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I'm an attractive male, tall, fit etc...
and I come from a large family with mostly females(7) but also males(5 including me),
we are all physically attractive, the females more so.
I lost my virginity at 13 because of my looks, and continued to get laid on a constant bases from that point based purely on my looks.
My behavior or the ways that I treated women didn't matter a single bit, they still had sex with me based on my looks.
This continued into my late 20's excluding a long term relationship,
where she cheated on me after 5 years after I devolved from an alpha to a beta provider.
I had no notions of the red pill.
Basically I'd never heard of the red pill or even considered it a thing,
I knew about game but did not apply it.
I do not consider myself better than males or females.
But women did use me and I had higher market value based on my looks.
Currently on the borders between the red pill and the blue pill.
All the interactions I've had with women confirm the red pill,
even now as I pursue friendships with women whom I think are interested in me based off my personality.
I can't deny that deep down they are using me for attention and sex.
Having 7 attractive sisters also confirms the red pill for me as I grew up observing the ways they controlled and manipulated men.
I'm afraid of accepting this truth, need advice on wether to continue on with my old ideas about women or drastically change
as it would mean treating women differently(something which I now see as justified due to failed relationshis where I became beta).
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All of my closest friends have suddenly come out as hard core neomasculine(not specifically) alt right kinda guys and I agree with them. But I feel like It's bordering on fanaticism. It's scary.
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>>17681634
What do you mean red pill blue pill?
Love the matrix but don't understand why you're using red/blue pill in your story
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>>17681643
/r/theredpill
/r/thebluepill
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So my fwb was in a car accident 6 weeks ago and had been injured her arms pand wrists pretty bad. She's been doing exercises and stuff but lately she's gone to church and honestly believes praying is making her heal.
Now she doesn't want to have sex and only wants to talk about god and mortality.
She's from a religious family but us fucking was like her escape from that I think.
Now what do I do? Do I support her god shit for now and hope it blows over?
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>>17681630
Good for her what is she talking about BJs?
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>>17681663
Toronto Blue Jays, a baseball team
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>>17681630
Maybe give her some space for a while? She could just be bonding with her family again?
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I think I'm paranoid. 2016-10-18 11:32:00 Post No.17681604
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But not sure.
I was talking with a friend today on facebook but it got a little strange. I'm not sure if I'm jjst being paranoid so please help me with your thoughts.
The conversation went exactly like this:
*After sometime talking with each other*
Friend: Btw, when you go to *overseas country*
Don't get a return ticket.
Me: Why tho <\3 breakin my heart
Friend: You won't want to come back
Me: Y
Friend: Just trust me, get a one way, if you want to come back then get it while you're there, just stay as long as you want to. You are living with ------- atm yeah?
Me: Ye
Friend:Yeah well just go as long as you like. You might end up wanting to stay.
Me: Lmao
Friend: You probably will
Me: Nah I can't, got uni next year
Friend: ???????
and?
Me: so I can do something with my life
Friend: Maybe that'll be living in --------
Me: Yeah nah
Friend: Don't say I didn't tell you so
Me: Why would I want to stay in a third world country
Friend:because maybe you could help the community etc. You won't know until you go
Me: Why are you telling me to stay in ------------ saying trust me n shit. Got me all paranoia
Friend: because your gf is there. You see it happen all the time, figure you might as well get a single ticket and see what happens. That way you don't feel obligated to come back if you want to stay. You see what I mean now or wha?
It has made me feel kinda paranoid... I had been dealing with paranoia a few months ago but I had been okay for a while until now, please help me out with what you think. Anything will help.
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>>17681604
I wouldn't overthink it man. Sounds like he was just projecting quite a bit and probably didn't know what he was talking about.
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Once you go black you never come back.
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Maybe he thinks that you'll want to stay there with your girlfriend. Maybe he's afraid that you'll leave him behind but he wants you to be happy and he thinks you'll be happy with her.
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So I'm having trouble picking what I want to study once I finish high-school
Started with Alg 2 in freshman year
Really love math and science
Taking engineering classes
Want to be in more advanced math and science but don't know which specific areas yet
Suggestions?
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>>17681592
read the sticky and jump off a bridge
janitor pls take action
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Double major in physics and math is the best If you want to sell your soul to science.
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gf suffers from depression, what do 2016-10-18 11:23:05 Post No.17681588
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gf suffers from depression, what do
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Hi /adv/.
I want to talk to people who suffer from depression or bipolar disorder. My gf has been diagnosed with the first and several symptoms point to the second so I need advice on how to handle this situation.
We've been together for more than 5 years and about a year ago she had told me that she wasn't feeling well, couldn't get out of bed in order to do stuff, wanted to stay there for a whole day, some time after she got diagnosed with major depressive disorder. The doctor prescribed some pills, but they hindered her performance in the university too much and had several drawbacks so she stopped taking them. Now she is saying that she is not ready to begin treatment, also we are pretty broke at the moment, so I'm trying to get a well-paid job to provide enough money for a good medical treatment.
We don't live together yet (going to move in the beginning of winter) so we mostly used social networks and phone to communicate, and now we barely speak even when we meet in person. She asks me to avoid physical contact, it makes her feel uncomfortable, so barely no kisses or groping or even holding her hand when we walk together. I'm dealing with that pretty damn bad - everything was so well and now it's all gone. Sometimes I try, for example, to take her hand, and in some of those occasion she reacts well while in other she pulls away and gets angry cause she thinks that I don't respect her requests. I try my best, but it is so hard to hold back when the person you love, you want to kiss and hug and fuck is withing the reach of a hand.
If you face or faced a similar situation, give me some information about how people with major depressive disorder feel, live, how you cope with that, anything that might be of assistance for me. I've tried talking to her about emotions she feels, dreams she sees, but she didn't want to talk to me about it - said that it would be hard for her to feel those thing once more.
Pic very related to how I feel.
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That sucks man, I know she is suffering in her own way but depression doesn't stop you from caring about your loved ones, she should understand how her behaviour is hard on you and really not fair. In my opinion staying together will only make things worse, perhaps she needs some time to herself to sort herself out, she is making you miserable and relying on you for support which is keeping her from actively bettering her life.
Depression isn't an excuse to treat others like shit, If I was her I would break up with you for YOUR benefit until I felt like I was worthy of being a partner for someone.
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>>17681605
Thank you for the support anon. She tried to break up a couple of times but I didn't let her go, felt that I should try to make her life better, be a person she can rely on, the guy who is always ready to help. Leaving her is a "last resort" option, I really want to try everything else before doing so.
Concerning your point about relying on my support and not improving her life - it would be easier for me if it would have been so. She is trying to improve her life, keep herself busy with education, she is taking part in several student organisations, but in all that action there is no time or place for me, and it hurts a lot. I hope things will become better after we move in together, at least we will see each other each day.
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>>17681623
Leaving her doesn't have to be permanent, sometimes you need to let people go so they can grow and change. You are not satisfied with how things are right now, and theres nothing you can do to fix her, she will have to do it herself. Don't let yourself be miserable by staying with her if she doesn't make you happy. Eventually you will get fed up and it could lead to cheating/massive fight etc. it's not worth it man.
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How do you start to sort your life out?
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>>17681575
Get out with friends ?
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>>17681575
Give me 3 small goals of yours, anon.
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>>17681893
Not OP, but:
1. Find well-paying job that doesn't physically exhaust me/ require college degree to do
2. Obtain liquor license (beer & wine specifically)
3. Make real friends
Moving is hard when you're an adult. People aren't as easy to befriend someone no one knows. Works better if theyre younger but when I was, there never seemed to be any difficulty finding older friends who enjoyed a mature mindset on a younger individual.
A girlfriend is no longer on the list. Costs too much money.
Any of you guys benefitted motivation wise from pills for depression and/or anxiety?
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Bump, I'm also interested.
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Yes they put me on the right path and i stopped talking them after a few months. I'm considering taking them again as I'm naturally very lethargic but when i take them i feel the need to do things
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>>17681707
Why did you stop taking them? Side effects?
How do I get a girl like pic related?
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>>17681612
>ask advice
>get shitposts
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>>17681556
Go to local gym
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experinces how to use cc card infos from darknet (trusted seller) best and safe and how/where to order things?
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wth I used a moneygram order with cash that sounds like a good way to get scammed
everything seems compromised nowadays I've been out of it since the first silk road went down.
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Don't bother.
Banks have criminal / fraud investigation teams that work closely with the feds. Chances are you'll be caught sooner or later.
Go get a regular job you fucking degenerate. If you're so retarded that you can't answer this question yourself, then 100% you're going to jail for the rest of your life.
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Please kill yourself. Just last week my bank called because of suspicious activity. Apparently my CC info got leaked from somewhere. They listed the activities, I said no I didn't do that, they cancelled my card and sent me a new one. It's a hassle because now I have to update my CC info for subscriptions.
OP, you are a worthless piece of shit and I will beat you to a bloody pulp if I ever meet you.
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How do I show emotion normally?
I never seem to feel the correct emotions when dealing with touchy subjects or I just feel nothing.
Some examples
I remember in high school one of my friends was cutting herself which I didn't know and saw her scars then joked about them which pissed her off then I laughed at her and that got her even angrier. In retrospect though she was a bit of a nutjob.
I have the same problem when people die, I don't know how to react, most of the time I feel nothing and kind of try to force sadness so people don't think I'm strange. When my grandpa died when I was around 10 I just kind of thought "okay?"
Again, in high school a classmate died and I didn't feel a thing. It was weird cause I wouldn't see her anymore but I just never really cared.
I also don't know how to comfort people. If I see them crying and they tell me why I never know what to do next, why would I say I'm sorry when I'm obviously not the issue or to blame. I just don't know what to do.
It's also not that I feel emotions, I do care about stuff like there's that movie about a dog who's owner dies and that's pretty depressing. I can get angry, annoyed, happy, or whatever just never when it's difficult subjects envolving people.
Sorry for the long post.
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You are not only one OP
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>how do i show emotions. You do it through memes.
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>>17682579
Fuck, I never thought of that.
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Hey, /adv/. Don't come here often unless I got actual problems that aren't relationship types. Anyways, for years now I've had a problem with fucked up thoughts, scary ones that I don't really tell people. These thoughts are things I do indeed deem terrible and I'm kinda scared I might act on them on impulse.
A lot of them usually go like this:
>driving my car and the thought of ramming another car at high speed
>impulsive kissing a friend or co-worker mid talk
>headbutting someone
>stabbing family with a fork while I eat at dinner
>etc
A first they were dumb idle thoughts, but they've been hitting me non stop in the past several months. I can't stand it and its scaring me. Does anybody know how to cope exactly?
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hey man, i get them too, especially when driving a car. i've never worried about it, i think there's something about how easy it would be to do something that would irreversibly change my life that interests me. but ultimately i think it through and decide that i don't want my life to change in such a way.
i wouldn't worry unless you actually start to act on them.
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Happy to hear I'm not alone with these thoughts, it's why I don't like the top floor of malls.
All I can think of is jumping
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>>17681381
>i wouldn't worry unless you actually start to act on them.
Christ, I hope you're right.
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So this weird bump showed up on my chest, its not a pimple or acne. Do any of you knowledgeable people know what it is? Ill post a pic zoomed in aswell.
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Got the same. It's a small infection caused by an insect bite. You may have to pop it 2/3 to get a white fluid out. It's painful but it has to be done or it will stay there for long and keep being painful.
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Pretty sure it's herpes.
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How do I move to a large city ghetto? I live in a small town with no money but I fucking hate life and I only like black people stuff. I hate anything white or when black people act white I only like the ghetto black people shit like trap music, drugs, money, nice clothes, and guns. I also like how they live life like how they deal with affairs, no snitching is allowed, drugs are widely available and easy to sell, cops don't come to the part of town, you don't have to hang out with cranky boring white people, housing is cheap as dirt, and everyone's just having fun and you can solve your problems by killing people. I even love having a large crowded population.
How do I get this?
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You blown your brains out and live in a fantasy world.
What you're envisioning doesn't fucking exist.
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>>17681356
Well I would at least be happy doing drugs and having people like the same music as me
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>>17681366
Bed bug infested ghettos, diseases rampant, toxic part of ALL cities, broken down neighborhoods, dregs of society living there, death, despair and evil churns forth from those places.
You sound really disillusioned, do you come from wealth or something, because no one can be that blind or ignorant without experiencing the world on some level. I have lived in an area like this, if your white, good luck living long or not getting fucked with.
You remind me of some Mexican girls I used to work with, they were born in the US, but they had this idea that Mexico was the land of milk and honey and wanted to go back there. They glorified wanting to live in Mexico in weird ways too, where you can kill people and do drugs, literally what they said.
Btw, I feel like this thread is racial bait with all the "white people are boring, stingy, etc."
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Please help Me, I'm Really Confused 2016-10-18 07:26:20 Post No.17681326
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Please help Me, I'm Really Confused
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A bit of a read, sorry
>20
>Living with parents because they wanna pay for my schooling
>Just a few minutes ago hanging out with my neighbor downstairs at around 1:30 am
>Smoke some weed
>Playing CoD Infinite warfare beta
>Super Stoned (I never smoked weed so half a blunt felt great)
>Mom finds out I was hanging out downstairs
> Gets super enraged and threatens me with a belt
>She calls me a fuckboy, fag, son of a bitch and other shit
>Go upstairs to go catch some sleep
>my older brother comes in pissed as hell and begins to preach at me
>Tells me I'm a disrespectful little shit, irresponsible, ertc.
>Get annoyed at how he talks down to me even though he did worst in the past
>start telling him to stop yelling at me, and all I did was hang out with my friend
>calls me a dumbass and that he doesn't wanna talk to me anymore. Then proceeds to call me a loser, and a dumbass who's failed at life.
>Mom doesn't wanna talk to me, and guilt trip me about me worrying her
Am I a shitty person? All I did was smoke some weed and hang out with a friend a bit late. I don't have a job and I'm waiting for the beginning of 2017 to begin my studies.
I'm not the type that likes to go out and do anything illegal, and I'm the most helpful around the house of all my brothers.
>clean dishes, take dogs out, take the trash out, pick up and take care of my little sister, and whatever else my parents want me to do.
My brother is 26, unemployed, he's a neckbeard and took him over 6 years to complete his Associates in arts. And whenever my mom or dad need help with shit he always throws some tantrum/attitude and complains. Not to mention he likes to talk shit and criticize my mom and dad behind their backs.
I'm not the type to not help around the house, and I always do it without complaining, if maybe just a bit of annoyance. But never complain or talk shit. And I don't want to stay this useless, I'm planning on studying and getting a bachelor's in computer engineering.
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>Am I a shitty person?
No, far from it. With that said it sounds like your family is incredibly toxic. Dont make it a habit and weed will be harmless.
>(I never smoked weed so half a blunt felt great)
you are a fucking champ, holy shit..
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>>17681326
(Cont.)
Why do my mom and older brother treat me like this?
I'm not asking them to just ignore me if I were to murder someone. But why do they get so pissed if I wanna do something like hanging out with a friend late at night? Or sleepover at my friends apartment?
I've never really done anything bad nor gotten in trouble, and I'm always the most respectful one.
Is there a way to correct this or fix it? I'm tired of my mom being like this to me.
I don't know what to do
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I dislike people who smoke weed but I hate hypocrites and if your brother has done drugs in the past and complains about you doing weed then he seems like a cunt. From your description he also just sounds like an unpleasant person.
I assume your mum will stop being over the top but don't expect her to not be upset.
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i have an issue cumming when me and my fwb have sex
i habitually masturbated 3 times a day to porn before she came around, she isn't bad at sex and i'm not going flaccid, just literally never end up cumming
is it from all the porn i watched?
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>>17681341
do i just stop watchin porn and having sex for a bit?
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>>17681343
Stop masturbating for a week, than have sex and see if it changed
Had the exact same problem
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>>17681349
bless u