent felt the same since, i was happy, now i feel like shit and just not right, its been a week since ive been feeling this, usually when i talk to people i have a gut feeling on what to say and when to say it, like its coming from my heart, now i have no feeling, people cud be talking to me and i would have nothing to say or nothing pop up in my head, i feel so dead, i just wish i could go back to normal.. im on the urge of just doing something, idk how much more i cant wait this out, i hate this so much, i wish to GOD i never smoked that shit, someone please help me, if uve been thru something like this, does this shit go away anytime soon?? i hate this so much, please help......
its been over a week and i still dont feel right, i dont feel like myself, i cant talk to people, nothing races thru my head, please if anyone has felt this i need ur help, im depressed on why this is happenining
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usually im thinking a lot, like when i talk to someone i have a feeling in my gut what to say or when to say, now i just feel so weird, like i think nothing, i feel nothing, i dont feel the same, i use to be happy and crack jokes, now nothing pops up in my head, i just hate this feeling, i cant talk to anyone without feeling weird or have anything to say, i dont feel right and i hate this, i just talked to my dad and nothing popped up in my head to say, he asked me that ive been strange lately and i know i have, i wish to GOD i could go back to normal.. i hate this so much
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Nigga why do you think people tell you drugs are bad? Your an addict now son, your life as you know it is over! Within two months you'll be sucking dick on the street to earn enough to get another hit.
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Weed can make underlying problems surface. It happened to me, I ended up going borderline psychotic, severely depressed/suicidal, generalized anxiety and an out of control panic disorder. I have been subjected to multiple panic attacks every day for at least 6 months.
This sounds like depression, keep an eye open for it. If there is no change after 3 weeks, go to a doctor. And don't listen to this faggaloo >>17461221, he's joking.
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Is there a way to get used to things being not clean?
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I guess but I don't understand why you would want to.
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>>17461150
no.
not clean leads to messy
messy leads to disgusting
disgusting leads to health hazard
health hazard leads to eviction and sickness.
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>>17461150
No. Clean depends on the person. My brothers live in disgusting filth literally hoarder tier and they don't do shit. Last time they did their dishes: July 15th. Last time the basement was really clean: about a year and a half ago. I cleaned it after i moved out. Now its back to being even more filthy than when I lived there. There is dried up cat puke in the middle of the floor by the stairs that is 3 months old. they just put a pillow over it. ants and bugs everywhere, fuck.
Serious question
Do I have to take away their motherfucking games? No one did this to me, and I lived like a pig. But they don't listen when I say clean up. I can come back there next week and nothing will change. It will be even messier, actually.
My grandfather takes care of them, pays the bills, and feeds them. They cant even do a fucking load of dishes out of respect. The old man has to wash his own dishes every morning.
I keep the upstairs clean but I refuse to do dishes. Childhood shit made me hate doing dishes. literally a whole month the dishes fucking sat there.
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Help me check my privilege? Is this shallow? 2016-08-14 21:20:30 Post No.17461138
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Help me check my privilege? Is this shallow?
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The olympics are on. It's great competition, fun to watch all of the events, and I'm just looking at these athletic women. Yeah they're hot but looking at them makes me mad as fuck. Furious and endlessly frustrated. Why?
Because the women surrounding me are on that 'feminine' shit where they're either really skinny, curvy, or just fat. very very very few are athletic. So many men go after these types of women that the 'athletes' are so far and few between and I can't get what I want. I think athletic women, even some of the butch ones, are hot as fuck. I wanna fuck and date them. I've done so with a couple girls in the past but it's been far and few between.
I've got a great body, tall, lift 4 times a week, swam competitively for 10 years- fitness is very important in my life and having a partner who is also into athletics and fitness would be amazing, after all couples that play together, stay together.
But now I've just begun to resent girls who don't lift or play sports, no matter the age or life situation (I work and balance fitness with success). It's gotten to the point where I'll see a chunkler or a skinny girl walking by and I'll just get triggered internally. I won't cause a scene or harass them but I've begun to feel uneasy. Why can't people be like pic related? it's healthier for you and more appealing for your potential partners. How hard is it to lift and play sports? It's fun and it makes you hot.
Is something wrong with me? Am I being entitled and crazy? Building off of that, body type and by extension, looks, is a baseline requirement for me in a potential partner. If you're athletic AND we get along, hooray. If you're athletic but a complete bitch or we have nothing in common, I'll definitely stick around for the sex but afterwards I'm peacing out. Is this shallow?
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don't go to the extremes, go for mere fitness and health. it sounds simple but you'd be surprised by how rare those women are, nonetheless the much rarer type is the athletic
in such cases like appearance, moderation can br good
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Not everyone shares your interests or priorities. You're allowed to want what you want, but your desires aren't any more or less valid than any one else's.
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Find a normal girl and play sports with her until she becomes your ideal.
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Hi adv.
In the past year I haven't really felt confident in myself, which resulted in having sex with my bf approximately once a week.
A month ago, I found out he was cheating on me. Having flirty convos with a girl he met in a game. Even though there is no physical contact, it's still cheating to me and I don't know what to do. He said he will never do it again (even though he is still playing games with her in the group) and I can't stop thinking about it. Whenever I'm not home, all I think about is him talking to her.
Also, when I found out he said he was sorry but ultimately blamed me, because I didn't want to have sex often and he needed validation/attention.
I don't know what to do... I cry everyday and it's all I think about... I thought I can get over it but I'm not so sure anymore...
If you need any more info feel free to ask
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>emotional cheating
>manipulative
>gaslighting
Break up with him. I know it's going to be hard, but you're much better off without him than with
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>>17461134
maybe you couldn't satisfy him sexually
it is very likely your fault op
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>>17461139
nah just talk to him about it. You seem kinda over sensitive about it but we have no idea what he said to this girl. or if she is just a random or someone on his friends list he plays with often.