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Did MDMA turn me retarded? 2017-06-08 07:23:25 Post No.18398907
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Did MDMA turn me retarded?
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Guys, I'm afraid I got etarted. Last friday I ate almost half a gram of molly (don't know about the exact purity but I assume it was alright, I weigh around 125 lbs and 60 mg of the same stuff had had me decently high before) and it obviously got me rolling hard, eye twitching and shit.
I must say I was kind of depressed the days before, but this week is being hell. Sudden crying, can't concentrate on shit, don't feel like doing anything. I can't read literature: if I stop the reading, I usually can't remember what did the last sentence I read say. Also, I clearly find that I can't think as straight as before.
As I said, I was feeling pretty down before, similar apathy hopelessness and shit. Most of the time I couldn't concentrate on reading because I was anxious and worrying about other stuff, but sometimes I could find moments of calm and get to read some pages. Also, it had been a long time reading nothing but shit on the Internet (and pretty much only doing that during the whole day) so maybe my attention span is rusty after that, but I'm quite fucking worried about the high doses of MDMA causing this shit and it being irreversible.
So, how normal is this shit when you take high doses of MDMA or is it that I'm just fucked up by my own? How long does it last? Any tips to make it finish soon?
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Entirely normal, you'll be back to normal in a few weeks.
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Your central nervous system and hormones can take a month or two to get back to normal after binges like that. Don't do it again.
Take a multi-vitamins (make sure you/re getting magnesium, iron, calcium, potassium as well). eat well, stay hydrated, exercise daily and avoid drugs and alcohol. Essentially live totally healthy to give yourself the quickest recovery.
I've been there and turned out fine, you will too. It'll just take a while.
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Yeah I'm already about all of that.
Do you know by any chance which symptoms will disappear first and which will do last?
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I finally lost control and punched a wall so hard I fucking fucked up my hand
How do I stop getting so angry all the time? I've never been like this before.
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I actually stopped after I fucked up my hand hitting a wall.
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I lose control from time to time. I usually end up having fist fights with wall everytime I'm moderately drunk and remember my ex-girlfriend.
Wall always wins but it helps me somehow
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>>18398701
Anti depressants.
Cikexa generic took the senseless bkind rage away.
Now i just a zombie.
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how to keep dog from crying?? 2017-06-08 05:39:07 Post No.18398688
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how to keep dog from crying??
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2017-06-08 05:39:07
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So this Chihuahua I have that's not ours (we just watch it for my grandma who doesn't even want it??) just continuously cries because we put her in the cage in our garage since she's not potty trained, bites my sister, and snatches food.
The garage is connected to my TV room so I can just hear her whining and it's getting to be a real pain in the ass.
So how do I keep this bitch from crying? Do I start hitting her or spraying her with water?
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Just release the dog you animal right violator
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Let it out, heartless human.
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>>18398688
Let it out of the cage, moron
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>Be me
>Don't like being in relationships
>Only relationships I have had in the past have lasted less than one month
>Fast forward me having a crazy, awesome life
>Living at my buddies place
>Training MMA
>In school for firefighting
>Meet this girl who comes over with my good friend
>She buys us all drinks and food
>Could feel instant attraction with her but didn't make any moves because she was with my buddy
>Fast forward a couple days later
>On Okcupid
>It was like my 7th time after having like 6 accounts and deleting them ( the women on OKC are terrible femnazi beasts and crazy bitches)
>See the same girl online on OKC
>Weird I thought she was dating my friend
>Message her and ask her about it
>She said there was no label on it
>We hit it off fast
>We have a lot in common and a lot of connections
>I had just tried to kill myself a week before
>This girl understood depression and anxiety
>We hit it off
>She asked me out for a walk on the beach the next week
>Then the conversation turned into hanging out tomorrow
>She came and picked me up and we made out in the park for four hours and told each other fucked up shit that happened in each others lives
>Shit got even realer
>She called me her soul mate
>She said she loved me
>She said not matter what even as friends she wanted to be in my life
>We hang out consistently at this place where all my friends live (and I live too)
>We finally get down to having sex
>She tells me to be gentle
>Little did I know the significance of those words at the time
>She said she wanted me to slowly fuck her
>I get really into it and suck on her titties for like an hour
>Start kissing her neck
>She says dont stop
>I accidentally bite her nipple
>The atmosphere changes in a flash
>She gets scared and starts having a PTSD flashback from when her brother raped her two years as a kid
>She gets up and we agrees it would be best if she left
Continued-
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Continued-
>Shit just went downhill from there to the point
>The next day I brought a rose to her at work
>She was weird
>So negative
>Our mutual friend who we met each other through literally was shocked at what a bitch she was too me
>I should also mention that me and my group of friends I live with practice RSD or Real Social Dynamics
> Basically a way to look into the way social interactions take place and master them as a skill
>So I already know more than the majority of people that women are fickle creatures
>Shit goes south when I get drunk at my friends party and text her and tell her off
>We stop talking
>I end up blocking her and deleting her number
>I go about my life training and working for MMA/firefighting
>I tried to get rid of her but throughout the day my heart would hurt if only for a second
>Fast forward a week later
>I decide to unblock her and message her and say sorry for the shit I said
>She says she is sorry and was an asshole too
>She wanted to see me that night
>I ignored her at first
>But as soon as she tried to hold me I crumbled
>We talked about how she needed space
>and we should just be friends who cuddle, kiss, talk and have sex
>With her anxiety and depression she is weird and won't respond to my messages (something I found out the first day I met her- she told me that she would need extreme space sometimes)
>She said she just wants to be friends for now with the possibility of benefits
>Since she is such a bitch to me now
>I don't even want to be her friend
>I hate her on the inside
>She mostly just loves the place that I live in
>But everyone of my friends are just nice people that are real as fuck
>She is addicted to that feeling of coming her and people accepting her
>They don't like her though because she is so uninteresting and boring
>She doesn't realize I'm the only one that gives even half a fuck about her
>Don't text her for four days
>Hit her up last night
>I keep trying to forget about her
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Continued-
>I had a dream last night
>I was at this HUGE party
>So many hot girls checking me out
>With my friends they are always about self development, self improvement and getting as many women as possible and being happy
>I am about that too but lately because of this girl I haven't been putting my heart into it
>In this dream I wasn't making moves on any of these girls
>Then I saw my girl and for some reason right when I saw her I yelled at her and called her out
>I told her she was a negative shitty person who didn't care about anyone (the same reason we argued and ultimately why our relationship fell off partly)
>She ran away
>In this huge party I ran around trying to find her
>Yelling her name and calling her name
>I went through mazes and other crazy scenery
>and I never found her
>I never found her
>I realized after waking up that my attachment to her is helping me not realize my full potential in getting more women or being happy
>But I can't get over her
>She is a vixen for my heart that is toxic
>At the very least though I just want to get laid from her
What do I do /adv/?
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sounds healthy
cut contact but do tell her that you two just aren't clicking. This bodes nothing good for you both short and long term
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Just graduated. No idea what do with life 2017-06-08 05:18:29 Post No.18398664
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Just graduated. No idea what do with life
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>Graduated college with a business degree 3 weeks ago
>have a few thousand saved up
>living at home with mom
>not really sure what to do
>been sleeping 10 hours every day
>booked myself to perform a classical concert (I am a classical musician)
>making a website for a business (only charging a couple hundred because I want to build a portfolio)
>took a solo road trip around my state and took some pictures
>masturbating to porn like 5 times per day
>slight waves of depression due to no structure of a post-graduate lifestyle
>keep thinking back to my ex girlfriends and e-stalking them, making myself feel bad for no reason
>watching a lot of conspiracy YouTube documentaries
>haven't applied to any jobs because I'm not sure if I should pursue trying to make websites for businesses, do classical music stuff, or go get some office job
So as I said, I basically have three options.
1. Go work for somebody
2. Try to be self-employed and do a web-design thing
3. Pursue classical music by teaching at a music school and performing
Right now I am sort of in this apathetic haze where I am dipped into a little bit of each, so I am screwing around too much and giving myself too much free-time because I'm not sure what I should do.
Any advice on this situation?
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>>18398664
I've got no experience on this matter, but if you're good at webdev I think you should pursue it. From what I hear music is a difficult industry to crack so I suppose you should do it in the side or as a hobby.
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>>18398664
I'm a mechE and in a similar boat. help pls
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>>18398862
What is a mechE?
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How do I get out of this? 2017-06-08 05:13:14 Post No.18398645
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How do I get out of this?
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2017-06-08 05:13:14
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I'm a university student home for summer, my parents are all kinds of abusive and I am essentially a slave to them and I have no means of escape (not allowed to have friends, no car and they never let me drive theirs without them sitting next to me, no money). I'm slowly deteriorating and have to be stuck here for another 2 months. I tried applying for jobs but none called back, but they hinted that even if I got the job they wouldn't let me go to it. I tried looking for a volunteer opportunity at a hospital but the windows for those closed before I even got here (I didn't expect to be coming back for the summer but my mom showed up randomly at my dorm to ensure that I would). I'm going insane and I don't know what else to do, I don't know if I can go through this for another 2 months without offing myself.
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Confront them, be alpha
why cant u have friends and a car?
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test
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>>18398700
I've already tried. They're highly manipulative and controlling. What does being alpha have to do with this? Regardless I'm a girl. They refuse to let me go out the few times i get invited out by a friend, and despite having a license they never let me drive alone.
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Im doing a presentation for Chernobyl and i need Information 2017-06-08 03:52:38 Post No.18398413
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Im doing a presentation for Chernobyl and i need Information
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Im doing a presentation for Chernobyl and i need Information
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We'll you better go look for that information before your time runs out.
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>>18398413
Start with the Fallout series
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There is some really good documentaries on YouTube
Short version; Some tit wanted to do a reactor test with safety systems turned off and reactor revved right up. Every power plant in the soviet Union said fuck no except one that had to use an inexperienced shit crew as they were the only ones that could be bullied to do it. Reactor (a design so bad the west offered declassified plans to the soviets not to use it) overheats, blows top off and shits contaminated materials all over Europe
Typical Russian approach to solving issue was to dump lead and borrowed and top and clean up using 'biowarriors'. "" conscripts with shovels. Eventually a big shed is built over the top
Years later, some shit cod games and an international clean up effort underway (recently including a new shed)
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How do I ask this girl i'm dating/ sleeping with if she wants to be my girlfriend?
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Why would you ask her that. It comes naturally and unspoken
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>>18398376
Get your lawyer to write up a contract for her to sign.
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> i'm dating/ sleeping
what exactly does she consider your relationship to be ? is she retarded or imaginary girlfriend?
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Facebook is so fucking retarded. How do you make an alt account without getting banned for it? I'm thinking there has to be some way to dodge that Zucc.
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The problem isn't that you're making an alternate account, it's that you're using said alternate account for harrassment. Of course you'll get banned for that.
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Nope. In the ToS, it says that making an alt is a bannable offense
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>>18398337
Yes, but that account wouldn't get noticed and that rule wouldn't be enforced if you didn't draw negative attention to yourself in some way
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I feel like I fail in everything I do. Yesterday I was supposed to get my suit from the tailor to take it to professional laundry before my cousin's wedding. I thought the tailor was open till 7 and I went there after 6; it was closed and now I went to the laundry and they told me it can't be done before Saturday. So if I'd gone out of the house an hour earlier yesterday I would have the suit ready for Friday.
I failed my driving test 2 times (it's notoriously hard in my country though so it's nothing unusual here).
I feel like I keep missing things by a hair. I feel the need to prove myself but I keep failing. I'm motivated but I can't put it into practice. I do have things to show for myself but this just frustrates me so much...
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Hahaha. Well some people were born to be a comic relief and you are one of them. Deal with it and learn to play that role
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>>18398250
Get fucked you fucking faggot
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What advice are you looking for? Put yourself on a schedule to help with time management, try to wake up and go to sleep at the same time every day (including weekends) if you can. Write out on a note the previous day what you need to get done then don't leave it for the last minute. See if you can borrow a jacket from a friend or family.
As for the driving thing just keep practicing and don't get discouraged. I failed my test 3 times and it was really upsetting but I stuck with it and now I drive an ambulance for a living. If you can afford it call up a driving school and go out for a single lesson the day before your road test, if you tell them that they'll simulate a road test for you. That's what I did before the time I passed and it was quite helpful.
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I feel like I wouldn't be able to keep women happy? 2017-06-08 02:20:30 Post No.18398161
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I feel like I wouldn't be able to keep women happy?
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As a male, I feel like I am lacking the ability to entertain and keep the attention of women. I honestly cannot imagine a woman liking me for me. Is such a thing even possible?
I feel like you have to keep women gripped otherwise they will leave you.
I am scared because I just don't know what most women want. I am not a entertainer. I don't know how to give women what they crave. I am not adventurous either. What are my options?
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Well, why do you think so?
My boyfriend is a lame weeaboo who loves niche videogames and card games, and I think he's perfect.
You don't need to be amazing to be loved. Improve yourself, meet people, but ultimately unless you are horrible there will be someone who loves you for you.
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Sooner or later they will despise you no matter what you put up with and do for them, this is the modern "woman" nowadays.
the rest like >>18398689 are usually fatties or 3/10's that will put up and keep you around because you were the best they could and can do. The ones that are hot/cute will look for something else as soon as the love hormones flat-line and you don't do as they want you to and fuck you over for the sole reason that they can.
No offence madam. It's a sad affair for all of us.
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>No offence madam. It's a sad affair for all of us.
I am 125 lbs at 5'7", and probably a 6.5-7/10. Nothing special, but reasonably cute.
I'm pretty happy with my boyfriend.
When asking a woman out for the first time and when on said date, what is generally fair game in terms of letting her know how much you are into her?
I am head over heels infatuated with my yoga teacher and am going to ask her out this weekend. I figure I'm going to propose something casual like coffee, just a chance to get to know her better but at the same time I want her to know there is some romantic intent so as to not fall quickly into the friend zone.
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>>18398014
No normal woman would assume that you ask her out on a date without romantic/sexual interest.
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Why haven't you been flirting with her beforehand? Don't just do something like casually going out for coffee and then being a fucking sperg. A woman instantly knows whether or not she would have sex with you upon meeting you for the first time. If you didn't make a big impression on her before, then you're going to be shit out of luck now.
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>>18398014
read it here first:
https://heartiste.wordpress.com/the-sixteen-commandments-of-poon/
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Needing validation from the opposite sex- lacking interest in good women 2017-06-08 01:24:11 Post No.18398010
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Needing validation from the opposite sex- lacking interest in good women
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I just moved in with a new roommate and he's been inadvertently aggravating my insecurities. Despite generally being a cool guy, he tends to brag repeatedly whenever he gets sex. I used to be fairly successful on tinder a couple years back but I slowed down and ultimately quit the app when I noticed how much of my limited energy and attention I was squandering on trying to get laid. Now being constantly reminded that he just goes out and gets sex and then resumes working on his life goals makes me feel a bit deprived. I'm starting to notice an old side of myself that I had thought I'd grown out of. Around girls I'm whinier than I was, more pity seeking, emotionally fragile. I just want girls to make some sort of sign I'm desirable, I've been trying to coax them for pictures or one night stands. I feel like I'm being pathetic, not for these behaviors per se, but for being so easily made jealous and affected by my room mate's conquests.
There's this girl that my sister introduced me to that's totally the type of girl I see myself dating but I keep loosing interest in her in favor girls who are more forthcoming with emotions, easily manipulated, likely to give me sexual satisfaction. This girl is authentic and smart, I can tell I won't be able to manipulate her as proof to myself of my own finesse. I can tell that she won't play the games that would let me unhealthily ease the stress of immaturity. Around her I have to be vulnerable and discuss my true interests, I can't pretend to be someone I'm not and as much as I want it, I feel simultaneously repulsed.
I know I haven't asked for any direct advice but if anyone who reads this has some perspective or insight to add, I'd be grateful.
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bump
perhaps I'm just depressed and none of this matters
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Sex is a fucking meme
>get laid
>deal with attached emotions
>worry about if their pregnant
>worry about false rape charges
>worry about STDs
I just decided to stop having sex last January and jerk off if i have to. My life is much much much less complicated, although the craving for pussy is still there. I just try to stay busy and ignore it or jerk off till I don't care. Seems to work
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t. Grown man
Casual sex ruins women cause an 8/10 might fuck a 3/10 bitch just to release his balls. Now the 3/10 bitch is stuck in the clouds, being an asshole to even a 6/10 because she thinks she's 8/10 worthy. Thus is the fall of man
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publisher refuse my book....
what I should do ?
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Why would you use a publisher this day and age. You can easily self publish.
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Hey man I'm a writer too. Its gonna happen a fuckton before anyone looks twice at your book. Revise and see if you can improve the draft at all then send again. Try sending to all the publishers who you think could accept it. No point in limiting yourself. Good luck anon!
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u act like theres only one publisher
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Not interested in giving a bunch of strangers who, if you are on this board alot, prolly hear the same copy pasta sad sap stories. So tl/dr my friends are gone, the two that are in town are recluses and have no interest in deviating from the norm. So there is a kickass bar in the next town over I planned to go to with one or both recluses, surprise though cant get a hold of either fag after mentioning it.
So questions n shit:
>How hard is it to make friends if I were to go to said bar alone?
>Not broke or too completely autistic so I wont drop my sketties and bug out
>NO one to go with, not even wife, she is also recluse or new friend I made recently(too autistic)
>Have only been to said bar with wifes family, they cool but I desperately need non-family friends.
at work, response may be slow
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>>18397878
>How hard is it to make friends if I were to go to said bar alone?
Not very hard, and you won't break anything by trying.
>justdoit.shia
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>>18397905
Totally agree. Often people want to sit there and bullshit all night about themselves.
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>>18397878
Maybe try a new hobby first. Just saying, loneliness and alcohol don't mix that well.