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I was the author of all their pain 2016-09-12 23:03:41 Post No.17561910
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I was the author of all their pain
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Pic related, first of all.
Let me start by walking you back to the beginning. I was heavily bullied in high school by people who ought to have known better. As I moved on with my life into college and the world outside of academia, I kept track of some of my former bullies. They stayed more or less the same, but now had money and social status to enable them. It rankled me that they were still the way that they were, but I felt for them as a human being as well. I wanted to redeem them from what they were doing.
I set about engineering a set of disasters in their lives. I inflicted very specific and tailored pain to each of these individuals, and I kept it up so that it would set in. The purpose of this pain was to teach them to see things from the perspective of the people who they had victimized. This project was successful: a majority of them went through a dramatic personality change and became very different people. The sort of people that I had hoped for them to become when I began.
Now I need to do one of three things:
Option 1: Approach them and explain what I did to them and why, and ask their forgiveness.
Option 2: Turn myself in to the police, I committed a number of crimes (not felonies though) and let the system take care of me in place of my tormentors/victims.
Option 3: Live with the guilt of the pain that I caused and tell no one who matters.
What do you internet strangers think that I ought to do?
tl;dr: I hurt people for what I feel was a good reason and I want penance.
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>>17561910
I want details, please.
You should anonymously invite them to dinner and reveal your machinations.
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>>17561917
Well, I framed a couple of them for prostitution to teach them not to persecute social outsiders or to victimize people by rumor mongering. Those were my biggest success stories incidentally.
I'm not that big of a supervillain, although I know that over the internet I must sound like some cliched roleplayer. I am not.
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id not say anything at all, they obviously were shitty humans and deserved there punishment.
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'Person of Interest' in a potential criminal case. 2016-09-12 21:52:31 Post No.17561693
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'Person of Interest' in a potential criminal case.
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Hey /adv/,
So I've been contacted once by a detective from the 'Family Crimes Unit' about speaking to me about an alleged incident of sending threatening/harassing e-mails to an ex-girlfriend; these allegedly include threats of harming her, her family, her pets and releasing naked/nude/sexual pictures of her.
He seized my computer back in January and I assume they're looking for any of said e-mails or pictures.
Now here's where it gets kinda interesting: Two months before they seized it I was using the 'Professional Version' of CCleaner to wipe my PC clean multiple times a day (out of force of habit), reformatted both SSD 2-3 times and then installed PC games to the brim on both drives so I assume even if there 'was' any pictures, they'd be long gone.
As for the e-mails, she's claiming they were sent from 3-4 different Gmail 'burner' accounts from August to November and then those accounts were immediately closed.
I P2P and am paranoid so I would constantly get new IPs and reboot my cable modem and router; well I've moved to a new house since December and the PC they seized has been connected to a new modem, router and assigned a new IP.
Ultimately, if they find no pictures and all they have are a single or multiple IP addresses linked to my computer (that was used by multiple people; including her) is that enough evidence to actually file a case?
I assume they subpoenaed Gmail for information for those burner accounts but who knows if they'll give it.
This 'investigation' has been going on since January so is it possible the evidence just so weak that detective just looking for a confession to submit to the prosecutor to file formal charges?
Oh and the detective hasn't talked to me yet but I have called him and asked him when I get my PC back and he said he'd need to talk to me soon.
What do you guys think?
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>>17561693
You will never get your pc back again.
I believe there are some form you can fill out to get reimbursed after the case is closed.
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>>17561693
You need a competent criminal defense attorney. The only reason he wants to talk to you is that he's close to a charge but needs some piece of data from you. Any conversation you have will be designed to elicit that date. He will lie, he will cajole, he might threaten. Paranoid as you might be and careful as you are, he will likely be better than you. People who know they are under investigation and talk to the police without an attorney are either incredibly naive, incredibly stupid, or both.
Retain a lawyer or shut the fuck up and wait for a charge.
Do.
Not.
Speak
To.
Him.
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>Ultimately, if they find no pictures and all they have are a single or multiple IP addresses linked to my computer (that was used by multiple people; including her) is that enough evidence to actually file a case?
i don't know the law on u.s, but for what you say, you're gonna be alright.
Go for it.
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>>17561652
Claimed in the name of Pegasus
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Dear me,
stop being such a wimp.
Yours sincerely
me
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Dear me,
stop being such an austistic bitch.
Yours sincerely
me
Is it even possible for a girl to lower her standards when it comes to relationships/sex? Like, sure, I'd have no problem getting a guy if I'd just take anyone, but I'd also save a lot on groceries if I could only eat tree bark.
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>>17561523
Everyone male or female who expects perfection is nuts. If you spend a long time (years) trying to adhere to your standards and you never get anywhere. Guess what? you are the problem and you need to lower your standards.
inb4 white knight good feels enablers arrive.
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You can be my girlfriend!
I am your knight on the white horse.
I can cook, make millions of dollars, work 16 hours a day AND be with the kids, fuck the shit out of you for hours.
My hand doesn't get sore when spooning.
My dick is as hard as steel, and I wake up with the perfect haircut.
I am an actor, a rockstar, a hacker, I work for the government, and I do classified, dangerous things.
My suit always fits me perfectly. I don't swear, smoke, drink excessively. I can have fun and talk to you about quantum physics while not making you insecure.
P-please m-mmary me, m'lady?
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>>17561541
>how do I lower standard
>consider lowering standard
I HAVE tried dating someone I wasn't attracted to. It was terrible.
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I've just attempted to write down a story I formed in my head years ago, and yet again I failed. The anxiety poured back in, I can feel the muscles in my head tightening, and at this point the process is at its end point and I can barely generate thoughts or access memories. Typical panic horseshit, but drawn out over a long window of time. I tried to mentally return to that era of my life and I'm feeling all the same shit sensations I did then too.
I'm so disgusted. I created something beautiful, and now I can barely look at it without great caution, much less directly engage with it. Feel like smashing my head against a wall, I don't get it. I DON'T FUCKING GET IT. I already know what I'm afraid of.
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This is the only means for reconciliation. If I can't manage to do this I will only remain a slave.
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>>17561163
That's not a great story.
Have less cringey shit about anxiety resulting in physical problems.
Focus more on the description of the mental effects
Can definitely develop into a solid short story with more work
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>>17561266
That's not the story. It's how I'm responding to trying to fully recall and mentally return to my mindset when I originally made it.
The actual story is mostly based on my life, but in an abstracted form.
Cheated on my last partner, confessed, and was forgiven but I severely regret it. The relationship ended mutually and now I'm dating someone else. Gf told me the most unforgivable thing to her is to be cheated on and that it would end the relationship for good. Then she asked me if I had ever cheated on someone. I was so afraid that she might think I'd do it again, so I lied and said I hadn't.
My current partner is so sensitive to any sort of falsehood told to her and I am so afraid that t
she will find out, although it is unlikely. Should I confess and beg for forgiveness or say nothing and hope that she never finds out? I am a different person than I was when I cheated and will never do it again, but I am still so afraid of loosing her to this. Is it too late to say anything? It's been a month or so since I lied.
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>a month or so
I'm guessing you've had sex together since then. Tell her, but know that you are probably done for. See telling her as proof that you've changed, because you're acting like the same liar you say you used to be.
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If you tell her, she will dump you.
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Do not tell her you idiot, and if you cheat do not tell her.
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Help anon bros!
I'm in this near 4 years relationship, and while I do like and love her, I don't want to go on full marital,
its not that I don't like her, but I would really want more, not only meeting a better girl, but random girls that will not be the one, I really miss being single
now the problem is she does want to marry, and see me as her true love, and it shows, that really kept me going for most of the time
but what happens is now I'm just keep letting her down left and right, cause she is always demanding for more, after all she wants everything
but the more this goes the less I can give, and it results in even worse let downs
right now we just had an argument over the weekend (we didn't see each other) and plainly stopped messaging,
its like we're in this hellish purgatory step, where we both know what is going on, but neither have the courage to do something
and I've tried breaking up a couple times in the past, when it was just past that snap point, but couldn't go through with it
its truly terrifying, the sight of a girl I love breaking up in tears right in front of me is simply too much.
help 4chan, so tell me, what can I do?
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>>17560927
break up with her.
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Nothing less unattractive to a woman then a guy who is indecisive.
Make a decision ffs. Break up with her, let her know why and move on. Otherwise stfu and stop wasting her and our time. Jesus.
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>>17560941
yeah I know, but thats the point,
have your ever broke up with girl, specially when you're not in bad terms?
shit is hard
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I met this girl on the esports club on my university and by god she is literally everything I want in a girl. She loves video games, anime, cartoons, and we can honestly spend hours talking with no breaks. I was worried because she is one of those girls that frequents tumblr a lot but she turns out to have a realistic mindset and her tumblr side only shows when she is fangirling about Steven Universe.
That being said, I think she may be gay. She has said quite a few things that makes me think so but then again it could just be tumblr lingo (how she wants certain tough female characters to step on her). I also caught a glimpse of a photo on her phone of Lapis and Peridot fucking each other.
She has mentioned that she was in a relationship before but the way she said it doesn't point out if her previous partner was a guy or girl (she said that her previous relationship was a lot like Lapis and Jasper aka abusive but those two characters are female).
I honestly feel like I have a chance with her if she is straight, she immediately texts me back after I send her a message and at the end of the class we have together she rushes towards me. If she is gay though, then obviously I have no chance.
So how do I approach her? I feel like I should ask her if she is gay but then I am afraid that she might realize that I like her and get nervous around me which would stop the great conversations we've been having.
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Don't bring up the notion that she is gay, just flirt with her and see where it takes you.
Lots of eye contact, tease her in your texts and ask her out to a restaurant just to the two of you. The faster the better.
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>>17560816
>loves steven universe
you marry this girl right fucking now.
>should ask her if shes gay
why bother? if i had to guess she'd give you a complex answer. peridot is hardly 'female'. if i had to guess she is straightish but sexually just all over the place.
id just ask her out if i were you. it answers the important question, which is whether or not she wnats to be with you. nothing else matters. asking her if shes gay to find out if you should ask her out is really dumb. just skip that step.
and while jasper is technically referred to as a 'she' she is basically a man. she doesnt even have tits, just pecs.
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>>17560816
>frequents tumblr
oh god
What do guys think about going down on girls? I am with my long-term husbando, and I insanely love giving him blowjobs, but he doesn't go down on me in return. I don't ask him to, because I haven't had any good experiences with it, and I'm too impatient to teach him. I also don't want him to feel bad. What if he sucks and I can't come, and he's unhappy with being unable to please me? Sex makes me come much faster than fingers or oral, so I really don't mind not doing it. However, I want him to want to do it. For, if he wanted to, I wouldn't have to worry about how neither of us are enjoying it.
So anyways, what kind of men enjoy going down on women? Is it viewed as degrading? Do most men prefer not to?
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Maybe he's just a big pussy. I love going down on a girl, and on the contrary, it's a dominant act. She is completely at my mercy while I tease her and slowly bring her closer to orgasm. She loses all control. I'm in charge of letting her come. Maybe. If I want to. She might have to beg.
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I love going down on a girl and munching on some dripping-wet pussy ... Not all men like it though ... Your husband is not a telepath ... just talk about it. It's weird that you're together for so long and didn't discuss things like this ...
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>>17560465
If you want your lad to give you oral then you need to talk to him about it. You probably won't get what you're after if you don't bring it up.
>So anyways, what kind of men enjoy going down on women?
Making someone else feel good makes me feel good. Don't really know what else to say.
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When do you ask someone to be your bf/gf 2016-09-12 13:20:11 Post No.17560203
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how long should you know someone or be dating them to ask them to date you?
or are you dating already and theres just not a "label" on it?
i've hung out with a girl a few times now, i think (im 90% positive) we're mutually attracted to one another; i want to talk to her more and see her more, and spend time with her more, but i'm not sure how to accomplish that.
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Just tell her how you feel about her in your own way (different people have different quirks)
It's just managing expectations and establishing your intent on wanting to date her clearly
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>>17560219
well how clear of an expression should i make?
i told her pretty plainly that i like her....but i also said i'm fine being platonic friends; did i fuck up in that way?
(that was over text) i've tried to be...obvious but i dont know how obvious i really am, which may be problematic.
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>>17560258
I , personally don't tell my feelings over text.
There is just so much that can get lost and misunderstood in a digital message.
Whatever happened to ... tone of voice, facial expression and eye contact..sincerity even.
It's hard to say since i don't know the dynamics of your relationship.
Hey guys,
I posted on here about a month ago and wanted so advice concerning a girl I had slept with.
Here's a quick brief.
>high school friend and I start talking after five plus years of not connecting.
>she's had a rough time and has been pretty promiscuous as a way to deal with some major physical problems.
I.e. Can't have kids because of it.
>we end up having sex after mutually expressing the idea of waiting earlier in the day. She said it was because she wanted this to mean more than her past ""mistakes"".
>she ghosts me the next week, only giving me three word responses. I get fed up and tell her that it's all or nothing with me.
>she says pic related.
How do I respond to her now that she knows she's made a mistake? I'm kind of hesitant because I do like her but don't want to be another number on her belt.
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Text just few minutes ago
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bumping plz
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Just say you wanna hear what she hast to say. Done
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ITT: we write letters 2016-09-11 21:15:28 Post No.17557937
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Haven't seen one in a while. You know what to do.
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Dear Dad,
Every time i sit down i feel the pain....
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F
You have the fattest ass I've ever seen and I find you repulsive. Stop eating like a sumo wrestler
D
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S.G,
Everyone knows your baby is the result of make sex after someone told you that your "man", has cheated on you with multiple women. He got what he wanted from you... your submissiveness right after your big fight.
News Flash: He's still cheating on you and has been getting more bold. Now he's leaving lots of sexual comments for the whores of Instagram to read.
Tried to warn you. That's what you get for not listening in the first place.
Love,
R.G
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What do /adv/
>constantly argue with mom about trivial shit, we end up joking and shit 2 minutes after we fight like nothing ever happened
>barely speak with dad, he's like a distant cuck that lives with me
>sometimes dad get into my fights with mom
>dad gets into everyone's fights, no one likes my dad according to my mom and 22 years of living with my dad
>I was making progress with driving and shit
>dad was about to handle me one of his cars (I'm low middle class, he just has like 2 extra cars from 10 years ago besides his car and my mom's car)
>he gets into one of my arguments with my mom, I tell him to fuck off because I'm sick of his shit
>I was so mad I tried blackmailing him so he stop fucking with me (was going to tell mom that my dad frequents prostitutes which is true)
>he gets butthurt, starts ignoring me like every single time we have an argument
>basically tells me to fuck off with our driving practices and the car
I can't really afford to buy a car right now or to move out, and I was making solid progress. What do now?
I don't hate my dad, I just hate it when he tries to "scold" me after 20 years of not teaching me anything about life.
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>>17562619
You're 22, you don't have a license, you don't have a job, you're still taking driving lessons from your parents, you're still living with them, you're dependent upon him for a car, you're dependent upon your dad for driving lessons, and you tried to blackmail you father over petty shit?
Grow the fuck up.
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You made this post last month you fag, fuck off.
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>You're 22, you don't have a license, you don't have a job, you're still taking driving lessons from your parents, you're still living with them, you're dependent upon him for a car, you're dependent upon your dad for driving lessons, and you tried to blackmail you father over petty shit?
When did I say that I don't have a job? You're assuming shit because we're on 4chan.
I just got an accounting degree and work in a prestigious firm, I just can't afford much shit because I live in the third world.
>you don't have a license
Yes I do.
>you're still living with them
Can't afford to move out to be honest senpai.
>you're dependent upon your dad for driving lessons
Actually this is one of his conditions for handling me his car.
>you tried to blackmail you father over petty shit?
Not petty shit, this is recurring shit, also I'm not a beta cuck, I don't take shit from anyone, fuck off faggot.
I own a pair of vintage Doc Martens. They're getting a little small for me. Does anyone know how I can make them a little bigger without ruining the leather. It's real leather from what I understand.
I was thinking of using shoe stretchers. I've also heard that wearing multiple socks with the boots will stretch them out.
Any suggestions on increasing the size and what kind of product to use to restore some of the leather?
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>>I was thinking of using shoe stretchers. I've also heard that wearing multiple socks with the boots will stretch them out.
Those will work to a degree, don't expect miracles though. That patent leather is tough as nails, so you may crack it if you try to stretch too much too quick. Use some leather conditioner while doing this, Docs makes their own brand that works pretty well.
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>>17562615
Put them on, stand in a full bath tub, walk around all day letting them dry on you feet. Condition the fuck out of them with mink oil afterwards. Don't be a lazy fuck, use a hair dryer and as much oil as the boots will take in.
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>>17562637
Those clearly aren't patent leather.
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I am not sure what to do.
I just took my first calculus 1 test over limits and failed got a 43%. I thought I understood them but I guess not.
The calculus 1 class I'm taking is online so there is no one teaching me any of the concepts.
We are supposed to read the textbook online and figure out out on our own.
Best $600 I have ever spent... anyway.
I can't afford to fail this class but I don't know what i should do to actually learn how to solve these problems.
People recommend tutors but that is more money and time I need to spend.
What can I do in other to understand calculus?
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>>17562550
Patrick JMT is a big help.
Torrent a Calculus 1-3 textbook and grind thru the problems until you're good at it.
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>>17562550
I have tutored calculus for a little over 3 years.
1) Do not fret, the first chapter is almost always the most confusing for students. There is lots of complex algebra when defining these new things like limits, derivatives and integerals. But the Calculus itself (future chapters) is much easier. The hardest part of Calculus is hands down the algebra.
2) Check this out:https://betterexplained.com/articles/a-gentle-introduction-to-learning-calculus/
He has many articles on Calculus and Algebra written with concepts in mind. Pair that with your current Calc book and take a look at some of the other recs for texts you get on here and find what works best for you.
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>>17562550
Bro, go on YouTube and search ProfessorLeonard, he has full lectures for each section from Calc 1-3 organized in playlist form as well. Trust me just do it. The lectures are long but he isn't boring and actually goes in to detail explaining concepts.
If it makes you feel better I failed my first Calc 1 test as well, it gets better, I'm in Calc 2 right now and just got an A on my first test, so don't give up because of one test. For future math classes try taking it in class, online math really sucks. Definitely get your money's worth by having a teacher have to show up just like you.
I've seen some PatrickJMT videos but I feel like he doesn't really explain well, and he only does really basic problems....