>gf lives with parents
>sexual, mental, and physical abuse
>has 2 year old kid, babby daddy wants nothing to do with her and is not in the picture
>has ocd
>has depression
>has anxiety
>eating disorder
>partakes in self harm
>confused about her sexuality
>has very strong symptoms of borderline personality disorder
>very insecure and paranoid, always needed constant reassurance
>dies her hair about every other week
>has many perceptions, doesn't always take them
>fucked her within hours of meeting her for the first time
>tells me she doesn't know what she wants in life, says everything is so confusing
>breaks up with me
Truly I know I shouldn't be sad about this given the many negative attributes I listed, but I am. The only redeeming factor was the sex, it wasn't great but she would do literally anything I asked. I tried to play hero or whatever and try to solve some of her problems, but says it's something only she can do. Why exactly am I sad about this, am I codependent? She was the only girl I've ever cared for and fucked (unfortunately)
>>17757722
You're sad because you loved her and she pushed you away. I'm going through something like that too, and even though those words are what's happening, it doesn't help.
>>17757764
Right but her 'love' for me couldn't have been genuine right? She told me she loved me very early into the relationship, like week 2. I told her I didn't feel comfortable saying it, not because I didn't love her per se, but because I didn't know what love is/was (pretty sure I still don't know). But I told her anyway because she wanted to hear it. Maybe it's like when you hear something so much you start to believe it? Maybe her telling me she loved me multiple times a day eventually broke me down? I always felt like she was trying to convince herself rather than me. I also felt like she had an "agenda", I even told her this within the first week we were together, and periodically throughout the relationship. She would send me big ass text messages saying you have my heart forever, I will never stop loving you, I want to have a family and get married and go on spontaneous dates even when we're in our 60s, etc etc. Do normal people do or say this shit within like 3 months of a relationship?
Sorry for the wall of text this turned into a vent post.
>>17757783
I knew a girl for 4 years before we dated. We weren't too explicit all the time, but we essentially planned our lives together. Things change, shit happens. Life happens.
Maybe neither of you knew what love was. You were clearly friends, and losing a friend hurts. You clearly liked her to some degree, so getting pushed away hurts.
All I can do is shed light on the situation. I can't take away the pain before it's time. If that was possible, I wouldn't hurt anymore either.
Today, after a month of the relationship my couple confessed to me that she still remembers her ex a lot, and that she tends to compare me with him a lot.
She explained that with him she felt completely sure of what happened. But with me she had more thoughts and doubts.
She tells me that she wants to be with me, but the memory of her ex is stopping her.
I don't know what to do, we broke up once because of this, and I don't know if I'll be able to go through this again.
>>17757706
Stop caring. Simplest best way I can put it.
Will you understand?
Probably not.
There’s no point because there’s always someone else, everyone is always hung up on some ex or past relationship, or she's got a sugar daddy, and she's banging these three other guys on the side. srsly tho
>>17757723
This 100%.
>>17757723
ITS hard not to care when she is constantly mentioning the theme
>flirt with all the women
>afraid to commit because i'll lose all of them
how to fix?
>>17757687
you can't lose all of them, if you never had any of them.
>>17757687
Whore.
>>17757690
You can loser their interest if you give more attention to one specifically
How can I make sure my main girlfriend doesn't find out about the other girls I fuck>
>>17757668
How about just not be a fucking faggot to begin with
>>17757683
Not the words I would use but yeah.
Why even be in a relationship if you plan on fucking other people behind he back. You'll be back here in a few weeks posting threads about her cheating on you or why it didn't work out. It's called karma, asshole.
>>17757684
I like being in one sided relationships
So my gf who is 20 years old has the world's worst mom. She lives with her parents and does all the chores and cleaning in the house. Whenever she asks her mom to get her food she says no. When her mom and dad go out to eat they don't invite her. When she goes out and buys her own food, her family eats it and when she tells them not to eat the food she had to pay her they say "fine then don't eat our food".
What the hell? How can someone be like that to their own daughter? Shouldn't a mother at the very least ensure her kid is well fed? What can I do to help her?
If she doesn't like it, she can move out. She's 20 and an adult
>inb4 she can't move out because XYZ
Then tough shit. She has to deal with it
>>17757651
I just think it's fucked up since she has to go to bed hungry sometimes because there's literally nothing in the house to eat cause her parents are food jews or are being passive aggressive or some shit
>>17757661
Is it fucked up? Yes, I agree with that. Is this something she is incapable of doing something about? Nope. Like I said, she can move out.
How do you afford to live in a hip city like la NYC Miami Atlanta or Chicago without having a college degree and rich parents?
>>17757621
You don't.
>>17757621
stripping or porn
why is that women push for you to properly read body language and signals from them, and follow through based off of that? but when you do notice something is up judging from their body language and ask them if everything is okay, they tell you it's alright and not to read much into it? only later for you to find out that this simply wasn't the case, and that their answer was the complete opposite of whatever went down?
how does one expect people to read you, but yet give them a completely different answer when asked? how do you expect people to understand even the simplest things about you if you're going to give them contradictory responses? how is that even honest or trustworthy?
Women who do that are socially inept. Fuck, anyone who says one thing, but expects others to conclude that you meant something else by it, are altogether incompetent a-holes who are so autistic at social communications, I'm surprised they can talk.
I never understood this about white people.
>>17757612
Slava Hohlyandie.
>>17757627
Пo-киpиллицa, пoжaлyйcтa.
Anyone have advice on eye contact body language?
I caught a girl looking at me and she quickly looked away when our eyes met.
Right before class was over she did a triple look at me when I caught her looking at me, looked away, looked again, looked away, looked again, then looked away over the span of ~3 seconds with a kind of panic look. I broke eye contact after that and left because class was over.
Do you think she has low self esteem because I held eye contact with her? What do you think?
>>17757611
Girls are naturally gonna break eye contact. Its just a nuance of their gender. Rarely will a woman hold your gaze as long as you are willing to give it. The fact that she looked repeatedly is her clue to you.
I'd say leave class so you end up walking out the door together and try talking to her, offer to walk her to her car and get to know her. Do this a few classes, or based on the response you get from her less time, and then ask her for her phone number or to hangout outside of school.
>>17757611
>looked away over the span of ~3 seconds with a kind of panic look
I look at ugly people this way. I can't help myself it's like OCD
>>17757620
Yeah I already know she thinks I'm attractive, I plan on talking to her tuesday when I have class
I'm asking if you can base this triple look off any insecurities she might have before talking with her, rather not waste my time
>>17757625
I'm not ugly so it doesn't matter
I'm trying to lose weight but I keep getting really hungry, like for example I ate at like 7 and its 2am and im super hungry but i dont want to eat because its bad for digestion and it just sits there. What the hell can I do to stop getting hungry all the time. I eat full meals for lunch and dinner and whatever.
>>17757610
Ideally, you would count calories and know exactly what you need to take in. This will give you confidence that this "I am hungry" feeling is a 100% fabrication of your mind.
Easier said than done, I am too lazy to do it. Basically, eat well, and don't have any shitty snacks around. If you are hungry, Go eat fucking carrots.
If carrots aren't appealing, you aren't actually hungry and just want something tasty to fill the time.
Can you eat too many carrots? Sure. Better than eating shit food though.
>>17757616
I was about to make hot pockets but stopped myself lol, its hard going from eating like shit and whatever I want and changing my lifestyle, its not like i hate good food like veggies and fruit and whatever, I just like bad food more, its easier to get.
>>17757610
Sometimes your body mistakes the feeling of thirst for hunger. Actively try to drink a glass of water when you feel hungry instead of eating something for the next couple of days and see how you feel.
Water, mind. Not soda or gatorade or shit like that.
>Be 27 y/o male.
>Have a gf (21).
>In a relationship for over 7 years.
>Healthy loyal relationship, we talk about everything.
>Talked about experimenting with another woman.
>Potential candidate: my female best friend (21).
>Known her most of my life.
>My girl thought it would just be fantasy, because the other girl was in a relationship.
A few weeks ago, the relationship of the girl ended.
I hinted to my girlfriend about the conversation.
She still thinks it's never going to happen.
Went to hang out the girl some random afternoon.
Had an interesting talk with her.
>Learned that she had some bi-sexual experiances
>She claimed she would do me and my girlfriend.
Because the girl isn't too confident herself, she wanted me to organize it.
I know my girlfriend is affraid it might ruin our relationship.
But I am willing to give it a try.
So my question to /adv/:
How would you manage this?
>>17757586
well I know one important aspect from the one night I managed to pull this off with an old ex of mine.
Make the girls fuck each other first or the whole thing will be so fucking awkward. Basically you have to get them comfortable with each other sexually before it will work. So get wine or beer or w.e and put on music and everybody get loose.
Then do like tandem massages where two of you massage another and then switch to the other girl etc. Nudge on the other girl and your gf to touch each other inappropriately during the massages, to kiss each other, etc.
If they aren't turned on by each other it will go like the other experience I had when I was younger and they will basically fight over you and your girlfriend will be a total bitch about the entire thing, trying to beat her at pleasing you.
I hope this makes sense, make them into each other and want to fuck each other... then you get fucked by both of them since you have the proper apparatus to get in there buddy.
>>17757605
During the "interesting talk", I suggested that they should fuck each other first. I don't want to make my girlfriend jealous by joining in too soon.
Tequila is probably going to be the preferred drink.
The tendem messages could work, both girls should be into that. Im going to try that for sure.
Both girls are very loving and caring. I dont think they will fight over me, but I catch your drift.
>>17757660
Its more of a competition sense of fighting, where your girlfriend, during the sex, realizes that she is now letting another girl fuck you and if that girl fucks you better then her, you might leave her for the better fucking girl. Just avoid that. Use things like "baby show her how you do it" and "why don't you put it in her mouth for her honey" etc etc.. catch my drift?
Let your girlfriend be in charge of helping this woman explore your body with her, instead of both of them competing against each other.
pic is random from fantasy art folder
I feel like i fucked up. I wont make this long though. Im 30, married for 2 years together for 7, we were each others first everything, date, kiss, hold hands, anything. Now we have one kid and another due in a week.
Our sex life was always active and i have an active sex drive, we generaly had sex daily or at least 3-4 times a week before the kid
Kid one dampered it, but still had sex throught the pregnancy unhindered until like month 9. For the second kid though all sex ended at like month 4 due to complications, and even something like oral went away from exaustion on both of our parts.
I was on 4chan on hc jacking it at one point and there was a thread for escourts in my state, somone linked to a backpage ad and there were others close by to where i lived. I called one and found out it was real, and affordable.
So i went and had a 3 way with 2 prostitues. Didnt do much, it sucked, wore protection the whole time. Didnt feel bad at the time, or before. I have always wanted to have sex with at least one other woman than my wife so that i could have frame of reference for our sex life. I think it unwise for people to make lifelong commitments without knowing what they are getting into or out of.
My feels go back and forth, for awhile, i will feel super super bad and feel like i need to tell her. Other times, i wont feel bad at all. I definantly will never do it again. I got my frame of reference. It sucked and my wife is great.
So, im not sure what to do. Part of me wants to tell her, though i know it will not soothe my guilt.
Part of me wants to kill these feelings, let them wither and die via ignoring them, and move on with life. People can carry burdens for a long time.
If i do tell her, i feel like i should wait until after she gives birth, and then recovers, at a minimum.
But in the meantime i still have this pit in my stomach of guilt.
>>17757553
>I think it unwise for people to make lifelong commitments without knowing what they are getting into or out of.
But you did it anyway when you got married. This doesn't excuse your cheating.
>>17757571
Well he kinda is excused if she doesn't find out
>>17757553
DO NOT TELL HER. JUST BURY THIS DEEP INSIDE AND DIE WITH THIS HORRIBLE SECRET. THINK ABOUT HER, SHE WILL BE CRUSHED AND HAVE TO START OVER. HER WHOLE WORLD WILL COLLAPSE AROUND HER AS THE MAN SHE THOUGHT YOU WERE DISAPPEARS IN ONE STATEMENT.
BURY IT.
FOR YOUR KIDS.
Should I be concerned that my husband doesn't talk to me as much as his friends/coworkers/random people..? He'll ramble with them but with me not so much. He'll want me to play video games with him, watch tv/movie.
I crave deep conversations especially with him but I always end up just talking and all he does is listen.. not much input. Then he'll say he likes when I talk and rather listen. Every single time.
I wish he would get more involved like when he does with others. It depresses me and I don't know what to think about it..
It seems he's just scared of opening up to you, for fear of seeming like less of a man.
>>17757536
if you're having this issue and hes already your husband, then you've made a very terrible mistake.
>>17757536
Sounds like he's simply comfortable just being in your presence. Why should you have to blather on about shit that doesnt matter to fill the space of silence?
I know a girl who's man got arrested weeks ago for sexually manhandling a minor years back. She still talks to him. They have two kids. One kid is autistic. She should obviously peave the guy right? Her kids need better care. Do I call CPS?
>>17757535
Plot twist: she was the minor from years back.
What they had was true love. You should stay out of this.
No she wasn't. But she knows who it happened to and it was when they first started going out
Victim broke silence which is how everything surfaced. That's when this girl found out.
Hi there /adv/
On Thursday I'll go to the movies with some friends, including the girl I like (she likes me back too). We're not dating yet, but if I don't screw up we'll probably end up doing it soon.
Anyway, here's the thing - I'm responsible of buying the tickets for everyone, including hers, but that means now that she'll have to pay me for her ticket... which I find highly uncomfortable.
Should I invite her, or accept her money? One of my friends says I should just accept her money, because we're not dating yet and also because she may feel uncomfortable knowing that I paid for her.
What do you think?
>that means now that she'll have to pay me for her ticket... which I find highly uncomfortable.
What in the world is wrong with this? Also are you going to see Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them?
Just ask her if she wants you to cover her ticket or not. Tell her what you told us.
>>17757481
Buy the ticket, don't ask her for the money. If she pays you for it and you want to be a white knight, you can say "You don't have to" ONCE. If she asks why, just say "Why not, I want to pay for it." If she insists on paying, let her pay.
I would like to have a girlfriend with aspergers, but I cannot seem to find any aspies where I live. Does anyone know where aspies can usually be found?
>>17757476
On 4chan
Have you tried a mirror?
>>17757476
Anime clubs
Why though?