with wich Eva character your autism can relate more to?
For me it is Asuka, I always had self steen problems that I tired to hide with smug Attitude, once my mom was called on school because I scored 10/10 in a test and I said, "i'm the best, the rest is trash", but deep insided I know I just say these things to hide my fagile ego
how about you fellow /a/utists?
Well, when I was younger it was definitely Shinji (I was 14 when I watched the show), I related to everything and my father was a scumbag too.
But the irony is, now that I'm older I relate to Gendo almost more, I just want to go back to how things were, spend all days thinking about the past.
I suppose they were equally lonely for the most part, it's just that instead of being depressed young Gendo was some violent fuck.
>>151943948
>with which Eva character your autism can relate more to?
Probably Misato. Both of us lost our father when we we're kids. Both of had to be a ''good boy/girl'' and not cause any trouble and behave properly when growing up, so as not to bother our widowed mother. Both of us grew up both needing a father-figure. Both of us keep up a facade of professionalism when in fact all we do on our free time is get wasted in our underwear.
Like Misato all I ''really'' wanted to do was to let loose and go wild in my youth, but unlike Misato who only had sex with Kaji during college I ended up having countless random hookups and casual ONS, each encounter leaving my balls lighter but my heart heavier, trying to fill the whole of loneliness with intimacy with strangers, only to realize that I'm just widening that hole by trying to bandage it with momentary pleasure and distractions.
Just like her I've also made thousands of really stupid mistakes over the course my life, but also learned from all of them and wouldn't change them for anything because of that.
>>151944235
>young Gendo was some violent fuck.
Proofs? I mean, getting into one fight doesn't really make you a violent person.
>>151948174
I thought the implication was that Gendo always gets into trouble. Fuyutsuki just talked about him that way like "there are rumors about that guy, he's up to no good".
I have no idea how to write a honest, sincere reply without making it sound cringeworthy.
I really want to let it all just spill out, but last time I did that I got pic related. I'll just say that I'm avoidant and obsessed with sex, and leave it at that. I also like talking about complicated things at 3am, and I overreact to deception and betrayal. That is all.
>>151943948
rei. I always was emotionless or shy when with others, and could feel true to myself just when alone
that being said, asuke best girl
>>151948525
>I thought the implication was that Gendo always gets into trouble
That could literally mean anything anon.
>>151948570
>I have no idea how to write a honest, sincere reply without making it sound cringeworthy.
Thats what 4chan is for, cringey posts ad infinitum
>>151943948
The only choice really desu
>>151952829
I got doublebanned last time I used that pic desu. Kind of proud too.
>>151943948
When I was around 14, definitely Shinji.
>insecure
check
>shy
check
>doesn't understand blatant hints
check
10 years later, I find myself more similar to Kaji, personality-wise. As in, I don't really care much about anything anymore.
>>151953064
Why though, it's pertainining anime...(?)
>>151953064
its impossible to hide the joy of repeating digits
>>151953177
check 'em
>>151943948
Definitely Asuka, I'm just a 3DPD version of her.
>>151946331
I resonate with you on that;j Wouldn't change a thing either as all the decisions and actions leading to those thousands of of silly mistakes were all of my own accord as well.
Some people just have to butti their own heads against the wall to feel how sore it can be personally apposed to hearing about and imagining it might hurt.
Swings and round a bouts though as often that same reckless chance taking leads to positive outcomes otherwise not accessible.
but do listen to people who warn you that it will hurt when you bump your head ;D
>>151948570
Did you write this?
>>151943948
Shinji, always Shinji. He's my guy. Every time I watch the show I'm always rooting for Shinji. Every time he gets shit I find myself defending him.
>>151943948
Mostly Shinji, but combine that with some of Rei's total emotionless indifference.
>>151956257
>I'm just a 3DPD version of her.
Proofs, now!
>>151949915
>getting into that pussy
>>151958576
This made me chuckle so I'm guessing it's time to stop drinking for this night.
>>151946331
I wish I was a manwhore.
>>151958546
It's obviously Tiffany Grant
Asuka, sadly.
>>151943948
>with wich Eva character your autism can relate more to?
Is there any character you don't consider autistic?