You know Anon, this kinda feels like a date.
What the fuck, I don't even know you, how did I end up here?
You're not the Rin I asked out on a deito!
Haha ikr. It really isn't though and you're paying.
You shower, dress up, smell nice and examine yourself in the mirror for about 10 minutes before heading out meeting a cute girl. You try to your best to get the filthy thoughts out of your head and remember to control your autism. You bring up normie topics and keep the convo steady, inputting jokes as you go on. Watch movies, eat dinner and then walk her to the bus stop and then tell her goodnight.
Its great. A bunch of anons say dating is too much for them but I felt like it was a rush. I honestly felt like skipping home because I didn't fuck up. But then you realize she didn't return any of your calls and texts for 4 days....then you realize you fucked up. 10/10 would recommend.
That all sounds terrible. It's a pretense. A charade that both of you know isn't real or desired and yet you take part in it anyways because ''that's what you're supposed to do''. While deep down you each have your own ulterior motives and you're no closer to the person's true self than when you started.
Dating is overrated. Do what you want to do, not what society thinks you should do.
You kinda sound like you need to shut the fuck up and let me eat my damn lunch.
Why do anime girls love dick so much?
So it's one of those scenarios where I have a one-way crush and she treats me as a free confidant, because I'm "nice"? It's suddenly all too real! Despair! The past memories brought back by this thread have left me in despair!
That seems inconvenient but I wish you the best of luck.