Free from fear edition
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Good to see babybrained making gif stuff again.
It's a "it happens when it happens kind" of deal. the last rip seemed to be done by someone who manage to get pass the watermark.
Day three of diaper hypnosis: listened to an incontinence MP3 twice more, before going to bed and after waking up. Couldn't really get into a good trance either time.
I wish I could powergame this.
>I wish I could powergame this.
Don't we all I've given up on hypno the only way I'll achieve incontinence is through the months of training or some medical disaster
I'm gonna try my best to stick with it, at least up until the point where I have an actual accident and then shitcan the whole thing because I'm not ready to be in diapers 24/7 yet.
Right now I'm just taking it one step at a time, and trying to get used to wetting without using my bladder muscles. One thing I've already noticed is that when I wet like that, my bladder doesn't really empty all the way. It makes it so I have to go more frequently, which is good. What's annoying is that when I'm wetting like that, if I move at all my bladder locks up. Hopefully that stops soon.
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what's everyone going to be asking for for Christmas this year? I need a new phone, I'm thinking about the galaxy note 5. Anyone hoping to get something naughty from Santa?
also has anyone heard of the sugar free gummy bear challenge? Apparently sugar free candy can cause a laxative effect
It's not the fun laxitive effect though lots of gas and cramping
Da-Fuze has a kind of a love/hate relationship with diaper art. He likes it, but other people judge him for drawing it, so he sometimes takes a break from it for a couple months. He's open for commissions right now and willing to draw diapers if you want to grab a piece.
Also a (relatively) new piece I haven't seen posted around here yet
>exaggerated cartoony messy diapers are still a thing
Literally the shittiest thing to happen to diaper art. Diapers do not work like that, the huge amount of shit would just drag it down instead of expanding like a sponge plus that would be very unsexy and unhygienic IRL.
Maybe, just maybe, they don't want something so similar IRL and it's simply fantasy.
Or maybe I'm an autist and cannot separate fantasy from reality.
Glycerin if you just want to make a mess, epsom salts or magnesium citrate if you want to have debilitating and unstoppable liquidy diarrhea
>Literally the shittiest
Yeah, that's the whole fucking point
Quit being a spazz, we better not fucking split AGAIN just because ANOTHER whiny, bratty little shit doesn't think the thread is catering to his particular whims in terms of art quality
Some of us happen to enjoy hyper messing, and it gets posted infrequently enough not to be an issue.
Different anon- Just an opinion, no need to press the panic button.
Meh, it's my favorite thing in the fetish to be honest. Get mad at me all you want, nothing excites me more than wishing I could fill a diaper THAT much and to have it look so aesthetically pleasing.
Ugh, I leaked a whole bunch over my chair without realizing it. I'm glad I was wearing two layers of plastic pants or else it would have been a lot worse.
As much as I like my onesie, it does make it hard to tell when I need a change.
>Had a legit accident at the post office
Now I'm scared I really didn't plan for that
What happened, couldn't you hold it in anymore or did you not even realize you were going?
At the top of the page, click on settings. Then, under monitoring, check the option for the thread watcher. Next, click on the arrow to the right of the post number of the OP, and then click add to watch list.
The latter I've been 24/7 for about 10 month now but this is the first time I've had a moment were I didn't feel myself going at all
>decreased little sister's continence and maturity
>fed a lie to a princess's informant that babying is an 'in' thing for shits and giggles
>suggest to a guard to start wearing diapers during her shift
>persuade the local store to stock up on a multitude of diapers and less of regular underwear
>sneak into the laundromat and dispose of the townspeople's underwear
>merchant urges people to buy diapers, noting their comfort, convenience, and her lack of stock
>school restrooms are conveniently out of order
>pressure a teacher into using one out of desperation
>even get dancers in a club to wear some under their bunny suits
>go around other towns, planting a few seeds of consideration here and there
>breaking that one girls mind at the end of the demo
Man, who knew that these crappy little rpgmaker games could push my buttons so?
They haven't done a lot of diaper pictures.
As an aside, why is it that there's so little overlap between us and the hypnosis fetishists? Seems like the two kinks would go hand in hand.
Does anyone know about this dude? Does he have his own website or something?
This wouldn't be so bad if he didn't usually delete a number of his pics every time he did something like this.
I suggested to him once that he make a separate account for the ABDL stuff so people who didn't like it didn't have to see it, but he said no.
Exaggerated and cartoony is the main appeal for a lot of people.
I like messy diaper art for some reason but hate seeing it in real life diaper girl pics and am absolutely disgusted by feces in the real world.
If it makes you feel better anon I'll dump some images from my folder that I don't see often
Im pretty much just randomly selecting these.
getting late into Monday, no tracking number so I'm not sure if the overnights have even shipped yet. I'd really like to know what day they will be here so I can expect them considering I have a roommate. They wouldnt open the box but still
I assume that since you're surprised, it was a messy accident. Ten months into 24/7 a little wet diaper out in public shouldn't even phase you.
Honestly Anon, if you're going to commit to wearing full time as part of your life, you need to be able to take the bad with the good. You should be carrying a diaper bag any time you go out (purse, messenger bag, backpack; whatever suits you) with good wipes, powder, some large zip lock bags for sanitary disposal, and at least 2 more diapers than you expect to use based on your patterns. Plan ahead by knowing where you can change, whether it be the place that you're at or somewhere nearby. You might find yourself in a real tight spot next time if you haven't put enough thought into your diapers.
Sorry if that comes across a little harsh. I have some strange vestigial concern for the well-being of the Anons from the diaper threads.
Ooga booga i dont like your thing
its disgusting/directly against the teachings of the bible/something something pedophilia and u should feel bad and go back to /d/ :^^^)
(You)s to the left, please.
Sounds pretty debilitating, unstoppable, and liquidy to me. If it's just now hitting you then I hope you don't have much planned for tomorrow.
What'd you take?
Be sure you're either diapered or near a toilet for most of tomorrow. Also any time you need to fart you can expect that it'll probably be wet, so be careful.
They did that with spanking threads a while back for seemingly no reason as well.
The OP was hentai, the previous thread hit the bump limit, and there was nothing in the post that was against the rules.
It's a mystery.
>New diaper thread every day
>Filter out diaper threads instead of complaining
>OP misspells diaper so I see it anyway
I just want to forget these threads exist. Help me out here!
Writefag here. Can you guys enlighten me with something?
Why is "Crinkle" and "Squish" used so much in writing? The sound of a diaper is far closer to a rustle, at least to me, and wet diapers seem utterly silent.
Is it just the kind I've tried?
I mean crinkle really does. but crinkle usually denotes a more noisy sound than what a diaper makes.
And i suppose that's right. it's squishy, it doesn't make a squish sound. Yet i always read stories that use squish as a sound effect. Hell, I use crinkle and squish on all of my stories, too. Never paid it any thought until i actually started to wear.
lmao, even you know you're wrong.
Google "ddlg" and "cgl", it's what you're looking for.
As far as acronyms go:
abdl = Adult babies + diaper lovers = Us
ddlg = Daddy Dom / Little Girls
cgl = Caregiver / Little (same as DDLG but turns up results like mommy/son mommy/daughter and so on)
There's plenty. I'd argue that any time a woman drresses up as a schoolgirl, that's a form of ageplay. No diapers needed.
It can be hard to see where the line is between ageplay and non-ageplay just because it's so common for women to dress childish these days.
>Soap isn't taking any commissions this December
Dammit. Looks like I'm buying more Abenas then.
Or, alternatively, you can stop giving a shit and do whatever you like in the privacy of your own home. I get extremely infantile and I feel free as can be. But I don't get creepy with strangers or act like a 13 year old. I just feel awesome. And you can have all that and more if you try the simple one step plan of not giving a shit.
How about you reconcile your feelings for it instead? If it's something you really enjoy looking at or doing, trying to shove it away is somewhat an exercise in futility. There's nothing to really feel creepy about; consenting adults and all that. Knowing the line between fantasy and reality should be more than enough to put away your worries.
i don't really give a shit i've been jerking off to this stuff and fantasizing/pretending alone about it for a very long time
but the reasons why i feel creeped out is because this fetish ties closely into my past and my current emotional desires/reactions (par for the course, i think)
and shit, i never cared too much about that either until my mother hugged me when i was in my bed and called me her baby boy and jesus christ i felt too good for me to not feel embarrassed/creeped out about it. not so much what she did, just my emotional reaction to it and how i felt like a little baby wanting his mommy on the inside just jarred me because of the realization that it wasn't just a mastbatory fantasy, it was something i actually liked a bit and wanted
i feel like stuff like this should just strictly be fantasy for me since i'm nowhere good enough or deserving to have someone expend that kind of energy on me. not to mention just thinking about doing it irl especially with someone else just is weird to me like the fantasy intruding on reality
i also feel like i already accepted that part of myself and that emotional response just took me by surprise, not to mention I feel like I should be more emotionally mature than this
although if I had someone that was close to me that wasn't my mother did that I wouldn't feel as uncomfortable probably
anyway that's probably enough dumb blogging on a porn board, thank fuck for 4chan
>grown women with the mind of a child
mind alteration/hypnosis/mental regression is super hot but i don't think there's a lot of it, probably even less without diapers involved but who knows
i don't even know where you'd even find it
"since i'm nowhere good enough or deserving to have someone expend that kind of energy on me"
yea, sounds like you have a lot of issues with self acceptance and self worth. Work on those first.
your desires may be contributing to your issues, but they aren't the problem. You wont feel any better to ignore or minimalize your desires, they are part of you.
That's why I'm into bimbos. Not exactly the mind of a child but that stupid, cute, happy submissive thing really does it for me.
Diapered bimbos are the best.
>>all of you
Sketchman blowing his fans the fuck out, DIAPERFAGS ON SUICIDE WATCH
Day four of diaper hypnosis: still pressing on, and I've been listening to three recordings a day. One in the morning before I get out of bed, one in the evening, and one at night while I'm in bed. I've been acting along and pretending with all the regression suggestions, but I haven't noticed any real changes yet. Everything I do while "hypnotized" still feels entirely voluntary. I decided to start wearing 24/7, at least for the time being.
You can't just stop having a fetish, anon. You're not doing anything wrong, alright? Just relax and indulge yourself a little.
Be healthy about it, of course. Don't go overboard. Keep in mind that accepting yourself is one of the key parts of growing up, etc. etc.
Also if you want to purge a fetish from yourself, we're not really the ones to talk to. We're just here to accept it.
It's something I've thought about doing before, I just figure it'll help me reach my goal faster. I'm still pretty unsure if the hypnosis will even work at all.
Stripper clips and boolits.
>tfw I'll have to buy them myself anyway
Merry Christmas I guess.
Well I'm buying one of those drone quadcopters, some camping equipment, an SKS rifle, some more fush, a ushanka for every member of my family, and maybe a video game or two. I don't know if I want diapers or not, haven't felt like actually wearing one in awhile, but I really should because it would be a nice stress reliever.
I'll buy the stripper clips for you m8, but only because you're a fellow diaper fag who likes guns. It's not for some stupidly rare firearm is it?
While I'm not saying it is impossible to 'cure' a fetish, it is much more difficult than breaking some silly bad habit.
If you want to separate from the fetish, it won't be easy. The steps are simple, but it is merely a test of your own willpower, as I'm sure you already know.
However, from a psychological standpoint...
It is perfectly normal to have a fetish, as strange as this one may be, and so long as it does not interfere with being able to function properly on a daily basis, AND nobody else is being harmed in the process, there's no need to panic. It is a perfectly healthy and normal human experience.
I can understand how you would want to just wish this away as so many do, as it comes with some extra 'baggage'.
Whichever path you choose, ensure that you are happy with your decisions. After all, in this scenario you are the one who matters. Nobody else is pushing you to do this, nobody else is being harmed, nobody else is involved here but you.
Having a diaper fetish is great, why would anybody want to give this up?
What you're looking for is something called CBT. Not cock-and-ball torture but cognito-behavioral therapy. Here's a link to an article on the subject. It's paywalled, but I believe it indicates CBT success in alleviating a guy's fetish:
That said, it may be easier just to come to terms with it. I used to get serious guilt after sex/masturbation, especially if something fetishy was involved, but that kinda thing passes after a while.
You seem a lot more enthusiastic than usual, leftism. You ok bro?
I'm just on a kick with the hypnosis thing, and I've been learning to enjoy the AB side of the fetish lately. I'll mellow out after a while, I always do with this sort of stuff.
On a cycle, huh?
I used to be like that, so I know the suffering. About a year ago, I just kind of got stuck on the upswing and have been wearing 24/7 ever since. It's probably better than the cycle, though.
Tell me about how it goes.
Any interesting stories from your year in diapers? Or just stories in general?
I don't think I would ever want to take the plunge, but I've heard a fair number of people who did it and are happy-as-can-be. Then again, they almost all had accepting partners to diaper and encourage them.
I don't have a partner in crime and it's been pretty great for me. Now that I'm settled in to it, the only things I really dislike are stomach flus and the price point.
I'd regale you with fascinating tales, but honestly, there's been nothing super embarrassing. Just a slow slide into incontinence.
The first time I had an accidental mess in public, I was studying at the library and wasn't even thinking about it until it was already done. Nobody even noticed, or at least nobody cared enough to act any differently.
If there's anything you'd like to know, I would be happy to answer, though.
Oh, I'm always like this. I find something new or rediscover something old, get really 110% into it, and then level out after a while of doing it. It isn't a binge and purge cycle or anything, I just tend to wind down. Like occasionally I'll get really into messing, then spend a while fiber loading and end up going into my diaper every night, before eventually toning it down and doing it once a week or so.
I'm not just like this with kinky stuff, either. I think the last kick I was on was with a political predictions site; I ended up turning $100 into $1400, withdrew a bunch, gambled away the rest, and then bought back in with $50. I'm still playing it, but I'm not throwing around the big bucks like I was before.
Most likely I'll end up sticking with the hypno stuff, but I wont keep listening to three files a day like I am now.
As long as you're sure, man. You seem like you have a grip on it.
Bleh, thirty minute gap. Ran off to get beer and prepare for diapered drinking times. Been having way too much fun with that combo lately.
I might have a few questions, if you'd be so kind as to indulge me. Do any of your friends or family know, and if so what do they think? What do you typically have on hand when going about your day vis-à-vis your diapers? Is it really hard to change a mess in public?
Are you any happier than you used to be now that you're in diapers? Do they give you more confidence?
Most of my close friends are aware, yeah. Most don't think much of it. Incontinence runs in my family, so my family just figured I fell to the plague.
What I have on my mind about it is generally small stuff, like reminding myself to check if I need to change or wondering if I am not hydrated well if I'm not changing on schedule. After I eat, I plan around the impending mess.
... Also a small burst of happiness whenever I happen to notice myself wetting, or notice that I'm a bit more wet than last time I checked. It never gets old.
It isn't hard to change a mess in public, no. 4-5 wipes and then a run over with toilet paper does the trick most of the time. It helps immensely to be clean shaven down there.
Actually, I used to be a pretty huge nervous wreck. Diapers were one of the biggest things that gave me the confidence to get my life back on track. Having a little thing to be happy about whenever you're feeling down is a really big thing when you're getting over depression or nervous complexes...
Tell me what interests you about it, though?
Do you have any tips on learning to mess without thinking about it? I can wet just by relaxing, but I'm finding it hard poop without having to push. I've already upped the fiber in my diet, but I'm not sure what else to do.
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Because you're super creepy. Sorry little buddy. Doesn't mean you have to let anyone else know about this. There's tons of us in to weird shit with perfectly normal lives. Just learn to hide your power level around normies and let live.
When you are going 24/7, relaxed all the time, and messing whenever you feel the need to, it starts causing physical changes after a while. The important one here is that messes get smaller and more frequent.
If you have a lot to push out, then it'll be too much for your body's natural movement to get out and you'll have to push. If it's just a relatively small amount of soft stuff, it can happen on its own.
This change happens mainly on its own over time, though. Your body has to get used to it. If you want to try and encourage it, then try never pushing anymore and just staying completely relaxed until it starts working its way out on its own, maybe taking gentle laxatives to encourage it the first few times. If you stay relaxed even when you don't have to go, it'll start being pretty small amounts.
There's nothing wrong with pushing, though. I do it sometimes if I want to get it over with and get changed while I have the chance.
It's a little roundabout, but the interest is like...I took the safest road through life. Now that I'm settled and have a great job, I'm finding that just being secure isn't nearly as great a goal as I had hoped. In these threads and around you see people going 24/7 in diapers, and it almost always seems to be for confidence or comfort or just plain happiness. Actions like that are the kind of things I can't even fathom attempting for so many reasons. They found what they wanted in life and just took it, without caring about other people or anything else.
It's admirable, really. With my 20s marching forever forward, I wonder if I'll be able to do something life-changing like that and be happy with myself. Seeing how people go 24/7 and keep on living better than ever gives me hope that I can do something as transformative some day.
...sorry if that's a bit sappy.
So no more gigantic messes for me? Oh well, I think it'll be worth it. A buddy of mine sometimes takes senna laxatives so he can mess in his sleep, I'll probably try that. I'll be sure to not overdo it of course, I know your body can get dependent on them with too much use.
I actually understand, it doesn't sound sappy at all. I've been pursuing security and safety most of my life, and my general failures in doing so lead to a lot of my anxiety and depressive issues.
I was pretty scared to do it at first. I felt guilty that I was wasting money on something, or leaving myself disadvantaged for no real reason. It really shocked me when I found out that it really hampers almost nothing-- normies don't care at all if you wear a diaper, and having to change three times a day is not different from having to use a toilet nine or ten times a day.
So I kind of picked up confidence as I went through with it. In the end, it didn't compromise my goal of stability at all. Probably helped it, honestly.
I'm certain you'll find something you enjoy. For most people, it's a hobby that gives them an outlet--the ability to look at something you've created or accomplished is powerful for a lot of people. I guess I'm lucky in that I can be happy like this.
Of course, if you can find a way to fathom attempting it... we're there for you.
I still can mess a pretty decent amount if I overeat, but yeah, massive messes are a fantasy for me at this point. Let us know how that goes.
Thanks Anon, you're quite kind. I'd give you a hug or something but ya know...internet and all that. I'm glad things are coming together for you. Feel free to prod me for business-y type advice or whatever if you ever find yourself needing it. Least I can do for the community I'm most fond of.
A bit of clarification to an earlier point, also: 24/7 is something I don't think I'd enjoy. Diapers are an absolute joy to wear for me, but the few times I've worn through a whole weekend I eventually want to stop near the end. I'm sure part of that is from never leaving my home while diapered, but I also like it as a special treat/nighttime drink 'n chill kind of thing. Having someone to share it with would probably bring me out of my mask a little, but as it stands I'm all about keeping appearances.
It's the thought that counts, anon.
I didn't think you were the type thinking about it, but I like to leave an open offer just so people know it's something okay to do. People always say that my experiences are the opposite of what they expected, so I like to think I got some people to relax and try it.
I do agree with your methods. Thick diapers are still a top-quality relaxation accessory.
Is there any art or stories of that?
It sounds hot but I don't think I've seen anything specifically like that.
I've heard quite a few others say the same. The other chan has a whole thread for 24/7 folk, with stories and troubles and successes abound. It's hard to resist feeling the warm fuzzies from some of the happier tales, especially with the couples.
I'm glad you agree! I bought a case of the Waddler Overnights a couple of weeks back, and they are making me grin like an idiot whenever I have them on. Other diapers I've tried so far have been good, but they're always super wide and a little bunchy. These just fit in a very natural way. Sometimes I just toddle around in them for a while, it's so darn comfy.
Couple that with a paci, and let's just say I've fallen asleep on the couch in embarrassing poses more than a few times. I've been sorely tempted to buy a second one with the end of the year coming up. Having a choice between two pacis makes my heart beat a little faster.
I know of that thread. ... I actually made that thread, back when I was first getting started.
Waddlers I've never gotten to try... How do they hold up? I'm on the market for a nighttime diaper, and I make no discriminations.
Aha... I never got too much into pacifiers, but if they help you sleep, it's worth it all. The obvious answer is to use two pacis at once, obviously.
They got banned. There's no getting past the watermark that I've heard of .
Oh ho, the legendary maker of yore? Well thanks for that, I've gotten a lot of good reading and a few good conversations out of that thread. It's a lovely place.
I imagine I'm not nearly the connoisseur that you are when it comes to diapers, but I'll try to give the best technical impressions I can. They feel smaller than the other ABDL diapers I've tried, both in width and in padding. But the padding seems to be thinner only because it is spread evenly across the entire pad area, from your bellybutton to your butt. It probably has better absorbency in raw mL numbers, but the coverage is what makes it fantastic. I can't pee lying down, but I'm determined to teach my silly tense body how to, and this is the diaper I'm going to do it in.
...also they are the cutest fucking thing. I'm planning on getting a nice camera next year and might take some well-posed diaper pics with it. The idea is embarrassing, but I want to be a little braver and move forward. I look great and I wanna feel great about it.
Pacis surprised me with how good they felt. I wouldn't say I absolutely need them to sleep, but they improve things dramatically. I used to sleep with my mouth propped wide open, and it always left things dry. But my paci keeps my mouth shut and happily sucking away. 9/10 dentists approve (without knowing the exact details.)
Go with latex, it's what the normal nuk 5 uses. I don't know if it's all silicone pacifiers or just theirs, but the baby pants sells a kind with a silicone nipple and they aren't very good. They've got a rougher texture and a seam running down the middle.
Also, I just ended up leaking. The waist of my pants are soaked, even though I had my dick pointed down. I figured it was time for a change, but I didn't think I was THAT wet.
S'whatcha get for not wearing your night-time diapers like a good baby. You know that normal diapers aren't good enough for you!
... also they're sold out LIKE BEFORE. Just want a nice paci.
Why is it so hard for me to fall asleep while diapered. I've been trying for months and I mostly just end up tossing and turning until morning every night I try
ABDLfactory also has some good designs, but they ship out of Europe
I live in Louisiana, so I find it difficult to sleep in diapers just because it's so damn hot here all the time. I imagine that it's actually really cozy in colder climates though.
Is that what you're feeling?
Do you have an extra pillow? Try propping it between your legs so that your diaper doesn't bunch up around your crotch. No guarantees on that solving your problem, but it helped me. I live for my sleepy diapered weekend mornings.
No that's not the case it's actually pretty cold where I am most of the time. I don't know what up with me now I do normally have problems sleeping but wearing to bed seems to multiply those problems.
So who all here has experiences with play parties / munches? Let's hear some stories.
We're in the same region then.
I actually live with my parents in Bay Saint Louis since I'm getting a degree at USM Gulf Park, but I spend all my time in New Orleans and Slidell since that's where all my friends are.
Cropped image of sketchman's comic from omorashi
So I've been in diapers for the psat few months and was wondering how long does it take for one to start losing control? I really don't wand to end up dependant on diapers.
JUST got a tracking number after 3 days of waiting, only to find out the expected delivery date is a week away. How could it possibly take a week to ship something 2,200 miles?! That's literally one night flight. Jesus Christ I'm so mad. I wanted to enjoy this weekend.
... A few months to start. You'll have to wean yourself off at this point, probably.
I wouldn't worry, though. The real long-term damage won't happen unless you're trying to make it happen.
He's referring to eastern fag that kept starting two threads on /d/ prior to the /aco/ split and complaining that /d/ is for eastern only. Funny thing though, their posts are mostly made by western artists, so there's always the same korra pics here that are posted there.
Well, now it makes sense.
Piling through the ungodly shit you find on dA, i was able to find a Shimoneta pic.
I noticed it, on the Troll, right?
>i-it was all one person!
Nope, the majority of /d/ wanted westernfags to fuck off, and that's why /aco/ was made. The quality of the threads has gone up immensely since the split too, so they were perfectly justified.
I always hear Quarashi (particularly Stick' em Up) when i look at these pics.
You sure showed me, man, like, i can't sleep any more knowing that I have to browse 2 threads now instead of one.
Wow, you sure did a number on us, you can't imagine how upset I am over this split. I'm so upset in fact I'm on /d/ right now, shitting up their thread by showing them my superior western taste and telling them to fuck off because eastern art ruined the threads.
Day five of diaper hypnosis: amazingly, had some success last night. I was just about to settle into bed; I had on a clean diaper, I had picked out which hypnosis file I was going to listen to, and I was ready to slip on a cute pair of plastic pants when I stuck my pacifier in my mouth. One of the files I've been using was trying to get me to treat my pacifier as a trigger for my regression, so naturally, that came to mind as soon as it was in. I decided it'd be fun to play along with the idea.
I pretended to fumble around a bit and be uneasy on my feet as I put the plastic pants on. Then, I realized I had actually managed to put them on backwards -- they have no tag, so it's hard to tell which way is right. After putting them back on correctly, I toddled over to bed and lied down. After a few minutes of playing along with being regressed like that, I was in a completely little state of mind. All I wanted to do was lie there, suckle on my pacifier, smile, and coo about how much I "wuv my pwetty diapies". Again, this only happened because I was actively trying to go along with it, but it was seriously really sudden. I wasn't feeling even the slightest bit infantile before putting in my pacifier, and this sort of AB stuff isn't even what I'm normally interested in doing. I'm not quite sure I've ever really been in that same state of mind before.
I was really high at the time.
WikiHow is a surprisingly good source for diaper art.
It occurs to me that it'd still be fun to be dominant as a little. I think I'd go for the spoiled and bratty route. If I decided I wanted a bottle, I'd expect my caretaker to get it for me immediately. If they took too long getting it then I'd be throwing a tantrum by the time they got returned, if it wasn't exactly the right temperature I'd spit it back out at them, and so on. Or hell, even with just another little as a play partner, it'd be fun to bully them. I could steal their juice, put food in the back of their diaper, try to get them in trouble with their mommy or daddy, things like that.
Basically, I just want to be mean all the time. Is there much interest in that here?
Years ago, on the old FTT forums I saw a series of black and white drawings someone did of a bitchy Hollywood starlet character who was an ABDL. She was on a film set or something and being a bratty diva, while her team of assistants scrambled around getting her bottles and changing her diapers, etc.
The over the top bratty little is a really cute concept. I'd love to see more art like that.
I know this has been talked about a hundred times before, but I really don't get the hate for Pink Diapers on here.
In terms of technical drawing skills, she's one of the only ones who seems to understand anatomy and drawing from life.
She's bad at doing used diapers and I think like her faces or hit or miss but a lot of her work is really cute.
I like the art, I'm just not big on AB stuff. Just like wearing diapers all the time.
Anyone know where to find art of diapered people trying to use the potty without taking their diapers off? Bonus points if the person looks proud of what their doing.
I wish I had a stupidly rare gun Anon. Alas, I'm a college student making minimum wage, so all I have at the moment is a Nugget and the SKS I bought last month, which is what I need the clipazines for.
Oh yeah, plastic pants are a nightmare to wear period. Which is why I try to stick to cloth backed cushies.
I regret buying a footed sleeper as it never gets really cold around here in NOLA.
>I was really high at the time.
Well there you have it, the THC made you susceptible to the conditioning that affected your subconscious.
Also, at least for me, the buzzing contact sensation that marijuana produces for me is infinitely better with diapers. The last time I blazed up when diapered, I just sat there and rubbed my padded crotch and rocked back and forth in a euphoric stupor until I either came or passed out from exhaustion, I forget.
Well the cloth cushies are cloth on top of plastic so their okay, I should have said Abena Abri-Form Premium AirPlus instead. Those were my first cloth backed and I still have some of those. There thicker than a regular Abena and allow air to pass through without leakage.
Find a way to settle into the high or low.
I'm going to make a couple assumptions about you right now.
1. You either live with your parents or with roommates.
2. You have self esteem issues not related to being an ABDL.
If you address both those things and learn some moderation, you won't experience the binge/purge cycle.
Well, let's put on our therapist half-moon glasses and get to the bottom of your woes Anonymous!
When did you first start liking diapers, and how have you felt about them historically up to this point? Is this your first binge-purge?
What kinds of negative feelings are you experiencing when you think about liking diapers?
Anyone? I don't think its that uncommon, but I can't seem to find anything.
I think this is the kinda stuff Anon is looking for.
It really does seem like a lot of the more niche aspects of this fetish always fall in furry territory.
>Toilets are for BIG GIRLS. If you want to use them so bad, I guess I could let you pretend with your own "toy toilet".
No problem Anon. I found him from that one Frisk image he did recently. Him doing any more cute Undertale stuff would be just lovely.
Ey Leftism, what Hypno files are you using, if I might ask?
Because I have quite a few decent ones lying around, that I wouldn't mind uploading.
I have a full rip of warpmymind, as well as a handful of files from baby pants, Arkadia, and SoCalAB. I'm still trying out new ones, but so far my favorites have been a couple from Mind Master, Arkadia's baby boy age regression, and pacibaby by EGM. I'm interested to hear what you might have, though I probably wont like them if they're overly oriented towards being submissive.
If you use them yourself, how do they work for you?
I have a soul Anon, it's just...not around at the moment. It ditched after I spent too much time at the pity party.
Those are pretty much all the ones I have. I'm a fan of MindMaster as well, and I also enjoy some of Wohermiston's stuff.
I really like listening to the hypnosis files, but since I never have the resources or anything to actually go 24/7, and because I usually forget to keep listening after more than a couple days, they don't have very much of an effect beyond making me need to go to the bathroom a lot more frequently.
MindMaster's Bladder Retraining is stupidly effective, though. I listened to it for a couple days in a row, and it made me wet myself once or twice. Not actual accidents, just that it seemed like a really good idea at the time to just let go of my bladder. (Not in public, at like midnight or so. Nothing strong enough to convince me to do that during the daytime.)
I've listened to one of Wohermiston's files, your baby place. I was liking it well enough until he started telling a story about a little girl wetting herself, and it took me right out of it because it was so damn skeevy. I'll probably check out some of his other files later on and see if they're any better.
I'm with you on bladder retraining, too. That's probably my most listened to file at this point. I still haven't had any accidents because of it, but I've been doing my best to just relax and let go whenever I need to pee. It still takes a lot of concentration, and it can be really hard to get started without pushing, but hopefully if I keep it up it'll become second nature to me.
He has that in a few of his files. Don't really know why.
On a related note, I've heard that if you listen to too many hypno files at the same time, your subconcious can get all confused and not pick up any of the suggestions, so I'd recommend only listening to one or two different files for now.
Yeah, you're probably right. I think I'll settle down and focus on listening to bladder retraining and pacibaby for the time being.
Also, just had yet another leak. I figured I was good for one more wetting before I changed, but I guess not. I'll get a hold on how much these diapers can hold eventually. I guess if nothing else it made me feel sorta little peeing all over my pants like that.
>it's a disposable garment designed for cleanliness during body-melding
You know they'd had to have found some some omutsu material in those piles of recovered porn.
>inb4 you complain that Mongolian cartoons don't belong on a board about cartoons
Sent. This will be the first time I've spoken to an Anon outside of 4Chin, so no bully please.
Awwwww, best alpha troll coming through.
Not him but I'll bite.
I've been into diapers since I was 3 or 4 years old. I vividly remember searching the house for my old pullups and putting them on even though I didn't need them. I've always felt like it was something that I had to keep secret, I'd be ashamed if anybody found out. As far as negative feelings, I'm afraid that I'll seem mentally ill if it ever gets out. Sometimes I think that being into diapers is so bizarre that it may be some kind of mental illness all by itself. I've seen pictures of creepy middle aged guys wearing diapers online and I'm afraid of becoming that. I think most of us can agree that a lot of the stuff this community puts out is cringeworthy.
Can you help me out, doc?
That's your opinion, making your mind-numbing argument arbitrary. Furthermore, you're still lurking around our big happy shit-pantsed clusterfuck, so you aren't exactly any better dumbass
Whew, sorry I'm late. Just got back from work (not as a therapist, coincidentally. Full disclosure and whatnot.)
When it comes to things like fetishes Anon, you really need to cut other people out of the equation. The core of your negativity seems to be focused around "What would people think if they knew?" The first thing you should focus on when looking inward at your diaper interest are the positive aspects that draw you to it, and keep you enjoying it. Sexual pleasure, comfort, bringing back good memories, etc.
Whenever you're able to, I'd like you to try putting on a diaper and whatever outfit you like most with it and getting in front of a mirror. Take a good look at yourself and start thinking about those positive feelings you focused on earlier. Don't put any thought into others and what they might think of you. Shut them out completely. Just for this brief time, focus entirely on yourself and what you love, what makes you happy, and what you hope for.
At the end of the day Anon, you have a fetish. It brings you pleasure, and harms no one. Being selective about who you share it with is perfectly normal, but worrying about reactions that have never happened and will likely never occur is pointless and will just bring you down. When the day comes that you do share with someone, it's important that you have confidence in yourself; to truly own that part of yourself that you normally keep tucked away.
Reply however you wish, there's no rush to address all that at once. I'd like to know what you think.
>No used diapers in any panel
Well that's a disappoint. And here I thought it had potential. Huge waste of money, at that point.
I will enjoy these if they were not using gloves.
if diapers and bondage is rare I'll kill for diapers and ryona
Day six of diaper hypnosis: still making progress. I've been noticing a few more minor changes here and there, yesterday when I was looking through the cupboards trying to find something to eat I went to pick my teeth with my thumbnail, and before I knew it I was sucking on the tip of my thumb. I've still been having trouble messing, so I figure I'll pick up some senna tomorrow and use it every day during week 2. It has also been getting a lot easier for me to slip into a trance while I listen to the files, and I was actually surprised by how quickly 30 minutes had passed after I finished one of them last night.
Apart from that, being in diapers 24/7 is still proving really enjoyable. I finally managed to wet while lying in bed last night, even though a bit of pee did end up dripping out the back. I may have to end up switching to heavier nighttime diapers.
Even though none of the files I've listened to really involved thumb-sucking, I've caught myself doing it occasionally as well. I have a bad habit of biting my fingernails, and a couple times it's transitioned into that without me consciously deciding to. It helps to relieve stress, though, so that's nice.
Thanks for taking the time to respond so deeply, you're awesome. I'm probably going to spend the rest of the evening diapered and just focus on how nice and comfortable it feels. I've come a long way as far as accepting myself but sometimes I have lingering doubts. Thanks again, you're a really good person.
Yeah, you definitely need to wear your diaper more snugly at night if you're starting wetting laying down.
Keep us updated.
More snugly how? I had on a onesie and plastic pants, I'm not sure what else I could do.
Onesies help keep it supported while you're standing, and plastic pants help against leaks from the leg bands, but leaking out the back can't be helped in most ways except wearing it snug enough that it holds up.
It helps to put the tapes in certain ways, like putting the top two tapes as high as you can to pull the waistband tight. I'm a back sleeper, so I run into this problem a lot.
Alright, I'll try that with the tapes. I'm usually a sidesleeper, but I decided to wet while lying on my back. It's not like either option is very good, though.
No problem sweet pea. Doubt can be an all-consuming thing if you let it take hold. Don't be afraid to reach out for help if you start to feel overwhelmed. We'll be around to hold your hand, for a post or for an evening, to show you that sometimes you're just missing the forest for the trees.
Remember to hold on to those good feelings of acceptance as you find them. They're far more tangible than doubt, and will ultimately leave you with a big silly grin whenever you look at your padded self.
Nope, but I can write-fag if that's what you want.
I can't quite capture his style but this should be good enough for ya.
>>tfw you will never host an ABDL podcast
>>tfw you will never slowly gain notoriety in the ABDL community and attract more and more viewers
>>tfw you will never invite artists to talk to you and banter
>>tfw you'll never finally convince Pizzabagel to come on your podcast
>>tfw you'll never hit it off and spend hours joking about diaper memes and laughing about in-jokes
>>tfw he'll never become a recurring guest
Why even live?
Logic is knowing that no minor being involved automatically makes it not pedophilia. What do you think the AB in AB/DL stands for?
hey doc anon, this is another anon.
Ive had a diaper fetish all my life and for most of my life wrestled with the moral implications or my actions. I don't really know what to think about the matter, I was fine with it and at peace but the i got engaged and my fiance said she thought it was wrong. Long story short I loved her with all my heart and still do even though we broke up recently. We say we split for other reasons but inwardly I blame myself for not being able to let go of diapers. I tried to let them go but it felt like I couldn't and now I seem to be caught in a vicious binge purge cycle and I hate myself for being so selfish. I really don't know what to think on the matter anymore, I wish God would give me a once and for all yes or no but that dosn't seem to be in the cards for me right now. For now though I would just ask for any advice or input you have to offer
Greetings Anon. I'll do my best to give you my thoughts on the matter; do bear in mind my lack of professional experience and limited information regarding your situation.
When it comes to relationships, the most important thing for keeping them together is mutual understanding. Just because one member of the relationship doesn't like a certain thing does not mean they can't attempt to understand and accommodate their partner. You see this sort of thing often enough with marriage partners who do their significant other a "special favor" every once in a while. These sorts of things are actually quite conducive to a healthy partnership; it's a sign of compromise and reaffirmation of love and trust.
Now, tying this all together with the issue at hand: there's nothing morally wrong with having a diaper fetish. It's something that you enjoy in your spare time, and does not bring harm to anyone. Even if your fiance wasn't terribly interested, just the understanding that it was an important thing to you could be enough to keep a relationship going strong. I can't say whether that sort of disconnect was present in more issues between the two of you outside of diapers, but it's a pretty common source of relationship strife.
My best advice based on what I know would be to think back on the whole of your relationship with your fiance, and do your best to remember particularly heated conflicts and what they were about. Was she being unreasonable about certain issues? Were there things you could have compromised on that would have still left you happy? Find as many faults as you can, as objectively as you can. It can be painful to think about, but you'll be much more secure in your confidence by having everything lain out before you.
There are valuable things you can learn from the past, Anon; but don't let yourself get lost there. Reflect, and prepare for your future.