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Ok so, this is gonna be REALLY fucked up.
A few days ago an edgy kid from a WhatsApp group I am in started to send CP. When I saw it I was horrified and really, REALLY angry because behind every video or photo of that kind, there are children whose lives have been terribly damaged.
But... I discovered something awful. Two of those vids turned me on. And I in fact masturbated to one of them.
Of course now I feel awful and guilty, but I also feel confused because I don't find children attractive at all. I like boys and girls around my age (19).
What I am worried and confused about is that I liked that shit. I did. And I did because I imagined it was happening to me. Like, I imagined myself being really young and having sex with older men.
And I remember being sexual and having sexual feelings from a really young age, like 4 or so. And I don't mean "exploring my body" or some shit like that, I mean legit masturbating and having an understanding of what sex was despite me never watching porn, knowing about it from an external source, etc.
Idk what to make of all of this. I know I am no pedo because I legit find children's body repulsive, but I still liked those fucked up videos? I would never look up CP on my own because I don't want to contribute in ruining children's lives and I am thinking of reporting that edgy kid in the WhatsApp group to the authorities but, yeah. Idk what the fuck is worng with me.
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Nice mate, maybe you could add me to your wp group so I can get a general idea of what you're receiving?
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>>18715548
First off, this is normal. Children are sexual beings and have to be trained out of inappropriate sexual behavior in public at a young age. Puberty isn't where sexuality begins, it's where it overwhelms social conditioning. If you're interested in older guys, you're in luck, especially since you're young but legal. Finding an older man for an ageplay relationship will be easy. I'd give it a shot and see if it's something you genuinely enjoy or just a passing fantasy.
Secondly, viewing CP isn't harming anyone. Often (but not always), producing and distributing it is harmful, but there is no mechanism by which the view counter ticking from 1000 to 1001 increases the amount of harm done to a child. There's almost an argument to be made for the cheerleader effect where more views encourages people to create more CP, thus harming more children, but that argument doesn't hold water when you consider that because the vast majority of CP hosted anywhere is reposts of reposts of reposts and has no view counter, there is no possible way for the producer to know how popular it is.
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I still would not watch CP ever again. I just can't bear the feeling that children were harmed there. The only reason I masturbated to that one vid is because the girls there seemed to not be suffering. Of course I know this is not true and they were being abused, but still. I would not do it again. I am pretty happy with my JAVs and my lolicon hentai lmao.
But thanks, you made me feel somewhat normal.
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So I'm a tech student, but im broke af, luckily the computers at uni hold all the adobe/autodesk programs along with some other really expensive stuff that i couldn't find a torrent for.
Is it possible that i bring an external hard drive, plug it into the computer and copy all the program files from the computers hard drive onto mine so i can just open the programs on my own computer later? will this work? can they track me down even if i use a guest computer login?
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>>18715471
>not knowing how computer programs work
stop being poor and stupid.
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>>18715471
rutracker.org
You're welcome.
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>>18715471
Adobe requires a subscription. Unless you're working with some seriously old software, you are out of luck.
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Should I get an Associate Degree in Addictions/Mental Health Counselling? 2017-09-12 04:54:42 Post No.18715438
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Should I get an Associate Degree in Addictions/Mental Health Counselling?
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I've gotten through some challenging shit in my life and I think I have the right characteristics and first-hand experience to do some good in this line of work. I'm not going back to university though, so can anyone here comment on the usefulness of these 2-year programs? Are these mickey mouse degrees or can I actually get a job with it? I know I will never make a lot of money doing this, but I don't want to be poor either.
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>>18715438
>Should I get an Associate Degree in Addictions/Mental Health Counseling?
no. you should either get a PhD in psychiatry or do something else with your life.
No point in half assing it with a bullshit degree that will drag down the profession.
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>>18715449
I'm not sure if you're trolling or don't understand what line of work it is that I'm interested in. A psychiatrist's skills would be wasted doing what I want to do.
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>>18715717
>A psychiatrist's skills would be wasted doing what I want to do.
no. Only a psychiatrist should be doing that kind of work.
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>lost all emotions in 5 years only anger
>can't socialise due to not having fucking feelings and not knowing how to react.
>social isolation, no problem.
>suddenly have to pretend to be nice and friendly in university.
>it works
>I improvise and copy other people all the time.
>become literally charismatic and more likeable.
>even when interacting with people I don't feel nothing but occasional hatred yet I have the same warm friendly smile even when there is nothing behind it.
>realize I need to this to the rest of my life, being a fake "person" when I was a normie 5 year ago.
>tfw
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i have some questions:
1. do you have friends now(close ones) ?
2. is being likable something that makes you feel good and not depressed.
im asking you this because i might try to change my personality. i want to do ANYTHING to get out of my depression
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Stop being an edgy faggot you're like 18
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>>18715446
1. No I don't feel close to anyone even if I try it won't happen. People might see me as their friend or as a loved one, but I am indifferent to them. Sometimes I hate people based on their behaviour towards me.
2. No. My demeanor hasn't changed since there is none to begin with. I just want to get by like other people and become better. That's all the personal relationships don't matter for me.
If you want to get better, pretend that you are happy, put on a mask and imagine you are someone else, be the chad, pretend to be him. Treat as a game, or as acting no fuss no worry.
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Why do I keep doing it to myself?
Everyday I see at least 5 women who look interesting enough to start a conversation with. But I never do. Its the classic problem, in the moment when I need to do something excuses pop up like "you have a pizzaface, no way man, lets take care of acne and then do it later", and I come home and look at me and think "maybe its not that bad" and regret a lost opportunity in the end.
This is so stupid, logically, I understand, I just "cockblock" myself. Therefore I am a 21 yo virgin despite being cool and attractive. Maybe its the fact that I have not tasted sex and am not addicted to it enough to overpower procrastination.
And even if girls speak to me, which happens not often but sometimes, I reject them because I am nervous in the moment, then I come home and feel like a king, like I can do anything, approach any girl. But when I go out this all evaporates. Its so weird.
Any advice? Even alcohol doesnt work well enough.
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So what, I cant be the only one.
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>>18715396
Few options:
Man up and chat them up.
Try online dating.
Die alone.
Pick carefully. There is no advice for making yourself to leave comfort zone. You either do or dont.
Some boys start with practice gfs. Pick up very ugly or very fat girls which doesnt make you nervous and practice on them. We call it flirting. And in the worst case scenario you will end up with fat ugly wife.
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>>18715675
So what, nobody does that?
I have never seen a man approach a woman seriuosly on the street, only with friends as a "joke" and of course were blown off. But real approach... Never seen this on the street or public transport, and I am in the city walking everyday. Only on YouTube.
>had been dating a girl for 3 weeks
>she tells me I'm a nice guy, but has to break things off
>turns out she has breast cancer and doesn't want to suck me into what shes going to be going through
>stay in touch, still try to be sweet, manage to get her to go out with me a few times, but she doesn't want to escalate things.
>become FWB, but she says absolutely no feelings can be involved.
>loses her hair
>double mastectomy
>but still stick by her.
>cancer goes into remission
>still sleeping together
>she hasn't once mentioned becoming official
>when I bring it up she changes the subject or pounces on me for sex
What gives? I thought that was our only hang up but she still won't be with me. What do I do?
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>>18715381
Do what youre doing but also chatting up other girls.
She has fun with you op but thats all it sounds like
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>>18715381
She had cancer and lost her tits. Not a lot of people can deal with these things. It's very possible she's just acting on instinct and is insecure and pretty messed in the head at this point.
When I think about a stable loving relationship, I feel bored. I want a crazy girlfriend who is always going to cause drama and act like a nut. I always find yandere women to be the most interesting characters. Why do I think like this?
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>>18715377
because you have never been with an actual crazy woman
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>>18715807
He's probably been around at least one crazy woman, potentially his mother. Men sometimes seek out horrible mates because they seek approval/fulfillment/whatever from someone similar to their mother.
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There are plenty of fish for you in the sea in this case.
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Any advice/tips for moving out on your own in the big city for the first time? Tips on finding a good place, what to look for, how to make new friends, etc?
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Post your budget OP, dunno what to tell you till I know how much money I have to work with.
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Same boat as OP. Currently living in bumfuck middle of no where Louisiana with no school or real job options. Thinking about moving to Austin and starting community college or getting an electrician apprenticeship. I'll have around 4k in my savings by January. Any and all help is appreciated
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>>18715503
Tips for finding a place:
-Always scope out what your neighborhood is like at night, it will show you what the place is really like (renters only).
-NEVER live in a place with majority niggers, I did this when I first moved out, my neighbor got his door kicked in 5 nights out of 7 because he did heroin and didnt pay, NEVER AGAIN.
-Try to buy/rent a place outside the city to avoid getting the jew end of the stick when it comes to rent. (I pay $730 for a 2b2b when city folk pay 1.5-2k on average)
-Budget for yourself, plan on spending about 1.2k-2.5k a month depending on if your country/city.
As far as meeting people goes... whatever interest you. For me it was church and the gym, for your average 4chan user comic book stores often do social things, follow them on normiebook/twatter, pic related brings much fun.
Really just find something your interested in and people will be there, also try to start things. When I started at my church the younger people (your 15-30) were insectoids, started bringing my ps4 and boardgames so after service we could hang out. Pretty soon Iv got 20+ younger people staying after service to play destiny 2, nioh, or pic related, make the effort anon.
Anyway this might get you started, I have 6 gorillion tips but if you give me a specific question I could probably answer it.
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need future life advice 2017-09-12 04:25:51 Post No.18715352
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>never smoke, drink or do drugs
>trip face on 100ug of acid
>begin 11 hours of painful introspection
>come out of the trip realizing that I need to make a change and that I can't settle for the life that I'm living
>need advice on how to move out, find a roommate, and what would be the better career option.
>Getting an electrician apprenticeship (in a new city) or starting community college (in a new city) and pursuing a physical therapist degree
I'm 23 and working a shitty manual labor job, I plan on making a move this January. I will be spending these next 4 months saving every penny and getting ready for the next step in my life.
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Glad you had a breakthrough OP. I'm getting ready to marry by the end of the year. I'm ready to get half my shit taken away and go through mental gymnastics
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>>18715368
Congrats man! I just experienced my first true connection but can't be with her due to distance. Get that prenup my guy
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>>18715380
My fiancé is from Poland. And I'm in America, if you guys really have a connection you'll make it work. I couldn't have asked for a better woman, except the part where she's on the other side of the world
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Edgy millennial problem 2017-09-12 03:46:28 Post No.18715237
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I haven't found a proper advice for this garbage so here we go.
I am a young (22) anon who studies and does various other things in his day to day life. Nothing huge, nothing important, mostly very happy with my current way of life. However some time ago I've noticed an issue which I didn't really crossed my mind until recently.
I don't know what I want to do with my life.
In short - I don't know what kind of job I want, should I pursue the career here or there, should I get myself into relationships or avoid them, should I do things which would be, at worst, just a distractions etc. It's not like I want to become somebody big, it's that I just want to do SOMETHING which I won't shit myself over after a while. I've noticed that when I was just playing vidia and watching movies my mind kept bringing me down. But now, when I'm making music and shit, I'm ALSO bringing myself down seeing that I don't really like that. In all honestly, I'm starting to feel that I don't like anything and it makes me quite sad when I see other people doing things and not thinking about this crap like I do.
How to get rid of this shit?
>TL;DR
How to get rid of the idea that I don't know what I really want in my life?
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Have you performed your music for anyone, or recorded it at least? Do you get out much, have any sort of job to bring an income in?
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>>18715250
>Have you performed your music for anyone, or recorded it at least?
Yes and yes. Although it is much more electronic-based and more on the side of "experimental" (I do hate that word) so I've only managed to play 3 shows in two-three years I'm doing it. Music-making, in general, haven't provided me with any benefits outside of few months of "feels good" and some minuscule positive reactions from others.
>Do you get out much, have any sort of job to bring an income in?
I'm not much an outdoor kind of guy but I tend to take walks in the park almost daily. I've been working for a bit but now I'm back to my studies which preoccupy most of my day. Therefore I'm not really much able to work and make income atm.
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>>18715280
Got anyone to jam with? And what are you studying, what passions do you have besides music? Do the videogames and movies you fill your time actually mean anything to you?
If you had the opportunity to do anything you wanted career-wise no matter how unrealistic, what would it be?
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I just finished my undergrad in computer science and have an interview at an ISP tomorrow. It's my first job interview ever and I don't know what to expect. How do these types of interviews usually go?
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Anyone?
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Learn as much about the company and position as you can. The general rule is, if you know why you are the best candidate for the job, you will get the job.
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>>18715236
Thanks for that, will keep that in mind.
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>meet a girl on steam
>find out she lives in california
>ask her for head one day
>she says yes
>meet her where she wants to meet
>she chat a bit, turns out shes an artists who posts in the /b/ drawthread.
>really chill chick
>go to parking lot
>she opens her passenger side door
>sit in the passenger seat.
>she leans down and touches her lips to my dick
>Nut almost instantly
>she giggles makes a comment, keeps stroking
>pulls her titties out, only thing blocking us from view is my car, and her car door.
>get hard
>puts her mouth on my head
>bobs her head like twice, makes me nut again
>she giggles trying to tell me she had fun
>asks me to follow her to my place
>too embarrassed decline
>2 years later, barely chat with her on steam
>recently green texted story to /b/
>can't stop thinking of her since I green texted that story.
>find out shes in a relationship
>shes unhappy in it.
I want her again, really fucking bad, what do I do?
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>>18715190
Talk to her not us. Life is to short not to take risks. If she turns you down at least you tried man most dont bother trying.
Seriously just tell her how you feel. Dont rage at her or sperg out if things dont go well. You already have gone a while without talking
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You could've told us this story in like two sentences
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Get yo bone on for me. Some of us lack any opportunity to interact with females in such a way.
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any advice on banging hookers or going to brothels?
which brothels would you recommend, i hear there's a few big ones in germany
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Yes, Germany has some of the best brothels in the world, as well as Austria and Switzerland. If you can afford it, go there for fun times. They are called "FKK clubs" instead of outright brothels. Oase in Frankfurt, Artemis in Berlin, Goldentime in Vienna, Club Globe in Zurich are all examples of great ones.
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>>18715242
>Oase
nice thanks, you been to them? are you german or a tourist?
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>>18715264
Not German but European, I travel often and those are all places that I go to whenever I'm in the city. Read up how the system works, or ask here, if you're not sure.
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>her: hey anon lets hang out
>me: sure how about X
This was last week, complete silence since then. How do you recover from that? Can you? Should you?
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>>18715048
She expects you to invite her, duh!
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>>18715053
Explain? I'm pretty sure I did, suggested a day and something to do as well.
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> 25yo, Brazilian
> Bachelor and MBA
> Above avg intelligence
> Agnostic, non-patriotic, so no moral strings Willing to do anything that will benefit me
Hey guys, I want to share my history, maybe you can give me some advice.
Like everyone else I have made some mistakes that led me to the situation I am in right now. Among them, most importants are: I joined a very good university but it is very academic oriented rather than market oriented (not that being academic is bad, but not what I ever wanted). In fact, in Brazil, the only market oriented place is São Paulo and If I had studied there I would have had much more opportunities for internships and be much more prepared for finding jobs after school. Anyway, I did my best in my city but I was lacking some mentoring and didn't really know what I should focus careerwise. So, after graduating, I made another mistake, I joined an IT consulting firm. I was approved in its trainee program and was assigned to work in a project for a bank in my city. The problem is I was working in the areas of Business Administration and IT and not Finance, which was what I wanted. It took me 3 years to realize I was going in the wrong direction and decide to leave the firm. At least I managed to save a good amount of money meanwhile.
So, I finally decided to move to São Paulo and currently trying to find a job in Investment Banking. This is a job I am really looking for. Also it is a career that suits greedy fucks like me.
However, it is being very hard to break into this industry with no IB interniship, experience, networking, etc. I have manage to find a gig in Equity Research, which is kinda close, but not there yet.
Talking a little bit about me, I am quite a machiavellic person. I will do anything that I think will benefit me, altough always concerned about appereances and how others will react on every action I make. I am not that easygoing guy with a lot of contacts, but I am not a shy guy either. Any adv, guys?
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Just kill urself
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>>18714983
>willing to do anything that will benefit me
>quits successful IT job that was benefiting you greatly
>all that irrelevant fucking text
I think self-inflicted death is best for you
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>>18715007
It is an easy way out and I am quite fond of challenges, so no tks