Four hours ago I shoved one of those large syringes up my asshole (the ones without the needle) and now I wake up to find this when I wipe my ass. What do?
>>18646026
Its the first sign of AIDS.
Go to the doctor immediately and tell them what you've done
>>18646026
>one of those large syringes
What the fuck are you talking about anon? You'll have to be more specific than that, but it sounds like you were trying to give yourself an enema, correct?
The only reason I did is because I wanted to put something up my ass and I was really horny and forgot my dildo and my dads place
Ausfag.
26 worked during and straight out of high school. Parents were more the "hard work gets you places" even though it got them no where.
Since leaving school i have been unemployed for about three months in total until the last big one. Was made redundant when dicksmith shut down (like radioshack for merifats).
>Went into another sales job. Get to play with Expensive cars everyday
>its long hours but i like it cause it means im not bored.
>Lose my job by no fault of my own (bosses words).
>Been unemployed for 9 months and it's killing me.
>Took a major hit to self-esteem.
>on meds to keep anxiety down but they just keep me at a constant level of panic
>if im not on them im a insufferable cunt because of anger problems
>rock and a hard place trying to stay sain for gf
I have applied for shit over and above my skill set and for laboring jobs and servos. Anything to get me out of this rutt and get back to being myself.
I started tinkering just to keep busy but i dont have the $$ for much with car payments and rent.
I'm not sure what to do. It's that "move to where jobs are or wait it out" thing. Will probably have to move in a year or so for the gfs study but i need to replenish the savings first.
I don't even know if im asking for advice i think i just needed to vent.
Is there anyone else that is in a situation like this? Ausfag or not.
Pic related. My old shop.
>>18646023
That was Chirnside wasn't it?
>>18646080
Nah
Could always try getting into a trade. You're a bit old for it but if you prove that you want it and that you're aware it's shit pay for at least two years they'll jump on you because you're not a retarded 16 year old.
So ive been best friends with this girl for about 6 months now, and the problem is that ive been in love with her since we met, but i never wanted to confess my love because our friendship was so precious. But now people at my school think we are dating, and it really bothers her and she has become distant and doesnt hang out with me as much because she doesnt want all the negative attention (i am of the nerd crowd, while she is from the more popular crowd). What do i do? I really wanna remain friends with her and also crush the false rumors...
This precious friend of yours kicked you to the curb the second she thought it would tarnish her rep. Are you retarded? Why keep a friend like this? Have some self respect.
Go up to her and tell her that her behaviour in all this is disrespectful and if she wants to continue this friendship that she needs to apologize.
How do I get invited to parties?
Have friends that hold parties.
Become good friends with a social butterfly, or be someone's trusty friend who's always here. Now the steps to do those things is a completely different topic.
Have friends
Be enjoyable to be around
Be ok with drinking and drugs
Know how to talk to girls without being weird
How to gain confidence?
It seems in society that in order to be the "most attractive" female you'll need to essentially look like a basic bitch. Yes I'm talking about the blonde hair, duck lips, over contoured fake spider lash falsies type of face. But thats just not me and it makes me feel like a wall flower. Most days I'm ok with it but other times it just hits me and makes me feel shitty about myself.
Best advice I can think of (at 1:40 am at least) is not to worry too much about "most attractive" is, as that tends to be more of a mainstream and basic wide appeal. If you have any hobbies or subcultures you're into, those could really help expand your view on what people can consider attractive. Take 80's punk culture for example, someone into that sort of thing could easily find pic related much more attractive than what you posted. People have all sorts of different taste (hell just look at the thicc vs thin debate), and expanding your view beyond the common thot seems like your best bet.
>TLDR find a circle you're comfortable and click with
>>18645997
Find your own aesthetic and run with it. And just being polished and put together in general helps a lot.
>>18645997
It makes me sad reading this as a guy. I see more and more girls dye their hair to whatever colour is 'in' etc to look generic and boring. There's no denying that there's an audience for it but it isn't the best for a relationship to be built off appearance. I actually dislike anything unnatural like dye or even makeup which makes it hard for me to be attracted to any girl since so many feel the pressure to wear their looks like a badge of honour.
Should I do MMA or Brazilian jiu jitsu?
>>18645981
idono ask fit
bjj is gay, i prefer muay thai, but in reality not much will protect u from a stab wound so just getting really big is the key idea if youre paranoid about getting mugged or whatever, thugs dont mess with big dudes
Boxing you fagget
Muay Thai or Krav Maga or something.
I have weird reactions to meds and chemicals sometimes. I used this topical acid treatment about a week ago and somehow it put me into this strange brain fog that makes me feel like dying. I feel like killing myself. It's really irritating. it feels like I can't experience good feelings like my neurotransmitters have been fried or something.
>>18645964
What is the main component of this topic agent?
I try to help you but without further information I cant do this.
Hey y'all.
Been dating this girl for a while and she was telling me a story on about how she was out clubbing and a friend had his lesbian friend with him who kept hitting on the girl I'm seeing. She said it was all so funny, she bought her drinks and then she added "well she wasn't even that bad, I even started to consider it" which she kinda said jokingly, so I joked along asking if she was for real, she laughed and nodded.
So it's a story from way back before I met her. Why is this topic slightly triggering me from the inside? I was dating bi girl who blurred out in a bad argument that I'm making her want to go back to women, which kinda hurt that time - could that be the cause? As I said, this story happened some time ago, she was young, I don't see how there should be any issues, but why the hell does it come up in my mind? I'm morning homophobic or anything, I get that in the right situation and condition, the same gender can seem appealing and all. Is it a lack of confidence or something more? I don't know...
Pic unrelated
Shit, phones auto correct seems to be going full retard today, sorry for the errors in the next.
Ex bi *blurted out
*i'm not homophobic. Fuck knows why it got changed to 'morning' haha
You feel threatened because you fear that she really could ditch you for a layyydie and now you're trying to process the fact that you might have to compete with whole other group of people to be adequate for her. I don't think this is an unreasonable thing to feel intimidated by. Let it go for now. Keep note of how often she brings it up. If it seems like she's using it as a pressure point, you might need to contend with that. I can't give you any further advice. I haven't had to deal with this problem in particular.
I've realized my entire life has been characterized by sin. How does an anon give up sin and become born again through Christ?
you don't. you just keep sinning until the day you die, but right before you do, you ask god to remove your sins. bing bang boom.
Step 1: Consider what action you can take right now that will best glorify God and steward the part of His creation you have been entrusted with.
Step 2: Do that thing.
Repeat.
>>18645937
Fuck man fuck you that's my plan
My refrigerator is essentially broken. The fan/condenser is still running, but the fridge is slightly cooler than room temp, and the freezer is about as cold as the fridge used to/should be; slightly above freezing.
I've already contacted the property manager, they're sending out a repairman tomorrow. The only issue is that I have a bit of raw beef and pork in the freezer; before it "thawed," they were pretty damned frozen. Now, they've thawed, and are really just refrigerated.
How soon will they go bad? They're soft to the touch now, but still "cold;" again, as if they've been stored in the fridge instead.
>>18645904
More than 4 hours above 5° C is unsafe.
>>18645904
It's fine, and it'll be fine for a few days at fridge temp. Look into cooking and eating a bit more meat than usual over the next little while- it's not good to try and re-freeze.
Also: meat can be pretty damn awful yet be perfectly edible (and sometimes even more delicious,) when cooked thoroughly.
option 1) get a cooler with ice and put meat in the cooler
option 2) cook and salt the meat and put it in the 'freezer'
option 3) kill yourself
I ate some very spicy hot wings and now I am having a hell of a time with my shits man. The pain is almost unbearable. My anus has actually torn open to some degree and is bleeding considerably. That, coupled with the fact I ate the hottest wings possible and that spicy sauce is getting in those open wounds, is almost too much to handle physically.
I have to poop right now, and in fact should probably wipe, but my anus is so tender that any sort of touch sends my nerves into overdrive.
wat do
Take shower
can you get to the drug store real quick?
first and foremost buy some flushable wet wipes. dont wait for an emergency to have em, why not use em daily? your anus deserves the same comfort you allow the rest of your body.
you can also buy an anal douche. just make sure you lube it up extra good. dont just stab it in to your hole. the best you can do is lay back in the shower, have the nozzle lubed and filled with water and ready to go, and life your legs. start by gentling massaging around the anus with a lubed finger, and just kinda massage it in circles. it will eventually open up. THEN Stick the nozzle in, and put the water in.
your poop will slide out with a very minor cool burn. Afterwards use wet wipes to clean, or take a shower after. Always use wet wipes to clean your anus, and then use a fragrance free moisturizer to stop it from drying out.
and like the other anon said, if wiping hurts too much and you cannot get to the drug store, just poop and then take a shower.
>>18645875
This seems silly, but I have a moral issue against the regular use of wet wipes in modern society. They clog up our sewer systems very badly because they don't decompose like toilet paper does, costing cities (the taxpayers) billions of dollars to extract. They extracted a shit ball from the London sewers that was the size of a whale somewhat recently that costed the city a bunch of money.
Anyway, I might do the anal douche thing. My pride and sense of moral integrity went out the window as soon as that sauce hit those open sores. Thanks.
Hey adv, I am moving back in with my parents and I've never been so humiliated before in my life. I moved out when I was 18 and joined the army, but recently i tore a tendon in my leg in a pt session and I can hardly walk, let alone be a soldier again. So I needed to move back until i figure out what I should do next, but I honestly have no idea what that is. I graduated highschool, obviously no college, and I have had no other ambitions other than being in my countries armed forces in the combat arms. I have no skills, and no idea what to do. My parents seem happy I'm back but they are disappointed I chose this life for myself. What are some career choices you would recommend, like I said I have never thought about doing anything as a civilian. I'm only 22 and I seriously feel like my life is over.
You could always get into a technical trade, like a CNC programmer or a welder or some such fuckery.
>>18645851
I concur
go back to school? 22 is not old
Anyone have tips for someone who is in a romantic relationship with someone who has BPD? Good friend of mine also has it. Convincing them that it gets better and that they need help is almost impossible. Look up a symptom on the list and it relates to them. Is there anything I can do? At least to lessen the self harm, emotionalism, and drug abuse?
>>18645822
As someone who has bpd as well.
Be there for them. Even when they're frantic and telling you to leave. Be the constant
yeah, dont. its that simple. if youre mentally normal do not get involved with someone with bpd.
you cant fix people, sounds like you need some therapy yourself
I've had hiccups for the past few hours and really shallow breathing breathing. What do
Medfag here. There are dozens of causes of hiccups. Your diaphragm may be irritated, you could be in a low-oxygen environment, have eaten too much, air trapped in the stomach, or stress. Go outside, put on a meditation tape, and do some deep breathing. If it persists for more than 24 hours go to the emergency room.
GUYS CODE RED.
Visiting my parents house and I've shat a brick in the toilet.
It's not clogged it just won't flush i've tried pouring boiling water and disinfectant down but It's not helping and I can't find any bleach.
What products can I use to break this monster up, I can't squish it with my hands or a hanger because the thought makes me want to vom.
They'll be home in about 1 hour
Poke it with a stick, or flush it, close the lid, and feign ignorance.
>>18645816
A plunger?
>>18645816
Put more stuff in the toilet, it'll weigh it down and squeeze it through