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I have been dealing with strong self loathing this years, and I wasn't like that. I just have this horrible urge to punch myself in the face (I resist it, but it comes back strongly and with anxiety).
It began 3 years ago, and I think the reason is because I was sexually assaulted by a "friend". Sometimes I feel really guilty for feeling bad, because I am technically ok. I feel bad for feeling bad because I know there is more fucked up situations than mine, but I guess it doesn't work that way.
I find it weird because I was never a sad person, and when this incident happened, I was mostly ok for the first year, as if it never happened (I even forgot about it), but then I started to get depressed and fuck everything up.
Now this feeling is back, and I don't know how to deal with this. Do I have to go to therapy? I tried once but the lazy fucker just wanted to give me pills. Is there any other thing I can do to deal with this?
I have friends who I talk to, but I feel as if I want to fucking hurt myself if I am alone and I can't bother my friends everyday.
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How did your friend assault you?
I was assaulted too in college. Stay strong.
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(srry for my english)
He was always taking care of me and keeping me company as I worked ( I worked in my own restaurant, sometimes alone). I trusted him wholeheartedly.
He knew how to do really good massages, and he always did them to me to ease my stress. One day, we where alone and he took my bra off, and I was ok with it because he was doing "a back massage" and suddenly he started touching me. I said no and then he put a knife in my throat and told me he could slice my throat and I'll bleed myself to death in one minute. So I stood still.
What I find very surprising is that I never ever thought he was capable of doing that. It broke me.
He then asked me to so some nasty stuff I don't really want to write in here.
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take pride in being hot enough to be sexually assaulted. it means you have the world in your hands if you can take advantage of it. sounds harsh, but it's true. you have no reason to be so sad.
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My Girlfriends Family hates me for no good reason except for the fact im white
>Be seeing beautiful 20 year old Indian girl (she was born in canada)
>Im Canadian with a nearly 100% french background
>I am 23 with a great job, i make $38/hr and most likely make more money then her father
>We are in love in its purist form
>She has met my family and they love her
>She just told her mother and father about me
>They tell her that i am just using her and that im just going to dump her
>They tell her that She shouldn't be dating white men and brown men are better (lol 90% of brown guys i know are spoiled trustfund babies who are total tools)
>They have threatened to take her car away and not put her through school
What the fuck is wrong with these people? I have an awesome career and i am a great person with only good intentions.
What can i do to make them accept me? Will they ever accept me?
Also sorry for the re-post
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Indian girl here, this is just how most Indian parents are. She just needs to grow the balls to stand up to them
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Indian parents are shitty and judgemental and they'll never like you
t. dated indian girl
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Buy her a car and out her through college. Tie her to your bed and feed her oatmeal.
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My Girlfriend once gave a guy a blowjob for money (this was waaaaay before we met).
However I'm not sure how to feel about it, I know she wont do it again, but it still feels weird.
Has anyone else ever had to deal with something like this?
Bonus Points for an advice from a christian perspective.
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What's in the past, is in the past.
If she's classy and loyal now, she may be a changed person. You've probably done shit before, bad shit, that you don't want to define you.
If I was you, I'd be curious about if she did money for favors more than once. If she used to be a prostitute then you might have some issues.
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>>17521150
It was only once as far as I know, and I have no reasons to suspect otherwise.
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>>17521158
Then i'd say let it slide. You've probably done a couple fucked up things in your life. We all have.
As long as she don't do it no more, forgive her. I know that forgiveness is a very big part of Christianity.
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I've been dating her for a bit more than 4 years. We just came back from a vacation and now 3 weeks later she says she really needs her space. We go on vacations like we just did frequently. The last couple weeks she has been very quickly frustrated.
What do I do? What should I not do?
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>>17521135
You need to talk with her. Something might be wrong and you don't know or she might be frustrated with your relationship or something else. We are not mindreaders, so you have to ask her. I'd recommend doing it asap, because if left unaddressed she might just dump you. At least you'll have a chance at doing something to fix it, if you act fast.
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>>17521135
>came back from a vacation and now 3 weeks later she says she really needs her space
where she probably met some attractive dude and is now very confused about her feeling. Classic travelling problem.
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>>17521135
While she was travelling they called her pussy summer hostel because it was never vacant.
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I'm terrified I'm majoring in the wrong field.
A ton of you must have feel/felt the same. What advice do you have?
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do what makes you free
free, mentally, you know?
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What are you majoring in? How close are you to graduating? What would you rather do instead?
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Business. About to enter third year. I'll finish it because I'm close and has so many transferable skills, but I want to do film production. I've made shitty homemade movies since I was a teenager and edit videos almost daily, but I'm terrified I'll get bored or not enjoy doing it as a career.
Question for the fellas :Which scenario bothers you more?
A. Your significant other was single for 2 years and hooked up with 15 different guys (blowing 11 of them) each one time before meeting you, or:
B. Your S/O being in a relationship and say, f/sucking her ex bf roughly 80 times over the course of 2 years?
I've been with my gf for roughly 2 years and I am pretty happen. I work the evening shift so sometimes I get into boredom spells and my mind starts to wander. I know the past is the past but I can't help but fight off the images of her and another man at times.
For the sake of discussion I'll believe that her ex was her first boyfriend and lover, and ultimately broke up with him because of a severe alcohol addiction.
However it may be because I'm exhausted from work but I can't figure out which one is truly worse: your girl formerly being in the hook up culture or her having a steady bf that has penetrated her quite possibly over 100 different occasions.
Thoughts?
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>>17521128
The first is infinitely worse
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Only 100 times in 2 years...........
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>>17521132
This, dumb OP
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My long term bf invites his friend over to game (yknow because of legion so of course) and ignores me the whole time like when I say "I love you" before I go to work. I dont want 24/7 attention but a "hi/bye/love you too" is the very least im asking. He acts like an ass when his friend is around but I try not to make a big deal of it. When his friend leaves at 11 pm finally, I stay to myself still just as I was before but now my bf doesn't let me and forces me to be in the living room. I turn on the TV to pokemon (xy a series we were watching together lol) because he chose to ignore me all day anyway to continue doing his own thing but then he turns it off on me and tells me I can't watch it. So I turned his computer off then well he chokes me and hits me in the stomach. Does this make sense.
He abuses me randomly and I just want to publicly call him out on it to people we know like friends, his family and even people from highschool so everyone knows the real him. Then maybe I can finally be brave enough to leave him with support (hopefully) and never have to deal with this stupid shit again.
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your own fault for dating chad instead of the nice guy
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Leave your relationship. He's hitting you?
It can't be fixed. Get your ass out the door.
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Hey he put up a really convincing nice guy act at the start and now I literally feel trapped.
I feel like I can't leave because I'm not brave enough to. I have a history with depression and anxiety which really doesn't help
I have been pressuring a friend who is not doing well to give me back money he has borrowed. Now I think u should just let it go.
What's a good way to say that without appearing as if I am doing this for charity / pity? (He is a very sensitive person!)
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>>17521117
How much dough is it?
Hire some guys to rough him up a little.
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>>17521119
$200
He has written me a check and I can fuck him up with it...
...but, I really think I should let it go.
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>>17521117
loaning people money like never goes well,
it just makes socializing super awkward even if it was well intentioned.
You can phrase it in terms of there's no time prerogative and that it's just a drop in the bucket for you. He'll probably still feel guilty about it indefinitely and it will probably hurt your friendship.
my mom died yesterday. the most surreal thing and heart dropping feeling ever was feeling my my mothers cold face.
what should i do to relieve some stress?
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you got any hobbies? do them or play vidya games if ur into that just anything to keep u busy and to take your mind off it
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Exercise a lot. Think about the happy times with your mom. You knew this day was gonna come eventually, accept it. No one is gonna live forever.
Spend some time with friends. Don't stay in your head too long.
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consume
So I'm from a small town where you basically know everyone in the high school. Now I'm about to start high school in Saskatoooon and I know no one. Im not a betafag and have been told by a 4chan face rate I'm about a 8/10. I also consider myself pretty witty and not in a racist 4chan pessimist kind of way.
Any advice on making friends?
Also any tips on finding someone to sell me some weed?
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East side or west side? Also, underage b&.
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>>17521122
East side and not sure what you mean by underage b&
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>>17521138
East side is mostly full of pretentious pricks, so you just gotta conform. You native or white?
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i didnt know other board to go to.
ive been growing my hair for over a year for the sole reason to donate to children. there is so many sites that will take my hair.
long story short, i dont know who to trust.
have any of you done this?
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>i dont know who to trust
what is someone going to do with your hair
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>>17521101
Sell it to make into wigs for blackies
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>>17521102
how do you know your hair wont be donated to a blackie
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so.. I started really drinking for the first time this year. first time getting drunk and all, numerous times by now.
>first time getting drunk
>sitting at my computer listening to sad music
>before i know it i'm crying and sobbing so loudly my mom hears me and comes in my room
>im hunched over my desk unable to lift my head off of it, and unable to stop crying hysterically
>keep telling her "i'm sorry" and continue sobbing
>she leaves after a bit
>i puke and go to sleep
every time i drink, it's alone (from r9k so ofc)
so i tend to get very emotional, sometimes i drink just to feel something.
but multiple times i have thoughts of suicide and hopelessness, which i thought i was over for a long time. i cry every time i drink unless im talking to an online friend- and i feel like ive grown so used to not being that emotional that feelings scare me and i think i have a problem (with depression- i dont have a drinking problem)
so i thought, hey it'll all be alright as long as i dont get drunk anymore.
but i lead a boring and empty life and i want the emotional outlet it gives me
but every time, i feel as though i should seek help
am i over reacting or is drinking usually like this ?
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Get high instead. Seriously.
Stop drinking unless you're with friends.
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>>17521074
i don't have any friends
don't have anyone to get weed from and i kind of don't want to try it right now, as i think it wont help me start my life
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>>17521069
nigga i drink almost every night
it's almost never like that
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My bf watches weird porn...
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Wall of text incoming.
So me and my SO have been together for a little over two years. We live together, totally in love, blah blah blah normal relationship.
Maybe a month or so ago we were having a go at each other, wrestling around, as one does occasionally in a relationship. I grabbed his phone and threatened to go through his search history to see what kinda "weirdo porn he watches" Obviously it was just a joke. I know he watches porn and I couldn't care less, I do too it's totally fine. He started freaking out. I mean like REALLY freaking out. The playful wrestling turned... Not so playful? I've never seen him like that before it was kind of scary. He took the phone back and kept yelling "you're ganna think I'm fucking weird." I'm prodded him a bit then gave up, and then he finally showed me the websites he visits. Hentai heaven or something like that. Anime porn basically.
I mean I'm not personally into it, but I guess I could see why someone would be. I told him its not weird, it doesn't bother me (it's a little off putting DESU, but I wasn't going to let him know that I thought that) blah blah everything's good.
Fast forward to today. I just want to say first that I know I was wrong for snooping and that's a fuck up on my part. I looked through his phone history again while he was sleeping because I was got curious about what exactly he was watching. Was it just like your run of the mill anime school girl with huge tits, or full on tentacle porn? I was not prepared for what I saw.
Mlp furry porn?! Uhm what..? I don't know how to feel about that? The sexualizing of imaginary ponies.. that are meant to be children? The fact that they're barn yard animals are one thing.. but they're meant to be little girls that appeal to little girls. It doesn't stop there, I also saw anime pictures of young girls, meant to be sisters apparently, doing sexual things to each other. They were depicted as girls no older than 14 mayb. I feel sick. Pls hlp me to understand
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Uhh some guys are into that shit. It's like every guys nightmare for the girl to find out. Honestly,it's jsut porn. Like JUST porn. Random shit to jerk off too. Please, nothing to be alarmed about. 4chan makes some niggas get into weird shit.
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10/10 troll, expertly constructed
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You're a cunt for looking through his phone.
If your boyfriend knew every little detail about your life, and I mean EVERYTHING, you really think that he wouldn't find something seriously concerning? Everyone has a skeleton in the closet.
Chill out. Liking weird porn is the best bad thing a guy can do. At least he doesn't torture animals or something.
I personally have trained my cat to drink my piss when I take a leak by standing on the toilet seat and sipping the stream. My GF of 4 years doesn't know about this and probably never will.
Doesn't change our relationship
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But I need your /adv/ice
Gf just said that she's tired of me and feels unappreciated
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>>17521017
She's probably cheating on you already or probably going to cheat on you if you dont do shit to make her not tired of your ugly ass. just pay her more attention(not in a clingy ass way just be with her more u phaggot)
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>>17521023
We'very been together all week, she's been at my house all week long
I haven't been neglecting her in the least bit
At least not in my eyes
Hell she's less than 5 ft away from me
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>>17521026
then ask her what the fuck is wrong. maybe she had some family problems or something happened between u two. idk could be one of those. just ask her whats wrong.
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>been friends with bro for about 7 years now
>he's an extremely high-functioning autist who gets thirsty over girls non-stop but has never landed anyone
>over the years seem him talk with girls, fail to handle them, and always ends up hurting both of them
>lately he's trying to get involved with a high schooler he works with (he's 22)
>not only is the age gap an issue, but she has red flags everywhere (broken relationship with parents/family, few friends, into "dark things," whole nine)
>he's got some Messiah complex thinking he can help her and then fall in love
>I catch wind last night and heavily advise him to stay away from her for both of their sanity, plus seeing co-workers is a huge problem. he agrees to stay away
>he texts her tonight anyway, she seems lonely enough to actually consider him
How do I convince him to stop, or why shouldn't I? I don't want him to get involved with crazy, and co-worker relationships aren't allowed to begin with. He even mentioned quitting his job to be with her, it seems like idealistic nonsense to me
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Jesus Christ, let him make his own mistakes. He's clearly not going to listen to you, stop wasting your breath
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>>17521009
sit down with him and be serious as shit (if hes never seen you serious) tell him exactly how it is and why he should stay away, he'll realise your tone and maybe it will stay with him idk
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>>17521014
I guess, it just feels wrong as a friend to watch him go down a shitty path and likely suffer from it. His whole family is fighting him on it too.
>>17521015
Might do this, when we talked it was pretty casual since he seemed to understand.