I'm just going to copy paste the other thread I made because I don't give a fuck
What the fuck now? I tried to hang myself after getting super drunk. The last thing I remembered seeing was my feet slipping away from the floor, followed by waking up on the ground, with the bar I had tied my belt around broken off the wall and on the floor next to me.
I had fucking blacked out. That could of been it, that could of been the last thing I ever had to experience, but instead I'm still fucking here because that shitty piece of wood couldn't have held out for ten more minutes.
It was completely out of my hands, I was actually gone in a sense, and it was just up to fate to finally let me leave.
My own escape is the one thing in this world I am entitled to. Why can't I just have it?
Just jump from a skyscraper m8
>>17472997
What did it feel like?
>>17473056
You wake up wondering what happened. You don't remember falling down on the ground, and then when you finally collect yourself you look around and kind of piece together what happened. You try and remember, but the last thing you can think of was looking at your feet as you let them slip forward. Its just so surreal how there's this giant gap in memory, between that moment, and waking up.
Now, I just feel so fucking shitty that I was actually unconscious but managed to survive. My throat hurts so fucking bad, and I can't believe I still have to be here when I could of been gone by now.
If you've got a vagina does that make you a woman? I just feel like my body doesn't look feminine at all, I don't have a feminine shape and I don't look anywhere near as pretty as most girls. I feel like I'm a genetic failure and I'm not a proper human, let alone woman
Am I a proper woman? How do you know if you're not subhuman?
post pics 2bh
>>17472986
Everyone's definition of "proper woman" varies.
There are many ways to look more traditionally feminine.
If you post a picture, I could give you advice.
If you got 2 x chromosomes you are a woman regardless of if you cut your dick off or not
My boyfriend cheated many times and got one girl pregnant. I didnt know about it for many years. Even though I got really hurt, I didnt break up with him.
The thing is, the cheating part or him getting another girl pregnant wasnt the one that hurt me the most. Im hurting a lot because he doesnt want to have kids with me. I just dont get it. Him and the mother of his daughter hate each other and they were not even together at all. We are not married but stll chose to live with me instead of the girl and their daughter.
He also gets mad when I get upset about it. Why cant he understand that Im hurting? He's the one who really gets mad and Im thinking hes the one who brought this upon us. I wouldnt be bitching if he didnt do it.
I believe that men know how to separate love and sex. So I know that he does love me. If a man cheats, it's not because he doesnt love his partner.
He stopped talking to other girls. He stopped not because I told him so but on his own decision and doesnt want to get another girl pregnant.
What should I do? Im on the verge of giving up and just quit. I couldnt break up with him because we do get along if you exlude the cheating thing. We are still living together, have the same interests and love each other.
What should I do to save our relationship? And what should I do to make understand my side and where im coming from?
>>17472881
I can't even believe what I am reading.
A man who cheats you doesn't love you. A man who loves you does his best to protect you. Which includes not exposing you to the risk of STDs or to the emotional pain of being cheated on.
He doesn't want to have kids. He sees his daughter as a mistake, and doesn't want to make another mistake. You can't force him.
Leave and find someone you're more compatible with. Go to therapy and fix your self worth.
>>17472881
>Why cant he understand that Im hurting?
because he has the emotional maturity of a retarded chicken.
>I believe that men know how to separate love and sex.
mature ones do, yes.
>So I know that he does love me. If a man cheats, it's not because he doesnt love his partner.
he might love you, but he sure has a fucked up way of showing it. and to flip that argument around, just because he stays with you doesn't mean he loves you.
>He stopped talking to other girls.
that you know of.
>What should I do? Im on the verge of giving up and just quit. I couldnt break up with him because we do get along if you exlude the cheating thing. We are still living together, have the same interests and love each other.
you should leave him before he gets sick of being good and starts sleeping around again. people do change, but they don't change that fast.
>What should I do to save our relationship?
you shouldn't. I don't normally say this, usually I'm the one who tells people to get relationship counseling, but OP...this dude is not gonna change overnight. if he wants to get rid of his cheating problem and stay rid of it, he needs a counselor or a support group or at the very least a lot of time. a lot of cheaters never change, and the ones that do had to put some work into it.
he might change and he might not, but don't hold your breath on him changing any time soon. just move on. sorry OP.
>>17472887
this this this
OP wtf are you doing staying with somebody who's cheated on you multiple times? Have you any self respect??
Does anyone have any experiences with dealing with relationships and marriage? I'm going to be seeing this girl and his dad wants to arrange a marriage between us (traditional arranged marriage). I have zero experience with this kind of stuff so I honestly don't know what to do, I haven't even finished school yet but they want to do it as soon as possible.
What do you guys think?
>>17472862
Sounds pretty sweet. Sex, no having to muck around, probably get a dope dowry from the girls family.
>>17472865
They're actually kinda poor so I'm probably gonna be spending the most really. She also has very little education and just wants to be a housewife which is why they're pushing for the marriage so hard. I dunno, this just feels all kinds of wrong to me, I wanna finish my school first and get a job.
Any more ideas?
Anyone have exp with these condoms? Will they really numb me out?
Also, how to last longer? My penis tip is super sensitive and ejaculated super quick
>>17472794
I tried the Durex ones that are basically the same thing. I still came too early because there is no such thing as god, but I was able to keep going after. It was weird. I came, but didn't have an orgasm, if that makes sense.
>>17472809
Dont tell you kept fucking with the condom you just ejaculated into ?
>>17472809
Fuck what are my options then? I need desensitize my dick FAST
So when I went to visit my mother, I saw her with a very beautiful girl and she was a photographer.
The moment I came she left and left my mother only her business card with E-mail and a phone number.
I really liked her, how can I approach her please??
>>17472761
call her, tell her who you are and see how it goes.
>>17472766
But I'm afraid of rejection, she went to different parts of the world and she's very rich.
I thought that I need a special way to get her since I'm currently just employed in a restaurant and studying.
But she was really nice to my mother and wanted to visit her more
>>17472769
You're right. Never contact her and write fan fiction instead. At least that wont be a disappointment..
I think I am screwed. I am 24 years old, and never had a job. I have a mental condition that prevents me from speaking normally, so it is really hard to communicate with anyone in real life...making it borderline impossible to get a job.
I have 92 dollars in my bank account and am still living at home. I see people I went to high school with already getting married and buying houses. What do I do? How to I become able to support myself? I need to find something that I am physically able to do. I have sunk so low that I have even thought about posting on craigslist giving blowjobs to gay dudes or something for money...im pretty unattractive though
>>17472700
>I have a mental condition that prevents me from speaking normally
Why the fuck haven't you tried to deal with this?
>>17472700
supermarket checkout.
stockroom
dishwasher
>>17472700
where do you live anon, how intelligent are you? do you live with your parents?
My mom and dad are toxic. Abusive , neglectful people growing up in their house hold; each of them were in and out of jail and couldnt hold down work if their life depended on it. I've grown up , gone to school and done my best to live a stable life, opposite of the life they lead.
I'm on my way to getting married. I paid for the wedding and set aside money for a small trip for our honeymoon. My mom takes it upon herself to contact my soon to be wife demanding to be able to gift us the plane tickets to our trip, despite being told I have the money set aside and we dont need it. My mom wanted to be apart of this for some reason and said to call her back in a few days and she'll make it happen because she wants to have a better relationship with her and I.
The time comes and we call and my mom tells me that she wont spend the money on us because we dont deserve it. She stated that I dont like her and feels we only invited her to the wedding out of social obligation/saving face among other family members and If i called her more she would have taken care of it.
What the fuck is wrong with her and what would make someone go to these levels to waste time and energy? is she crazy or just broke , didnt have the money and wanted to save face some how?
>>17472662
lul shes a mom
its what they do
u seem awfully bitter @ ur moms
i think she notices that and being an unstable overly-emotional woman she reacted in the only way she could
by trying to hurt u back
feelsbadmane
>>17472662
Why the fuck would you even have that neutotic bitch come to your wedding? Sounds to me like she's going to be ending up making a massive scene at something to that you (hopefully) only get to do once.
Sounds like something happened between then and now to get her pissed at you. It may have even been something relatively minor that planted an idea and she doesn't even remember it. Maybe she heard some sad story about an old person wasting away in a nursing home while they're terrible kid never calls them and got scared that's where her life is going and decided to irrationally blame her insecurity on you when its got nothing to do with you. Or, yeah, maybe she doesn't have money.
Am I blocked from posting in this anime group??? I hope not, this will be the 3rd goddamn time I got permab& from a Facebook group
how the fuck should I know?
>>17472639
I dunno
You have to be 18 to post on this site.
Could I make myself a workaholic?
It would have to be a way that doesn't require discipline, motivation or willpower as I don't have those things.
If I could just work all day and never feel and only care about money life could be alright.
>>17472601
if you didn't feel then life wouldn't be alright because you wouldn't be able to feel when things were going well
and if you only cared about money, you'd never be happy because you'd never have enough
>It would have to be a way that doesn't require discipline, motivation or willpower as I don't have those things.
then I guess cocaine
enjoy your brain haemorrhage
>captcha: ohls cokey
>>17472710
I'd never feel tfw no gf.
It's stupid to get sad about not being able to fulfil those urges and I know that if I could stop then I should.
>>17472710
>then I guess cocaine
You mean speed. Not that I recommend drugs as the solution.
How do I stop desiring relationships? They get in the way of my life goals
>>17472580
figure out why you want relationships, then find something else that fills those same needs
>>17472580
Sounds like a relationship is the life goal you most.
Just go and start one, you can always end it if it isn't working out.
>>17472580
iktfb
I'm in a shitty relationship right now that is holding me back and causing me problems but at the same time it's the only thing that makes me happy. Feel like I'm a heroin addict or some shit.
I was on Shamchat and I got into a chat with some guy. He was very slow when typing, and suddenly the topic of sex came up. I was joking with him an he said "sorry, 19 year olds from texas arent really my thing" and then I disconnected. Yes, it is my age and my state, but that was all he put. Right now I am a little scared, as I have no clue how there is any way he found that. Should I really be concerned? Did he get my ip or something? Someone please just try and calm me down
i recon he might have seen that you were from Texas or you mentioned it,but i think he made a random guess with the age.
you pick a username you've used before or some shit?
IP doesn't work like that...
You ever go on a porn site, and it says "MEET LOCALS IN [texas]"?
If this guy was some 1337 hax0r somehow, he would only know your general area, not your house address or anything.
Secondly, he said he wasn't interested, so I think you're safe.
Thirdly, even if the guy SOMEHOW knew your home address, you are most likely many states away, or many countries apart. It wouldn't be worth the plane ticket around the world to arrive at the house of a girl, considering that all girls have houses and that 50% of houses contain girl.
You are perfectly safe OP.
I was dating this girl that went on a trip for 3 months.
We broke up two weeks ago due to distance, and we didn't talk until I left her a single message yesterday. I told her to have a safe trip and asked if she wanted to be picked up. She declined and said she will find her own way home. I didn't send her a message back
I'm not sure if I should go to the airport or not and surprise her with flowers. I really don't want her to get mad and reject me again so I am considering not doing it.
>>17472494
I suggest against it. If y'all broke up and it has only been 3 months, moving on shouldn't be all too difficult. You don't want to come off as clingy. If she said she'll find her way back home, then trust that she does. If y'all haven't talked since the breakup, the relationship doesn't seem to have ended on good terms.
>>17472519
We dated for half a year, and I know its true that she will find her way home.
I just feel like there is a chance that if I do go maybe she will be happy to see me
>>17472532
But at the same time, maybe she just wants some space. You don't want to be too intrusive. I suggest you give her a week or so once she arrives, then ask her out casually (coffee, lunch, etc...)
Okay so this week I talked to this new cute girl at my work. She's pretty slutty (always has like a group of 3 coworkers talking to her, very flirty with everyone, already sent one of my coworkers slutty pictures). Whenever I say hi to her she smiles a lot and I'm pretty sure she went out of her way to ask me something yesterday. The thing is next week is my last week at this job.
I've always been beta when it came to girls but 5 months ago I got my first real girlfriend and my confidence has really improved. I would like to fuck this girl or at least get her number, not because I really want her but because I would like to practice my chad skills.
I'll never see this girl again after next week so if I fuck it up, it's not really a big deal. Basically I have a girl to practice my game with, without the consequences of awkwardness after. I'm thinking I should make her laugh a few times, flirt a bit then on the last day we both work to just ask for her number.
Any tips?
I wouldn't do it. and I'm not just saying that because you'd be cheating on your gf, although that is true as well as being skeezy.
it's because after you leave, there's nothing stopping her from blabbing about it. it could get back to your gf somehow (if you think "that's impossible," it's not, things get back to people in ways you'd never expect), or it could get back to someone you were counting on using as a reference. and yes, some employers do check references.
it's important because, let's say you're about to leave job A and going to job B. if job B doesn't work out, you're going to be looking again before long - without the benefit of a long time spent building up relationships at job B. so you may end up needing to contact people from job A.
basically, the "don't shit where you eat" rule applies even if you don't plan on eating there much longer. you never know who you're going to need to trade lunches with in the future.
if you're a fast food worker or something, then maybe this doesn't apply as much. but office politics aren't always restricted to white-collar work environments.
>>17472872
It's retail and half the people working there are 18-25 who quit after a year
Don't do it bro, women love drama and if you're still with your girlfriend there's minimal chances that the girl you're planning to fuck will find out who your girlfriend is somehow, whether it's through the people whom you've talked about your girlfriend and they know who she is, or some other way imo.. You'd be surprised how many backstabbing people there are. It has happened to my sister, she started going out with some guy and the exgirlfriend found out who she was and found her on facebook through one of my sisters "friends", the exgirlfriend started sending a bunch of rude shit through facebook etcc
A lot of women are snakes dude.. they don't want to see you happy.
Is therapy the biggest fucking scam ever?
Is just someone asking you the same questions over and over again but with different words.
How does talking to some person who probably doesnt have anything in common with yourself help?
I've been on 4 sessions and is just a buzzwords echo room
>>17472465
They help you make sense of things more. Sometimes we can't understand things and they help us find a solution. They probably won't resonate with our lives, but they help make sense of it, they're job isn't really compassion but understanding of yourself.
It worked well for me. It gave me a whole new perspective, made me realize many of my flaws and discover things about myself that helped me grow as a human being. Having someone to talk about things you'd never talk about with anyone else and dig into those areas is a valuable thing. I probably would've suicided if I didn't go.YMMV of course. These people (should be) professionals and know what they're doing, but if you honestly think it's not going to help you at all you might have to try looking elsewhere.
I think being completely self aware is a rare thing and therapists, at least good ones, will help you explore yourself
you sound like you've got them all figured out and you're just complaining, why come here